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psst...

 

im sorry if i hurt you.

 

 

but did i really hurt you?

 

hmmm......

 

couldnt think of anything that may have caused you pain though.

 

you were the one who gave up on me after all. and i was supposed to be the one hurting, right? ^_^

 

hey. i am okay. told yah, i knew my role in your life way before things turned into something romantic. ano ka ba? :)

 

i am good. donchaworry. :)

 

wag ka nga madrama. baka isipin nila, sinaktan talaga kita. :lol: :P

 

 

 

 

 

missy kuno :P

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Sustenance...

 

We used to use the term loosely, haphazardly, giving no mind to the meaning.

 

But now I understand that you do sustain me in every sense of the word.

 

You nourish me, keep me sane, drive me crazy, make me laugh or have tears come into my eyes with the simplest, gentlest gestures that you make. I am grateful. So much that when it dawns on me that you are part of my life i have to restrain myself from checking if it's really true. i look up and see you and you wave or smile or call out my name and i am reassured.

 

I can't believe i have you. and i do not know what i was doing before i did.

 

maybe I'm acting this way because it's been so long since i had any real friends. too long to count, too long than i dare to remember. too long when all i could see was her and all i had was her that i had given up hope or want to be with someone else.

 

but here you are and i am grateful.

 

i still can't shake the feeling that i will lose you anytime soon. i know you said you'd stay, but i get this crazy notion that you will want to go sooner or later and i can't blame you. you won't hear anything from me except how happy i am that you're finally getting to do what you want. but i shall miss you so, as though a part of my soul has been displaced, for i shall be left alone to tread the dull, echoing chamber that is this place.

 

i love you.

 

you make me feel like i can screw up and it's still gonna be okay.

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you called. i pushed the busy tone. you called a dozen times more. i pushed the busy tone a dozen times more. did you expect i would still talk to you? it is the first day of the new year. did you expect i'd ruin it by talking to you?

 

it is the first day of the new year and i made it grand by standing my ground.

 

i look back and i remember, of course, the pretty eyes, the cherry lips (yours are too bloody red for a guy), the pearly teeth, the bubble gum breath, the soft hands and the strong arms. as i remember i feel a slow raking on my insides. regrets? perhaps.

 

but i have to be ready for the new day if i am to survive another storm.

 

you called; i said goodbye -- in silence.

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