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    The Mail Box

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    Pare,

     

    How have you been? It's been a little while since we last spoke- and although I am congratulating myself for finally stopping sending you messages and such, I know that were it not for my friends, who deleted your number and deactivated my facebook (after, of course finding out that I've been secretly texting and sending you messages- to which you don't reply) I would continue on like nothing happened. I still have a couple of other venues to get in touch with you, but do not fret, as I don't intend to. I am happy with how things are- me loving you from afar. I know the likelihood of our paths ever crossing again, is very slim. There is a high chance that I will never lay eyes on you, ever again. I’ve reserved the right to keep my memories of you- no one can take that away from me. You did not gain a stalker, so don’t worry about that. I fully intend to keep my distance; for the sake of my sanity, so it’s not entirely for your benefit.

     

     

     

    It was one hell of a roller coaster ride; one that I would take again, without a doubt. We should have kept things simple. I’m not blaming you for opening up a can of worms. All the things you said, I’ll forever keep in my heart. I never fully understood what it was that I felt about you- or rather what I feel about you, but I always knew that it’s something good. I do sometimes wish that we stayed at where I wanted to be. I told you what I wanted from you- maybe if we kept it at that, then we’d still be ok, or maybe not. Nobody can really say. All I know is that somehow, I’m a better person for knowing you.

     

     

     

    I want to tell you how much I appreciate you making me smile- unconsciously on you part, but it got the job done. My best friend said that she hasn’t seen me smile like that for a long, long time; and I know that for a long, long time, I won’t be smiling like that. Thank you, Babe.

     

     

     

    You’ll always have a special place in my heart. In my own way- the only way I know how- I will always love you.

     

     

     

    Aya

     

     

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