Wolf Posted January 22, 2004 Share Posted January 22, 2004 hello, honey! thanks for the prayers. i did really well... i think. i'll see you soon. i love you. Quote Link to comment
Z Posted January 22, 2004 Share Posted January 22, 2004 To walk the streets in the dead of the nightWithout a care, without a frightWind’s caress, bristling in a starry nightThe blissful slumber, my mind, my sightSurrender my might, no taste for the fightJust walk the streets in the dead of the night 22-01-2004 Quote Link to comment
Martina_Mae Posted January 22, 2004 Share Posted January 22, 2004 I am a mature woman i know that when u fall in love someone, the person with whom you have fallen in love with has no obligation to love you back....wish you had the guts to tell me that you don't feel the same way..... :sick: Quote Link to comment
Z Posted January 22, 2004 Share Posted January 22, 2004 I tire, I weepoff to this restless sleepquagmire of thoughtsI'd rather not keepI dare not trod so deepa choice not to seekfor answers at mornings peak 22-01-2004 Quote Link to comment
drEVILmba Posted January 23, 2004 Share Posted January 23, 2004 And so it begins.... everyday brings n added jitters to what already is an overflowing bag of shakes and rattles.... hope i really do make it. now another chapter begins in my life... hay why can't life be easy... On top of it all comes A.... why now when my world is in tumbling wild and wheely. are you the one. parang na akong nasa marix. any way am sending this to you again God. Quote Link to comment
Domeng Su-gat Posted January 23, 2004 Share Posted January 23, 2004 i hope you'll be my light in the darkest hour of my life. Quote Link to comment
archer_dude Posted January 23, 2004 Share Posted January 23, 2004 For you.... I ran into a friend of yours the other dayAnd I asked her how you've beenShe said my girl is fine; just bought a house, got a job, real good manI told her I was glad for you; that's wonderfulBut does she ever ask `bout me?She said she's happy with her life right nowLet her go, let her beAnd I told myself I would, but something in my heart just would not let you goI just wanna know What if we were wrong about each other?What if you were really made for me?What if we was `sposed to be together?Would that not mean anything?What if that was `sposed to be my house that you go home to every day?How can you be sure that things are better?If you can't be sure your heart is still here with meStill wanting me Your friend asked me if there was someone special in my life that I was seeingI told her there was no one in particularThere's just I, myself, and meI told her that I dream of you quite oftenShe just cut her eyes at meShe said you got a home, you're very happySo just stop your meddlingI told her that I won'tI said that THINGS was cool, but I guess I was wrong I still can't move on Now that could be my carThat could be my houseThat could be my baby boy that you're nursingThat could be the trash that I always take outThat could be the chair that I love to CHILL inThat could be my food on the table at the end of the dayHugs and the kisses, all the love we makeWhat the hell do you expect me to say?What if it's really `sposed to be this way?What if you're really `sposed to be with me? yes... I still ask these questions to myself eventhough it's been a long time...it's really hard if you keep a story hanging and just leave it there without an end... Quote Link to comment
forbidden Posted January 23, 2004 Share Posted January 23, 2004 For you.... I ran into a friend of yours the other dayAnd I asked her how you've beenShe said my girl is fine; just bought a house, got a job, real good manI told her I was glad for you; that's wonderfulBut does she ever ask `bout me?She said she's happy with her life right nowLet her go, let her beAnd I told myself I would, but something in my heart just would not let you goI just wanna know What if we were wrong about each other?What if you were really made for me?What if we was `sposed to be together?Would that not mean anything?What if that was `sposed to be my house that you go home to every day?How can you be sure that things are better?If you can't be sure your heart is still here with meStill wanting me Your friend asked me if there was someone special in my life that I was seeingI told her there was no one in particularThere's just I, myself, and meI told her that I dream of you quite oftenShe just cut her eyes at meShe said you got a home, you're very happySo just stop your meddlingI told her that I won'tI said that THINGS was cool, but I guess I was wrong I still can't move on Now that could be my carThat could be my houseThat could be my baby boy that you're nursingThat could be the trash that I always take outThat could be the chair that I love to CHILL inThat could be my food on the table at the end of the dayHugs and the kisses, all the love we makeWhat the hell do you expect me to say?What if it's really `sposed to be this way?What if you're really `sposed to be with me? yes... I still ask these questions to myself eventhough it's been a long time...it's really hard if you keep a story hanging and just leave it there without an end... Archer, bro... life's a bitch, ain't it? Anyway, I hope you resolve this issue within yourself - that's where the about 90% of the answer lies, I've come to know. Of course, you can never control all the variables... but feelings, they can be your prison or your liberation, depending on which ones you focus on. Peace bro! Quote Link to comment
