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Posted 15 September 2003 - 11:41 AM
i'd rather not post ur handle or real name here so as not to create anymore trouble.
i guess i just want to express what i feel thats it. thats all.
I'm not about to provide an excuse for my sordid behavior. I just want to acknowledge your point. You're right. I should have been objective about things.
That's what's wrong with chat sometimes. And that's what's wrong with people who don't quite know each other that well sometimes. There's a tendency to misread or misinterpret each other's words or actions, thus, there's a tendency to misjudge...and that we dont know exactly the depth of the words this other person is using.. we dont know the magnitude of feelings embraced to every word he/she says.
I have offended you. Im a jerk. Im sorry. But I'm also someone who's capable of owing up to mistakes and being sorry about it, and so, SORRY. I know the damage has been done. But SORRY anyway. I'm not expecting that you'd forgive me or that you'd want to talk to me again, but still, SORRY.
But then I do wish that sometimes no matter how fun the environment is, no matter how cool or how people act never forget that they are still human beings and have feelings. you might hurt other people's feelings with what u say without you even knowing it. so be careful next time.
it was great meeting you though.
you added color to my life.
Posted 15 September 2003 - 12:15 PM
Posted 15 September 2003 - 12:22 PM
Posted 15 September 2003 - 12:34 PM
sis pwede.. hehehe.. di namn nya Un malalamn..
baby yeng... sulatan ko kaya d2 si crush??? hehehe!!! will he get to read it...
i would love to read it hehe..
mmm alex sige ipo-post ko na-save ko namn Un eh. hehe
Posted 15 September 2003 - 12:37 PM
this is a response to the letter a guest posted before.
Musta na, pare? Musta na mare? Ako, okay lang... na mag halong hindi pagka-ok.. Eto. Nagmumuni-muni. Nag-iisip. Minsan talaga may mga bagay na hindi ko maintindihan. Ewan ko ba.
Bakit ba ganun pare, ilang beses ko na pinag-aralan pero lagi na lang lumalabas na parang kahit Ďsang anggulo mo tingnan, hindi nagiging patas para sa mga BABAE ang ilang bagay pagdating sa pagmamahal.
*tingin sa stars*
Minsan naisip ko alam kaya ng mga lalaki na hindi madalli anglahat para sa mga babae.. oo nga at mahirap ang manligaw pero naisip kaya nila na mas mahirap para sa ating mga babae kasi WE CANT DO ANYTHING! Lam mo ba Ung feeling na kahit gaano namin gusto ang isang guy kahit sobra sobra na ang feelings namin.. wala kaming magawa at manahimik na lamang. bakit? coz that is what the society expects us to do. buti nga kayo at malaya nyong nasasabi ang inyong nararamdaman w/o being judge or laugh at by the society or other people. eh ang babae.. pag gumawa ng 1st move baba ang tingin ng ibang tao... minsan ganyan pa ka-konserbatibo ang iba sa atin..
*tingin sa malayo*
Sa panliligaw naman... alam nyo ba kung gaano kahirap sa amin i-assess ang mga nanliligaw sa amin? masakit sa ulo yon ha! isipin kung sino ang totoo at hindi.. malaman kung sino ang naglalaro lamang.. kung ano nga ba talaga ang gusto nyo sa amin.. ayaw naman naming mapili ang maling lalaki noh.. mga lalaking ang tingin sa baabe eh mga damit na pwedeng palitan in a wink of an eye.. o mga lalaki ang korte ng katawan, sixe ng bra, at iba pang kababawan ang sukatan...
Sa tingin nyo ba madali sa amin ang magbasted ng lalaki? di ah. pero anong magagawa namin kung di naman talaga IKAW o KAYO ang natipuhan namin. di naman pwedeng turuan ang puso kung sino ang karapatdapat mahalin diba? Ayaw naman naming saktan kayo.. kaya nga we offer friendship so that we wont totally shut you out of our life. unlike other guys na pagnakipag-break ayaw na talaga. no looking back na.
*kuha ng bote ng beer* *lagok* *lunok*
Ugh?? di naman lahat ah! minsaan kailangan laging ang babae ang magparaya. Kung may gusto siyang gawin most of the time dapat i-set aside nya muna kasi may laro ang paborito nyong team sa basketball. o kaya football. o kung anu-ano pa. Pag nag-excel naman ang babae sa ginagawa nya naghihinanakit kayo kasi naapakan ego nyo. ayaw nyo kasing tanggapin na mas magaling ang babae. At bakit? di naman nyo maalis magduda ang mga babae ah kasi kayo ay mahilig maglaro.
