The Mail Box

[a_ngel]

SweetD,

 

what is this Im feeling

am just not the same

a certain tingling tickles my heart

hope that stick dont prick

and burst my bubble.

 

gh

:*

[Guest myra]

PAIN-

 

how did i get here? how did i fall?

why didn't i see this coming? i didn't predict this at all.

you love me no longer. you want me no more.

my heart is shattered, my soul has drowned.

i feel a great darkness embrace me, and i cannot fight free.

am i so worthless, of so little value?

why am i never enough for anybody?

why don't you ever notice how much you make me suffer?

why aren't you ever sad, or lonely, or pained?

 

i love you so much, every single thing about you.

in my eyes no one will ever be as perfect as you.

the laugh, the kiss, the touch, the voice, the eyes and the soul.

for you i've cried a thousand tears, and they've never lessened the pain.

 

every morning i wake up and my heart is sore.

no one can save me from this bottomless pit of misery but you.

you don't even know how broken i am.

[a_ngel]

why do I suddenly feel unwanted

when all I really did was be a friend

where did I go wrong,

what did I do,

how could a good thing go bad so suddenly?

when you least expect it,

just when I though I had a home,

like a bubble that exploded in thin air it vanished.

 

To you,

I didn't know what I did, maybe I just aint worthy to be a part of your circle of friends.

 

It was good while it lasted.

 

meigh

 

Ps. I still keep my fingers crossed hoping that things would go back to where they were.

[Harts]

TRUTH IN LIES

 

Somewhere deep inside

Something got a hold on you

It’s pushing me aside

Stretches forever

For I know I am right

For the first time in my life

So you better be home soon

For I may not be here by the time you arrive

 

Sipping over my coffee

For the lies & deception

A silent tear rolled down my face

When my time is up

Ill never set foot on your heart again

And this dwelling place will be forever be void

Even the air would be stale

And the colors would be pale

 

It would cause me pain

If we decide to end it

The contract that lasted far beyond we could remember

Like a reel memories is all that we would have

To play those happy tunes in times of despair

Another cup another coffee

It’s the same old thing

But its never be the same old you

It can never be you….TRUTH IN LIES

 

 

SSJSONGOKU

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[Harts]

Lurid, Magical & Ordeal

 

Lights out

My body lay in a state of coma

Hoping for my nocturnal friend to visit me

But tend to be elusive

My mind raced through the barriers of time

Frantically searching for the throbbing question

Looking for answers beneath the stars

What was it?

An apparition maybe

For I have gazed long enough until my neck breaks

But I felt it

Something was there

he may be far out on the Go

And I maybe nothing but a mere sideshow

To his otherwise boring & uneventful life

That sucks all the pathetic lies within

he finally breaks me not in two

In million pieces like the stars

Littering this void space of cyber

It was forthcoming

And yet I foolishly opened again the Pandora’s box

My heart bleeds a million wound

This crimson tide that ebb w/ the sun

A bitter pill to gulp

Do I have a choice?

For I am dammed anyway you look at it

May my agony end pretty soon

I detest the day I ever saw the light of this world

It has only blinded me of its sinful glory

Ill just retract to my world

Where light never found its existence

For the shadow that I am

I am one with the darkness of this realm….

[Wyld]

for a new found sister.

 

i guess we really dont know each other that well

because there is one thing you should know bout me

 

once i give the gift of friendship

its yours to keep.

 

i dont take it back.

thats why its called a gift.

 

oh and... it really was not about you. promise.

besides which its all blown over by now.

 

 

-wyld

[a_ngel]

SweetD

 

I feel like a teener,

smiling to myself

anticipating

 

did you cast a spell on me

Or is this one of those dreams

where you wake up and realize

It was just a dream.

 

i miss you

 

gh

[Wyld]

i waited forever for you tonyt.

 

i waited in vain.

 

 

[appellant2000]

you are the wind

on a mist kissed morning

while i

am the dust motes

traipsing around your feet

[Mayella]

to you,

 

that's enough. don't ever confuse me again. i've said my piece already so take it or leave it. i'm moving on now to better things so that i can lead a more normal and care-free life. i wish you well though. be good, if not for your sake but for the sake of you-know-who. she deserves it.

