The Mail Box

[irshes]

M,

I can just imagine the look on your face when I give you that song. Let me hold your hand while you read it, will you? I also have a couple of choice words I'd like to whisper in your ear.

I can hardly wait

 

T.

[irshes]

Deli,

I am guilty of falling in love too easily. I tend to love too much. I tend to love too soon. I have cried so hard so many times, it's a wonder I still have tears left.

The human heart is resilient. My heart is a battleground, but it's ok.

F*ck 'em all. I will live.

 

T.

[wjc-934]

jean,

 

 

I Love You,

I practice saying these words

whenever you are not around

but when you happen to be near

I could never deliver the sound

 

You make me feel nervous

My heart wants to start jumping

The moment I see and hear you

The birds seem to start singing

Yet I have no courage at all

 

To show my true feelings for you

it frightens me to imagine

what you would do if you knew

would you be happy for my sake

and encourage me to go on?

 

Or would you laugh to my face

and scold me for what I've done?

So until I am sure I can take

your reaction in whatever way

I keep my emotions in check

and sigh when I should say

 

I love you.....

 

 

kits

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

Dear DELI,

 

I am guilty! all the time. you know that. and you know why. i regret nothing. i love relentlessly, recklessly and i give everything cuz my heart overflows with love that needs to be shared with those who need it.

 

for now it's time to love myself... that i may have more love to give.

 

mwah! love yah! :*

 

 

Dicay

[Z]

I'm sorry to hear what's happening and truly sympathise with you. I am at a loss of words and it pains me to see a friend hurting - God knows I've had my fair share of it. I wish I could offer you a hug right now if only to soften the blow somewhat. I'll be here if you need me.

 

Sincerely,

 

E

[drEVILmba]

Hay nako, leave nanaman ako.

 

Bakit ba parang ayaw nang maayos ang buhay ko.

 

Help me naman o Lord?

 

Thank YOU in advance

[sweetpsyche]

letter,

 

when i read ur letter a part.. a BIG part of me wished that it was mine.. that a friend wrote that for me.. awwww... i envy the person to whom that letter was intended for...

 

just me.. wishing..

[Lipstick]

Thank you. I wish I knew of a more eloquent and articulate way to tell you how much I appreciate the time and friendship you have extended. But I find that at a time like this my intelligence deserts me and I am stripped of the words I know how to write so well.

 

I awoke this morning feeling nothing for 10 seconds. It was the sweetest 10 seconds of knowing no pain. But as my mind slowly slipped into its own world, I grew weary. I'm tired of having to be the strong one always. Just this once, I need someone to be strong for me.

 

I'm sorry to burden you, thank you for being that warm light across the cold 3,200 kilometers of sea listening to me cry. I know everyday is a new day fresh without mistakes filled with promises of good things to come. I know I will be okay. But for now I need to cry for this sadness that only I alone can own.

 

-L-

[Z]

Dedicated to a friend...

 

Winter Falls

 

As darkness falls within wintery walls, the warmth of ice to hold you

The setting sun to a moonlit calm, the thunder of snow flakes abound

A wretched screech upon the window sill, murmuring down long corridors resounding on your bed

Reposed head, stars streaming to the nether mending what was once asunder,

kindling lost embers to a dawn's new might

Hinges untethered, new portals opened, days once again go round

None left unsaid, not one regretted as with every new step upon the snow,

a new path rendered

 

10-04-2004

Edited April 10, 2004 by Z

[freelicker]

Is it possible to love you so much that I am willing to let you go?

 

When I see how much you mean to me

that I am willing to take the pain and the hurt

so that I can spare you the same.

When I can see that loving me would only

cause you more pain than happiness

and that you deserve something better.

 

They say I'm a coward for not fighting for you

but am I?

 

When fighting for you would be easy for me

even if that fight would tear you apart.

And not fighting is very difficult for me because

it means losing you, my pride and my love

simply because, you are better off without me.

[Lipstick]

My dearest darling daughter,

 

I'm sorry. I know I haven't been the best parent you could have. I'm sorry for always dragging you into the mess I call my life. You with your own pain, sitting there pretending everything is okay in your world. You who sit there that wipes the frown off my face, the tears off my eyes as your own heart cries.

 

I wish I could tell you that life is easy. I wish I could live my life better if only to give you hope. I wish I could erase all that hurt for you. I wish I had chosen a better father for you. I wish I could give you a better mom. But you have to know that I love you more than anything in this world. And I would embrace any pain if only to ensure that you and your sister will not have to know a day of tears.

 

I know I said that I needed someone to be strong for me, I forget. You have always been the strong one. You have always been there for me. You have always held me as I cried, asking no questions and just loving me unconditionally.

 

I've told you this time and again -- when I grow up, I want to be exactly like you. I still do. You are my bestest friend. I love you more than you, anyone or this whole world would ever know. No child should ever be without a mother. I am here now, everything will be okay.

 

Mommy

[in_style]

dear twin...

 

just wanna let you know that no matter how hard it is for me to do that leap of faith, i did it. should i say i'm doing it now. your words did echo to my thoughts for awhile. it made me think. u said it wouldnt be easy and it isnt. you said i should look back and not regret any of it, m trying to see the good in that. i have to admit its hard... very hard.

 

but i do know this is the right thing to do. been there, done that. i'm just not good with the transition periods. my only cry is take out the pain and lets fast forward the story to the next chapter.

 

thank you for your kind words. thank you for the inspiration. thank you for telling the truth no matter how hurtful it is. most of all, thank you for being the twin that i never thought you will be.

 

i wish you the best in life. m just here when u need me. god bless.

 

 

**your twin**

[in_style]

dear baby sis,

 

i still dont have anything to say. amidst the time that i've been quiet i remain to be the sister that u will always have. you will have to learn to know that i do have these moments.

 

as i always say, i will always wish you well. i will always be proud of you as u are someone who has learned to be independent and strong. all our choices will never compensate to perfection. we will have to learn to cherish the good choices we've made and manage to get the good out of the bad choices.

 

god bless you.

Edited April 10, 2004 by c3

[cee]

To Whom It May Concern,

 

yesterday we posted a commentary about foreigners using wrong grammar in the similar thread and we are just reacting to the one posted by nzchick but unfortunately a MOD (we dont know who he/she is, syempre) deleted our posts because of the fact that some people are nasty they cant accept that sometimes they fall on the same filth. the MOD deleted our posting because its OT but as i back read a little a MOD posting also fall on the same category. what is this? double standard? thats hipocrisy!

 

well some people are indeed nasty and feel superior than others. such little power given to this person can be dangerous.

 

critically yours,

cee

 

ps. hey! i didnt observe the formal format of this letter. what the heck! hehehe...

[MA]

Dear R,

 

Have I told you lately how grateful I am for having you? You've been everything good and beautiful in my life for the past eight months. You've given me so much I am compelled to give everything back --- and more.

 

Thank you for being the man that you are. Thank you for taking care of me better than I take care of myself sometimes. Thank you for being sooo patient and understanding even when I'm being very difficult at times. Thank you for not losing your patience even when I'm being such an ass.

 

Above all, thank you for loving me the way that you do - and for telling me you love me every single day

 

Always,

 

V :*