Hindi pa yun tapos, dahil dapat tayo ang bahala kung ano ang magiging takbo ng relasyon. Pag maganda, edi okay. Pag may problema, kasalanan naten. Haay buhay. Minsan talaga kung tutuusin sakit sila ng ulo. Kaya lang mahal naten kaya di na natin iniintindi yun.. hind i lang po kayo ang nakakaranas nyan KAMI RIN!
*hinga ng malalim*
MUSHY kami? bakit di ba gusto nyo rin yan. ang nilalambing kayo ang inaamo.. kaya nga kayo naghanap ng babae eh. besides why use that character against us when from the start. mula pa sa mga ninuno natin ganyan na talaga ang mga babae. call it women's nature. pusong mamon. mushy-mushy, drama. kesa naman kayo takot magpakita ng feelings coz of the fear na baka isipin bakla kayo. di pwedeng umiyak kasi ang ego! lagi na alng ego! ego na lang ata ang gumagana ah.. pati na isa pa ninyong ego!
*hinga ng malalim* *tingin sa malayo ulit*
At ito pa ang pinakamasaklap.
*singhot* *hinga ng malalim*
Ang ending ng relasyon... Sa mga panahong ito either, nahuli kayong nambabae, or nagloloko or too immature to handle a relationnship. pag nahuling nagloko anong sinsabi nyo? di ba the neverending excuse. LALAKI AKO!
O kaya ipagpapalit ka sa iba na mas malaki ang bra size, mas sexy, mas bata etc etc etc...
Hay buhay... mahirap din pong maging babae noh! di ba lagi kami ang api... pagnabuntis nyo asan na kayo? lalayo.. kasi di pa prepared maging ama or magkaroon ng asawa. sino ang bubuhay sa anak? e di ang babae kahit itakwil pa siya ng pamilya nya gagawin nya kasi ANAK nya Un. eh ikaw asan ka? nasa bar? o kaya nasa piling ng ibang mga babae...
Ako, kamusta? Eto. Yoyosi-yosi. Bubuntong-buntong hininga. Titingin-tingin sa bituin. Mumuni-muni. Lalagok-lagok ng alak.
Ang mga lalaki talaga, oo.
Pero no matter how we hate each other sometimes we still end up together. hinahanap-hanap pa rin natin ang isa't-isa and most of us cant even live without a partner. we still hope na eventually we will find the right one for us. oo masasaktan tayo.. subalit along the way may sinasaktan tayo or may nasaktan dahil sa atin. ganun lang naman Un eh. masaya tayo dahil sa isang tao ang may isang tao din na masaya dahil andyan ka.
ganyan talaga ang buhay... lets just deal with it and stop bickering!
Posted 15 September 2003 - 12:44 PM
Posted 15 September 2003 - 04:44 PM
matagal na tayong di nagkakausap kaya naisip ko na sulatan ka na lang. alam ko, marami ang gumugulo sa isipan mo ngayon (dalawa ba 'yon? bigay mo na kse sa ken yung isa!). anyway, alam kong aalis ka na sa bago mong trabaho. na-bad trip ka rin sa wakas ng boss mo! hehehehe. di ba sabi mo sa akin nun (pangako pa nga e!) hindi ka kayang pikunin ng boss mong marami lang namang pera kaya walang awa talaga kung mam-bad trip. hindi bale, mas matalino ka naman don e. kung hindi ba naman, makakapag-produce ka ba ng 5 magazine na kumita ng milyun-milyon. lintek! hindi ka man lang naambunan ng kinita nun ah! sabi nga ng awit ni mariah carey: "can't take that away from me!" yung pride mo yan, mahmen! tindi mo talaga, di bale nang kumalam ang sikmura mo wag lang maapakan yang ego mo. alam mo, pare, palagay ko mas malaki pa sa yo ang ego mo! masama rin yan baka biglang pumutok yan na parang pigsa... ikaw rin!
