Sitti of TVS

Remember walang forever hehe

 

hahahahaha do i know you sir..? honga eh walang forever.. lol. pero sabi nung friend ko may together naman eh.. together nalang... hahahah

'' falling for a client...? naku !!! wag na!! mga babaero yan.. they are cheating nga sa mga love ones nila, well love nga ba nila..? some of them are married and in a relationship, tapos iclaclaim na mahal daw kami.. tapos after ng ilang araw ibang therapist naman yung 'mahal'.. yung totoo ilan ba puso ng mga gms na yan..? sasabihin ang ganda ganda namin, same bola sa iba ibang nagiging thera. tsk. mahal mahal. gusto lang umiskor. naku naku.. piece of meat daw kami. pero pag nasa loob naman ng cubicle, kung makasamba aysus much!! tsk tsk.., ''

 

 

... this is what some theras are thinking.. see..? sa industry hirap magtiwala. may mga theras naging 'monster' dahil din naman sa gms. but. may nababasa ba kayo sa thread na to na sinusumpa namin yung mga gms..? na ginegenaralize namin kayo..? bat parang mas malawak pa isip karamihan ng mga theras sa ilan sa mga gms. yung iba kung makapagsalita samin parang binili na buong pagkatao namin eh no..?

 

... but still.. my stand is yes. its possible... and if ever may dumating na worth it i surely will consider.

 

Hugsssssssss!!!!!!!!

that my soul was too deep to explore by those who always swam in the shallow swamp.

you cant see that im hurting. you dont notice the pain. it feels like everyone else is sitting in the sunshine, while i drown in the rain.

ano yung sL...?

 

 

 

may dog ka..?

kudos to pareng sp..

 

.. sa walang sawang pag intindi. pag papaalala .. at di pag iwan sakin kahit super tigas ng ulo ko. kahit super gulo ng utak ko. kahit sinasaktan ( lambing lang yun ha!) kita.. kahit pabago bago ako ng isip.. kahit lagi akong late. kahit napakaalagain ko.. thank you pagiging super sp... super duper forevs friend... in time makakabawi di ako sayooo...labyumuch pare!!! para nadin akong nagkaron ng kuya!!!

tet,

 

i miss your smiles. the way you laugh. its almost a year nadin ata nung huli ko nakitang tumawa ka ng totoo.. the rest are all fakes. how i wish makita ko ulit yung dating ikaw... i know your dying. i honestly wonder nga bat til now ur still alive. very tough ha. yung remaining time mo yung chance na maging masaya ka. sige na nga suportahan na lang ulit kita.. tutal paalis ka naman na.. kahit masakit alam ko naman yung mga moments lang na kasama mo sia yun yung nagiging panandaliang escape mo sa putanginang mundong to... pagdadamot ko pa ba?? kaya ge lang push mo lang wala naman ng mawawala... stick sa plan dati. make memories...

 

me.

tet,

 

baliw ka na talaga. dalhin mo na sarili mo sa mental. malala ka na. napapagod na din ako sayo eh.

 

me.

nope.

 

 

 

even if sobrang lala ng hormonal imbalance ko resulting to grabeng mood swings ..? to the point na i need to take meds for a whole year para maging balance yung hormones ko..

when we're not together , my soul feels hollow , my heart feels numb , my emotions become shallow , Like a rainbow without colors , like poetry without rhyme , being away from you are my life's darkest times..

 

 

*sigh*

 

 

 

-b

Yes.

 

 

Grieving.

Yeah

 

Atheist

In my case I go to the spa because I probably feel lonely, I am single right now, well single and horny, heheh..

I read your story maam sitti, well you just fell for the wrong guy.. question is how did you fall for him? I mean of course I sure you are initially closed off to him, how did he get your trust? If you dont mind me asking?

Just be true. Just be you. No pretentions. No pakulo. Kasi how can you trust someone na simula palang nag li-lie na sayo diba? And he. He never lie. As in. Even if masasaktan ako sinasabi nia sakin harapan. Naging sobrang totoo nia sakin. I dont consider him as 'the wrong guy' kasi di naman sia wrong... tsaka madami naman ako natutunan sa kanya. Sabi ko nga diba wala naman ako pagsisisihan sa mga ginawa ko for him. Hindi lang talaga kami uubra. And tanggap ko na yun. No hard feelings. No bitterness. afterall I just want him to be happy

and maybe im not his happiness

CAREER. in capital letters para intense. kasi walang forever. lol.

Mam Sitti, I'm confused... which great guy are you talking about? I've back read and your recent post indicates a new guy that you just met. Is this the guy your talking about? Or is this the old guy that is great. If its the old guy is great then kawawa naman yung new guy. Hmmm....

 

Both. Bat naman naging kawawa. And why do I have this feeling na lagi mo kong nilalagay sa hotseat sir.. are you someone na kilala ko?

In my case I go to the spa because I probably feel lonely, I am single right now, well single and horny, heheh..

