The Mail Box

[preacher]

I remember all that she said to me, how it made me a tongue twisted mass. And she told me off for leaving. For years she was not to come back. Don't go. Can't you feel me breathing. I'm right here beside you. My heart is shaking. What am I supposed to do. I was scared because of loneliness, and fragile though despair. I had this frear that in my solitude, she'd find someone who'd always be there. And so I put up a smile, so I could spindle some happy lies. Lies I have to tell over and over for the rest of my life. My Existence now lies in solitude, and anger is a constant trend. Though I had full tables of friendship, it was a lonely life in the end. So as i try to pass words of wisdom in the hopes that you might prevail.

 

Hang on to what you feel is dear in life.

 

 

Hang on with tooth and nail.

[willow_boy]

Mike,

 

You don't seem to realize that you are one overpaid, f#&king son-of-a-bitch! You don't deserve where you are, you lousy prick! You are only there because you were a patronage hire. You don't have any credibility at all with the staff because you refuse to get your hands dirty with real, honest-to-goodness work. You always weasel your way out of tough spots. If you even try to do some work, the quality isn't up to snuff. There's no gas in your f#&king oven! I feel sorry for your kids for having such an idiot of a dad.

 

I am also amazed at your hypocrisy. You claim to be a regular, churchgoing, Knights of Columbus guy and yet you're the tops when it comes to self-preservation. You and your kind can go to hell! There's way too many of you in Church and it's such disgraceful behavior from church members like you that has turned millions of people off!

Edited April 4, 2007 by willow_boy

[Wyld]

M!!!

 

Im happy for you!!!

 

And yes, im very, very excited.

 

Ohhh we gotta plan a bachelorette party! :evil:

 

-Kikai

[G T]

seems like you're very happy.

keep it up and enjoy. you deserve to be one.

[chiquezee]

We shall transcend boundaries of three countries, as we transcend the boundaries of our fate. We charge on to conquer, to the extent we are allowed. No more, no less. Unless we raise a white flag, ultimately.

 

- C

[_Honey_]

it's been a year since we last parted ways, for good i guess... i haven't heard anything from you since then. i chose it that way coz i know it would be good for me. and indeed it really is. kamusta ka n ba? sana masaya ka, malusog at rumaraket ng limpak-limpak. hehe!

 

the day just reminded me of you. i haven't thanked you yet for all the hapiness you've brought me. for all the lessons i/ve learned, for all the tears i've cried and realizations i always try to actualize. sayang, hindi man lang kita nalibre sa isang fine dining restaurant when i got my first pay. i wasn't even able to treat you sa dampa sa libis. food trip sana tayo don ng seafood pare. hindi man lang ako nakabawi dalhin ka sa asteg na spa to get a real good body massage. ni hindi ko man lang na nabayaran utang ko sayo. thank you for always being so kind.

 

i know you would understand why i chose to be alone. it took me long time to decide on my own to leave. i know you're happy for me. if you're thinking if i have already found my place, i haven't yet. sad thing was, i was already over the pain my love for you brought but it transformed me into someone else i don't use to be. pare, it feels like i don't know how to handle a relationship anymore. pare demanding daw ako???!! di ba dati hindi naman??! hmm... i don't blame you for this. maybe i got so scared to trust or my standards got higher than it used to when i was with you. nobody seems to meet it.. nobody has convinced me yet enough to believe and to trust.nobody has ever made me feel the comfort you used to bring. alam m ung pakiramdam na kaya kong sabihin lahat ng nasa isip ko ng walang inhibitions. nobody has made me feel free the way you did. it's not that i miss the old times of us being lovers. i miss the feeling. nah.. i don't even know why i am saying this to you.. maybe it's because you are the person who knows me so much inside and out.

 

 

i don't even know how to end this letter.. i hope you're happy wherever you are..

[iwalkalone]

Fake? I wish I was...with you....

I wish...you were just like the rest....

so i could have good reasons

to fake everything...with you....

so you won't have to matter to me at all...

so i could be THE FAKE that I always was...

and stay that way...

so i won't have to feel....

so i won't have to think ...

so i won't have to............

[chiquezee]

Sí, tendemos a discutir mucho. No, no quiero esto. Sí, convenimos en muchas cosas también. Sí, me gustaría guardarlo aquel camino.

 

 

(I made the effort, with the very little I remember from abuela's and tio's espanol, and of course, from the ex-almost-in-laws... Lemme french some other time, when I don't want you to understand.)

[chiquezee]

I appreciate you.

You are important to me.

I hold you dear

with a degree of specialty.

I am perturbed

when we argue;

and I am downcast

when you are unhappy.

But do understand

that while you remain you,

I will keep on being me.

Which isn't really bad

as we have already known

that we are sometimes

like two rocks

colliding,

but for the other times

like stars, and gases,

woven intricately,

and sparkling.

 

I trust that

in the following days

we shall fix

what ought to be fixed.

And slowly count the days

when we will again be

souls merged

hearts entwined

mind meshed

spirits divine.

 

Yours, still.

[tabouki]

what is essential is sometimes invisible to the eye

[iwalkalone]

Dear GMA7,

Anak ng teteng naman mga palabas nyoh....nakakakunsyensya...parang...pag di ka ganun kabait...ang sama sama mo na...

kailangan bang maging sobrang mapagpatawad talaga?...sus naman...pano ba patawarin mga di naman humihingi ng tawad?

ewan! oo nah! masama nako! syet :cry:

[naked_angel]

frog prince,

 

despite the distance and difficulty, i'm yours. don’t believe when i said that “saying ‘i love you’ frequently wears out the sentiment.” quite the opposite. you say you are not interesting. i disagree. you make me laugh with almost anything you say and you try to teach me math and geometry, which i will never understand. please age with me a bit longer…

 

 

good morning :* as promised

... and more (totally random. and for the l.i.w. too. i hope i didn't cause anyone any heartache )

 

 

princess simple joys

 

ps. :*

 

don't quote me or make me your reference lest i get 'plutoed' or worst, kicked out of the bloody solar system:D

[G T]

read it.got it.

[iwalkalone]

How the hell did we wind up like this?

Why weren't we able

To see the signs that we missed

And try to turn the tables

 

Well I hoped that since we're here anyway

We could end up saying

Things we've always needed to say

So we could end up stringing

Now the story's played out like this

Just like a paperback novel

Lets rewrite an ending that fits

Instead of a hollywood horror

 

:heart: Nickelback

[wyette]

A,

 

Sana di kita nasaktan ng ganun.

Sana masaya pa rin tayo ngayon.

Sana di mo sakin pinaramdam yun.

Sana pinigilan mong wag gawin ito ng tadhana natin.

Sana kinalaban mo ang mundo para satin.

Sana binaliktad mo sikmura ng lahat para di ako mawala sayo.

Sana minahal mo nga ako ng lubusan.

 

Nasasaktan pa rin ako.

Naiisip pa rin kita.

Naaalala ko magagandang araw at oras natin.

 

Mahal kita masyado. Sana Mahal mo rin ako.

 

Kahit hanggang sa alaala na lang tayo.

 

 

W