kung ako sa yo, aasikasuhin ko na lang si esmi mo. tagal nang naghihintay sa yo yon. ay, nagtitiyaga pala. ang lupet mo, mahmen. pano mo nagagawa sa kanya yon? sana tumino ka na. lapit na birthday mo, sana yan ang gawin mo. ano ba talaga ang direksyon ng buhay mo? malabo pa rin ba? ayos lang yan. you'll stop growing once you stop asking. but then ask sensible lang ha? naku, mahaba na ata to. isang hirit na lang... tigilan mo na rin si gf, kawawa naman si bf nun! hehehe... kung gusto mo balato mo na lang sa ken.
o sige. wala lang talaga kong magawa at concern lang ako sa nangyayari sa yo lately. pinaputulan mo na rin daw ang buhok mo? hiphop na rin daw ang trip mo? akin na lang yung mga metal cd mo ha?
tama na to baka magkaiyakan pa tayo, e, iyakin ka maski nung mga bata pa tayo.
ingat lagi (wear a condom!). hehehehe....
ang kaliwang utak mo.
Posted 16 September 2003 - 08:36 AM
please please please...
Never Say I love you
If you really don't care
Never talk about feelings
If they really aren't there
Never hold my hand
If you're going to break my heart
Never say,"I'm going to..."
If you don't plan to start
Never look into my eyes
If all say are lies
Never say hello
When you really mean goodbye
If you truly mean forever
Then Promise me you'll try
Never say forever
In the end I'll only cry
coz hoping hurts a lot...
Posted 16 September 2003 - 11:17 AM
I choose to love you in silence
for in silence i find no rejection
I choose to adore you in my loneliness
for in my loneliness noone owns you but me
I choose to adore you from a distance
for distance shields us both from pain
I choose to imprison you in my thoughts
for in my thoughts i give you freedom
I choose to kiss you through the wind
for the wind is gentler than my lips
And I choose to touch you in my dreams
For in my dreams, there are no ends...
Posted 16 September 2003 - 01:24 PM
The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance far
allow the person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep
your being. TO LET GO OF SOMEONE DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO STOP
ONLY MEANS THAT YOU ALLOW THAT PERSON TO FIND HIS OWN HAPPINESS
EXPECTING HIM TO COME BACK. Letting go is not just setting the other
free, but it is also setting yourself free from all bitterness,
and anger that keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness scare
your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to
you, but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it. You
peace in just loving someone from a distance not expecting anything
Posted 16 September 2003 - 01:41 PM
hi... hindi para sayu un signature ko.. kaya wag kang mag feeling jan
Posted 16 September 2003 - 01:46 PM
it took me a while to write u a letter..... wal anaman kse ko sasabihin...... eto lang.....
u had me with ur smile.......
Posted 16 September 2003 - 03:49 PM
why does it hurt so bad? eh sino ka ba?!! wala!! ur just a nobody right?
deym!! but then why do i have to feel like this!!
crap!! i dont even know you.. what happened? why am i feeling like this??
is it because of the things u said..
the sweet nothings.. which i dont even know if u really mean it..
oh crap!! ahhhhh.. i dont want to feel this... why am i hurt?
am i falling?? could that be possible?? deymm!!
Posted 16 September 2003 - 05:23 PM
I have never felt love this way for anybody.
I have loved no one more than you.
I never gave more consideration to anything but your happiness.
All this I felt because I Love you.
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to make you cry
I never dreamt of loving anybody
but I dreamt of only you.
Posted 17 September 2003 - 01:08 AM
You know what guys, I really donít know how to write a love letter. Iím not good with this kind of stuff. I always ran out of word to say when it comes to writing a love letter.
Anyway, thank you very much for the love that both of you share, and the love that both of you gave to me. . It touched my heart, talaga.
You know how complicated the situation right now (between me and Louie) and if both of you can give me some time off to think, please. I really do appreciate.
Iím still be your friend (and I always be) and Iím always here if you need me.
Ohh ghee, what else....Iíll be in Japan for a few weeks I guess pag dating ko I already have an answer I suppose.
and thatís all.
and Rainier (Ranter) loving you is easy because youíre such a beautiful person ( inside).
And Justine you really do look like the cute and handsome actor sa Manila Iím not kidding. ( the plane ticket that you promise okay)
Posted 17 September 2003 - 06:55 AM
But one thing is for certain.. whatever happens on the path you chose there is still someone wishing for ur safe journey.. and when things are rough and you feel lost, just call on and someone will be there for you at any cost. This will happen for someone cares for you.. someone you dont maybe even know.. someone whom you dont even expect to..