I read your story maam sitti, well you just fell for the wrong guy.. question is how did you fall for him? I mean of course I sure you are initially closed off to him, how did he get your trust? If you dont mind me asking?

 

Hmm sabi mo you read my stories.. then andun naman na halos lahat ng details... and he Is a great guy talaga... I dont know.. basta basta..

Sorry, d ko masyado nakuha maam, pwede po ba tagalog. Ang intindi ko mga lalaki na pumupunta sa spa e usually e mga babero o hindi mapagkakatiwalaan, kaya mga girls na naghahanap ng financer specially sa line of work na ito ay normal lang, kasi pwedeng maloko cya ng lalaki at least napakinabangan nya at hindi libre ang paggamit? Tama b?

 

Nope not all naman. Hindi lahat ng client or lahat ng pumupunta sa spa eh babaero o di mapagkakatiwalaan.. some of them are just lonely. Looking for an escape sa "mundo" nila..

Ma'am, if he makes you feel special does this mean that you can love him in the long run? Kung ma realize din ng thera yung effort or so called care, meron ba chance that you can fall for him?

I'ed like to hear a womans side on this matter. And if you develop feelings then how will we know?

 

Yes possible naman. but. If nkita ko naman na im no good for him I will tell him to stop na. Kasi honestly. I have nothing to give na. Im considering him as my inspiration. Gusto ko maging ganun din ako sa kanya. If makita kong nagiging hindrance ako or whatsoever. I will push him away. Im not planning to bring anyone sa misery na naranasan ko. Im not heartless. Maybe marami lang din ako natutunan. Thera-client may chance na yes. But sakin. Sa situation ko ngayon.. alam ko malaki yung chance na makasakit ako.. I cant pa. I just cant. He makes me feel so special. But thats not enough. Because of him mas naging eager akong makaalis. But if because of me. Maging miserable sia. Its better na we separate ways.

People change and feelings fade.

Plato's republic

Share ko lang.. 3 hours na ata ako nag iimagine at naG iisip if anu kakainin ko.. wala pa fin ako maisipppp

Im a therapist. Yeah I play. I know how to play. I flirt. Im broken. I get hurt. Minahal. Nagmahal. Yeah I exist. Im real. Duh...?! what if I told you im gonna get out of this industry soon. Very soon. Cause someone came. Making me feel na I dont belong here. Yung urge kong umalis mas intense compare before. Though. Wala pang score between the two of us. And di ko din alam if love nya ko. And di ko din alam if love ko sia he just came. Makes me feel so special. Iba. Iba talaga.. yung tipong one day pag gising ko .. nasabi ko nalang "ayoko na, di naman ako nag grogrow dito.. in fact I can feel it. Im deteriorating. " then here I am.. making decisions.. gumagawa ng moves. Sobrang hirap and nakakatakot man. Kahit baby steps man. Atleast I know im climbing my way up..

 

Sa lahat ng naging guests ko. Umapela na dyan if may hinuthutan, nilamangan, pinaasa, if may sinabihan ako ng ilove you ( isa lang naman sinabihan ko nun and I mean it). If may nashortchanged ako. Well im sure wala.

 

I care. And thats real kasi thankful ako sa financial help na binibigay nyo..and I will forever be thankful. I consider all my clients as a friend.

 

Reading all these.. lahat ng harsh comments. Lahat ng kung anun anung pag gegeneralization dito. Know what? It really hurts.. imagine yung ibang therapist na nakakabasa din.. how some of you call us whores. Sluts and whatsoever. If in fact pwede namang pagdebatihan tong topic na to ng mas maayos... you can tell and express naman what you feel. What you think. Kaya lang dapat ba talaga in the meanest way??

 

Anyways.. cool lang . have a good day fellas... hugs and kisses...!

kung nasaktan ka. dont hate. in the first place kasalanan mo din naman..nagkamali ka ng minahal.. hindi lahat ng therapist tulad nung nanakit sayo..ako nga super nasaktan ako. i almost end my own life because of a client.. but see..? hindi ko naman kayo kinamumuhian.. hindi ko naman ginegeneralize lahat ng client diba..? parehong may kasalanan. just learn from it. but dont close doors. just make sure na deserving yung papapasukin mo next time... maging vigilant ka. yeah sabihin ng makasalanan kami. but aren't we all sinners naman...?parang ganto lang yan eh. may mga pulis na pumapatay ng walang dahilan. They are killers. so igegeneral ba natin na 'police' are 'killers' so bawal magmahal ng police..? may mga abogado na syadong mapanlamang. siadong greedy.. so igegeneral ba nating 'lawyers' are 'greedy'.. so hindi din okay magmahal ng lawyer..? if ganun din naman... edi wew. wag nalang magmahal... hahahaha dibey..? hahahahaha sorry ha..? ganto lang talaga ako nag ooverthink ng mga bagay bagay... but i hope kahit konti nagegets nyo ko... bottomline is. we are all sinners. iba iba lang ng level.. haha... if you love someone and sure kang she loves you back... adi masaya diba... if hindi tumigil ka na.. move on... yun lang yun...