 

L

[a_ngel]

SweetD

 

Do you think of me as often as I think of you?

I hope you do,

You have me hooked, what did you do?

 

I cant say stop coz I like what Im feeling.

 

Asus, could this be LOVE,

I know it's to early to tell,

 

Well see.

 

Que sera sera

 

gh

[Wyld]

nakaka pikon ka.

 

pero. sige.

 

gift ko na sa yo un.

 

bka nga nde ka hapi.

 

<_<

[Guest myra]

it's enough for me that i had a second of your time, a drop of your care, a moment of your life, a bit of your love.. i'll never ask for more.. those are enough to make me whole :cry: :cry:

[Wyld]

oh this is for you. yep you.

 

il just let you rant and rave and be all nasty.

youre just showin me that i was right not to trust you.

 

and il just smile and let you show me what kind of a low down dirty maggot you really are.

 

 

[Guest myra]

if only i can show you how happy i am to be with you but words are kept in my heart and i remain speechless.. :cry: :cry:

[Misteriosa]

HEART

 

no words can ever express how grateful i am having u in my life...... i love you so much......

 

KUMAG

[a_ngel]

SweetD

 

Im discovering stuff 'bout myself that I never knew I'd do

cant say I like it, cant say I dont

one thing is for sure, this is all because of you

 

gh

[Wyld]

DF

 

Thank you for comin back safe and sound. :heart:

You have no idea how much i missed you

 

What more can i say ... :*:*:*

 

Edited July 26, 2004 by WyldChik

[Fahfrd]

To my one and only Baby,

 

I missed you.

 

I missed you so much, you have no idea.

 

Don't take my silence for a sign that I don't care. Not hearing from me is not the same as my not longing for you.

 

I missed you... I miss you still.

 

You're my number one.

[Wyld]

DF

 

Thank you for todays surprise...

I did follow your instructions and slept in.

But...

What a way to wake up!

 

Now its your turn to sleep ...

 

Miss you big time... :heart:

[Fahfrd]

Hi my baby,

 

Nice to hear your voice again.

 

Hope all is well with you and that your wound will heal soon.

 

Be careful always.

 

I miss you na.

[Wyld]

DF

 

I miss you.

Big time... ...

 

Take care of you.

Always.

 

[a_ngel]

SweetD

 

this is for you;

 

If there's a prize for rotten judgement.

I guess I've already won that.

No man is worth the aggravation.

That's ancient history been there done that.

 

(Muses)

Who'd ya think you're kidding?

He's the earth and heaven to you.

Try to keep it hidden, honey we can see right through ya.

Girl you can't conceal it,

We know how you're feeling- who you're thinking of.

 

No chance, no way, I won't say it, no no!

 

(Muses)

You swoon, you sigh, why deny it? Uh-oh.

 

It's too cliche I won't say I'm in love.

 

(Muses)

Shoo doo, shoo doo, ooo ooo ooo.

 

I thought my heart had learned it's lesson.

It feels so good when you start out.

My head is screaming get a grip girl.

Unless you're dying to cry you're heart out.

Ohh...

 

(Muses)

You keep on denying who you are and how your feeling.

Baby were not buying, hon we saw you hit the ceiling

Face it like a grown up when you gonna own up?

That you got got got it bad.

 

Ohh!

No chance no way I won't say it no no.

 

(Muses)

Give up or give in check the grin you're in love.

 

This scene won't play I won't say I'm in love.

 

(Muses)

Your doing flips read our lips your in love.

 

You're way off base I won't say it.

 

(Muses)

She won't say "in love"

 

Get off my case I won't say it.

 

(Muses)

Girl don't be proud it's okay your in love.

 

 

Ohhhh. At least out loud I won't say I'm in love.

[Wyld]

d...

 

misyou.

loadsandtons.

bunchesandheaps.

nowandalways.

 

Edited July 28, 2004 by WyldChik

[Mayella]

to my sweetie,

 

today was another revelation. these never-ending conversations sometimes surprise me. i realize that i need you more and more and that i cannot imagine a life without you in it anymore. i cannot wait to see you soon.

 

L