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"I'm Still Here"

Johnny Rzenick

 

I am a question to the world

Not an answer to the Earth

On a moment

That's held in your arms

And what do you think you'd ever say

I won't listen anyway

You don't know me

And I'll never be who you want me to be

 

And what do you think you'd understand

I'm a boy, no, I'm a man

You can't take me

And throw me away

And how can you learn what's never shown

Yeah you stand here on you own

They don't know me

'Cause I'm not here

 

And I want a moment to be real

Want to touch things I don't feel

Want to hold on

And feel I belong

And how can the world want me to change

They're the ones that stay the same

They don't know me

'Cause I'm not here

 

And you see the things they never see

All you wanted I could be

Now you know me

And I'm not afraid

And I want to tell you who I am

Can you help me be a man

They can't break me

As long as I know who I am

 

And I want a moment to be real

Want to touch things I don't feel

Want to hold on

And feel I belong

And how can the world want me to change

They're the ones that stay the same

They can't see me

But I'm still here

 

They can't tell me who to be

 

'Cause I'm not what they see

 

Yeah the world is still sleeping while I keep on dreaming for me

 

And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe

 

And I want a moment to be real

Want to touch things I don't feel

Want to hold on

And feel I belong

And how can you say I'll never change

They're the ones that stay the same

I'm the one now

'Cause I'm still here

 

I'm the one

'Cause I'm still here

I'm still here

I'm still here

I'm still here.

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SALAMAT NG MARAMI

 

SA MGA NAGTEXT (in order)

2. bunsoy –kauna-unahang texter

3. achi – June 25 palang, bumabati na

4. kuya gerry – libre ulit, kuya

5. danadel – pakner, salamat

6. je – naks me gf na!

7. shield – salamat

8. mykel – I love you too. Musta work?

9. My bestest bestfriend Tin- sayang bes, di mo mababasa ‘to, ayaw mo kase magfriendster e.. yung 21 shots ko asan na? yung malaking-malaking teddy bear? di na pwede greet lang. kung matanda na ko, mas matanda ka na! nampusit, sobrang miss na kita!

10. my one and only aalagaang autistic, Habe –Sa kakaintindi mo sa pin ni boy bakat, nakalimutan mong ibigay regalo ko! Sunduin mo ulit ako sa office ng magkapag-half day ulit ako. care giver, wooo! (Jackie: JB, pakihugasan yung bote ni jansen)

11. Ciej – ‘razelganda’ di ako ang naglagay nyan sa phone mo. magkikita tayo, kapuso. Hihintayin ko ulit yung mga kwentong ‘pating! pating!’ at yung nakakabobong kwento ng kalabaw na nahulugan ng mangga.

12. beshy kong tabaching-ching na nagpapakasunog sa Cebu – Cebu? B?

Pagbalik mo dito, lumba-lumba ka na. pasalubong ko ha, dami ka ng utang.

13. Mish – ba’t di ka pumasok? Di mo tuloy na-experience yung free dessert sa cafeteria.

14. 0918-959**** – di kita kilala pero, thanks

15. nag-iisang Atekoi ng buhay ko – miss na kita. pasulat ulit sa journal mo ;)

16.Mark (boychi) – yung usapan ha, second week of September, me ibibigay kang something. hihintayin ko yun. advance happy birthday na rin. 30 ka na! mag-asawa ka na

17.Jec – HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LAB! kelan natin sila lalasingin? yung gift ko sayo, nakuha ko na. irereto nalang kita ;) lam mo ring kaw lang ang nag-iisang lab ko.

18. Bong – salamat, mojacko

19. Rona – iisang company lang tayo pero di tayo magkakitaan. di ako sa call center, scopist ako. training room 3, 7:30am – 4:30pm. sama ka sa min lunch minsan. me potential-prospect ba senyo? wag mong solohin, i-share mo.

20. Nath _ (nakita ko pa sa Malate) promise mo partner ha?

 

MGA TUMAWAG

Mark – inuulit ko lang, sa second week ng September ha?

Gelo – alam kong bday ko lang ang hindi mo nakakalimutan

 

S MGA NAGMESSAGE SA FRIENDSTER:

Chicco – my most colorful friend. Salamat papa chix!

Patro – a… my peejay. pag kelangan ko ng mambobola sa kin, kaw ang unang-unang hahanapin ko. kita-kits sa December. (NYC babe? Cavite girl nalang kase) :D peace!

HRH – thanks, sir!

Benedict – matagal na kong maganda, ngayon mo lang napansin? thanks tol

AJ – thanks. Ok ng ikaw ang representative ng Lance ;)

 

AT MTC:

Tamago – thanks, idol!

Manong JR – small world. kaw pala talaga yan.

Brian, SS20, Jojo – salamat sa mga picture ng beer

Bubuy, PU, Curian, RD, plus 14 more people – salamat!