archer_dude Posted January 23, 2004 Share Posted January 23, 2004 Archer, bro... life's a bitch, ain't it? Anyway, I hope you resolve this issue within yourself - that's where the about 90% of the answer lies, I've come to know. Of course, you can never control all the variables... but feelings, they can be your prison or your liberation, depending on which ones you focus on. Peace bro! I've accepted my fate...I guess that's how the story ends... Quote Link to comment
forbidden Posted January 23, 2004 Share Posted January 23, 2004 im not what u think i am... i did not betray u in any wayif u think i did, im sory....but please believe thati did not lie about it not being givenbecause even i was made to believe that it was....im not denying anything when u askedabout it because i know that i was given...i was not able to give it personallyhow can i give it personally when for a facti always come home at midnight or past midnightthen i leave the house before 10 in the morninghow willl i be able to hand it personallyi promised to give it personally but i did not have the time.... i seldom go home...even i don't have the time for myself.....u think im making up excuses....i tell u now i did not hand it personallywhen u ask me if i had given it on the said daywhen i told u i did it was becuase i reallythought that it was given.... if u believe him that i was able to hand it personallyto him more than u believe that i was not able to hand itto him... then so be it....but please erase the thought u had that i used somethingthat isn't mine and did not tell u about it....because i will never do it....its just hurts to think that u could think of the worstin me well in fact i know u know everything about me....i may be needing that.... but im not the personwho will use a personal property of someonewithout asking their permission....i know u know that fact because i don't like itto be happening to me..... but since u don't believe.... i'll let it stay that wayi can't bring back the past stupid bad actionbut at least i have memories of the good ones....thank u for that....u don't want anything to do with me already.......i know yr decision is final sothis will be the last...... lustful... intense ang posts mo you can really see the change from anger to relative calm wow... emotions are really like waves... I hope this has been resolved peace! Quote Link to comment
forbidden Posted January 23, 2004 Share Posted January 23, 2004 I've accepted my fate...I guess that's how the story ends... and many times, accepting it can be painful - tranquility to you, bro! by the way (and at the risk of moving off topic) - your signature... what does it mean? I thought at first it was the lyrics to hindi sad diamonds on the Moulin Rouge soundtrack, but I'm beginning to suspect its from that indian singer whose video MTV was showing a few years back. you can just PM me the explanation in the interest of maintaining thread integrity Quote Link to comment
Lipstick Posted January 23, 2004 Share Posted January 23, 2004 L, Hi, just a quickie to advice you of my change of mobile number. I've reverted back to my old one because not a lot of people know it except for close friends and family. Again, my best wishes go to you and him. I know what a good couple you'll make and he a good father image toyour girls. I will always treasure the wonderful moments we shared together. I suppose some things were not meant to be but i'm glad for the opportunity to have known you. You are always in my heart. C~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ C, Thanks for the notification, but isn't that old number the number theentire world knows? I am the woman who reads in between the lines too much so pardon me when I ask if I am reading this email correctly, my best friend is saying good bye. Let me thank you then for everything. And like you, I always carry you in my heart. Just as a rejoinder, don't believe everything you hear. After all that we've been through, I wish you would ask me straight and listen to me instead. Pity, I thought I was making progress taking the tiniest baby steps and making my way back to you, I guess not. I wish you the very best as well, and I know you will be the bestpartner a woman can ever have. I can only envy that woman in silence. Things happen for a reason, and while we may not know it yet they happen in our best interest. Unlike you, I know how "we" were meant to be. Written in the stars, engraved in the earth and infused in the air. Hopefully you will realize that too someday. L Quote Link to comment
ciskokidd Posted January 23, 2004 Share Posted January 23, 2004 (edited) HUH? Edited January 23, 2004 by ciskokidd Quote Link to comment
Lipstick Posted January 23, 2004 Share Posted January 23, 2004 HUH? Are you uncertain what this thread is all about? Suggest you read the first post on the first page. <_< Quote Link to comment
irshes Posted January 23, 2004 Share Posted January 23, 2004 I never realized I affect you that way.I care about you. I never faked it. But right now what you ask of me is too much, a lot more than what I can give.You are a good person. But I only see you as a friend.I have been nothing but honest with you from the start. The present is all I can offer.I am sorry if I was a disappointment. But to lie about how I feel (or in this case, about what I don't feel) is not something I can't do. T. Quote Link to comment
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