For there wil be someone thinking about you.. there is someone who will stick by your side no matter what.
Well, it seems to me that the best relationships--the ones that last--are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is suddenly... the only person you can ever imagine yourself with."
oh well.. thats life..
Posted 17 September 2003 - 08:28 AM
And I don't know
how I knew it..
But I knew it..somehow
You're the answer
to the question
no one's answered..
And I don't know what you see
What you see in me..
But girl there's nothin' to
What I see...in you..
Stars that glisten'
Honey listen..it's true
No one ever
Loved you better
Love ya' honey...
And I've known a girl or two
But none of them was you
And they could never be
What you are..to me
Stars that glisten'
Honey listen..it's true
No one ever
Loved you better
Love ya' honey...
I Love You Kathleen
Take your time Kat, nandito lang ako, Iíll wait for you, even if it takes forever.
Let me know kung kailan ka ready at saan mo gustong pumunta. That ticket is reserve specially for you, at ako pa ang magiging personal servant mo.
Posted 17 September 2003 - 09:49 AM
A ninety-one year old woman died after living a long dignified life.
When she met God she asked him something that had long bothered her.
If Man was created in God's image, and if all men are created equal, why do people treat each other so badly?
God replied that each person who enters our life has a unique lesson to teach us. And it is only through these lessons that we learn about life, people, relationships and God. This confused the woman, so God began to explain.
When someone lies to you it teaches you that things are not always as they seem. The truth is often far beneath the surface. Look beyond the masks people wear if you want to know their heart. And remove your own masks to let people know yours.
When someone steals from you it teaches you that nothing is forever. Always appreciate what you have, for you never know when you might lose it.
And never, ever take your friends and family for granted because today is the only guarantee you have.
When someone inflicts an injury upon you it teaches you that the human state is a fragile one. Protect and take care of your body as best as you can, it's the only thing you are sure to have here on earth.
When someone mocks you it teaches you that no two people are alike.
When you encounter people who are different from you, don't judge them by how they look or act; instead base your opinion on the contents of their heart.
When someone breaks your heart it teaches you that loving someone does not always mean that person will love you back. But don't turn your back on love because when you find the right person, the joy that one person brings will make up for all the past hurts put together. Times ten.
When someone holds a grudge against you it teaches you that everyone make mistakes. When you are wronged, the most virtuous thing you can do is forgive the offender without pretense. Forgiving those who have hurt us is the most difficult and courageous thing Man can do.
When a loved one is unfaithful to you it teaches you that resisting temptation is Man's greatest challenge. Be vigilant in your resistance against all temptation. By doing so you will be rewarded with an enduring sense of satisfaction far greater than the temporary pleasure by which you were tempted.
When someone cheats you, it teaches you that greed is the root of all evil. Aspire to make your dreams come true, no matter how lofty they may be. Do not feel guilty about your success, but never let an obsession with achieving your goals lead you to engage in malevolent activities.
When someone ridicules you it teaches you that nobody is perfect. Accept people for their merits and be tolerant of their flaws. Do not ever reject someone for imperfections over which they have no control.
Upon hearing the Lord's wisdom, the old woman became concerned that there were no lessons to be learned from Man's good deeds. God replied that Man's capacity to love is the greatest gift he has.
At the root of all kindness is love, and each act of love also teaches us a lesson.
The woman's curiosity deepening, God once again began to explain. When someone loves us it teaches us that love, kindness, charity, honesty, humility, forgiveness and acceptance can counteract all the evil in the world. For every good deed, there is one less evil deed. Man alone has the power to control the balance between good and evil, but because the lessons of love are not taught often enough, the power is too often abused.
When you enter someone's life, whether by plan, chance or coincidence, consider what your lesson will be. Will you teach love or a harsh lesson of reality? When you die will your life have resulted in more loving or hurting? More comfort or pain? More joy or sadness? Each one of us has power over the balance of love in the world. Use it wisely.
Don't miss an opportunity to nudge the world's scale in the right direction.
Pass this lesson of love on to those you love and to those you have hurt. For each person who receives this, there will be a little less evil in the world and a little more love.
"eVeRythinG hapPenS foR a PuRpoSe. We may nOt see the WiSdoM Of it aLL nOw, but tRuSt in the LoRd that eVeRythinG iS foR the beSt. "
Posted 17 September 2003 - 10:42 AM
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