 

SA MGA OFFICEMATES:

Sorry, tinakasan ko kayo. But since month-long naman ‘tong celebration ko (sabi nga ni Ryan Pau, daig pa ang October Fest) babawi ako sa inyo. Mish, Lalie, Te Shawie, Stacey, Neng, April, Kuya Mark, Joy, Xtian, Micholle, Ryan Pau, Fr. Ramon, Te Jinx, et al. bukas kantahan nyo ulit ako ng birthday song.

 

SA ANGKAN KO:

Kuya ko - salamat sa pancit malabon kahit ang gusto ko e cake. Sa pagbukas ng aircon habang natutulog pa ko.

Mae – salamat sa inaantok mong greeting

Sa pinakamamahal kong mama at daddy – okay na po yung cupcake at juice

 

At syempre, dun sa kauna-unahang nag-greet at nagbigay ng gift (itabi ko daw sa pagtulog), naghatid sa kin sa bahay namin sa Mars nagfinance ng party ko, sa nagbalak ng masama pero nasira dahil sarado ang Fluid kaya sa Blue Room napadpad, sa, pizza, nachos, pancit canton, at tequila at beer session, sa minsan-lang-tayo-magkwentuhan-ng-tungkol-sa-ating-2-ng-seryoso-at-sincere-at-dahil-dun-kampante-na-ko discussion, sa 5 bleep-bleep bago matapos ang birthday ko (at dahil dun, nababablanko utak ko), sa away ng mga lasing along Nakpil, sa 5 most loved and hated things about you and me (teach me, pls?) sa Letran pin ni boy bakat, for making it super extra special, (and spending most of your cashing for my birthday) thank you, Chet.

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I'll still remain.

 

I will wait..till you remember me again, and find time to let me feel I am Important.

 

"What could I give to be where you are...What could i do to stay there, beside you..what could i do to see you..smiling at me.............wish I could be part of your world"

 

oh...I miss Ariel....I miss Disney.

 

I wish I could be a part of your world too...I miss you.

 

 

I know i dont have to be a mermaid to feel i Love someone so badly :heart:

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It is very hard to tell, kaw lang at wala nang iba....

 

They know i'm already committed and deeply in love with you....

 

And yet they still come, I dont know why....

 

They can't resist the charm that I have....

 

I wonder why, suplado naman ko in person.....

 

Kaya siguro girls were challenge to capture my attention....

 

Kaya wallet ko meron laging prevention....

 

Now I'm miles away from you....missing you and loosing my insanity....

 

How I wish have the teleportation that everynight I'm besides you....

 

With your warm hug, the warm feeling giving me security.....

 

Sleepless night, wondering thoughts and the prayers that keep me alives....

 

That my love will be your's forever and ever, till death do us part...

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you say youre bad for me

but who are you to tell me that.

am i not the best judge of what

is good and bad for me.

 

your forcing my hand

almost wanting me to give up

well i wont.

not when you mean a lot to me.

 

im staying

nothing you can do about it.

youre worth the risk

youre worth the tears.

 

lim sticking around

hurt and all

i know it will not be easy

but ive made up my mind.

 

so there.

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m,

 

i'm sorry if i gave you the cold shoulders yesterday. there were just too many things in my head. of course, all work related. no, i'm not making you compete with it, because you can't. and you're wrong when you said i have no more life with all the things i do here. i'm not your usual career girl. i have my family. at home, i make the most of my time shedding all robes of corporate duties. at home, i feed our dogs, bathe them, all four of them. i go to the stinking palengke on weekends. i vacuum clean my room, choking in a week's worth of dust. i sing videoke with my sister. i play cards with my brothers. i cook a feast with my mother. at night, when everyone is asleep i go back to work. that's what i call "my life." and if you can't call that life, i wonder big how you live yours.

 

a man? where can i put him? how can i squeeze him in to my already busy life? do i get a man now and ruin my equilibrium? as it is, i have only one use for him. and i don't even have time for it anymore. if i have free time, you sure will see me at powerbooks browsing through shelves hoping i could find a good book to buy and read.

 

books, i realized, are far better than most men. as it is, i'm not taking a chance. a good read is a lot more gratifying than just a good lay.

 

it is over, m. quit your grand illusions.

 

still, i was wrong to have treated you as such. but may that open your eyes to bitter realities of life.

 

y

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my sibs...

 

today i just wanna yell "stop world i want to get off!"

 

that is exactly how i feel right now. how i wish i could be selfish for a day, a month, a year and just NOT think about how everyone else will be affected by my actions and decisions.

 

i just am so tired of caring for others. i need to start caring what happens to me now. im so tired of feeling "i have to" when i should be thinking of the "i want tos" in my life. where was it written that i have to be the strong one in the family all the time. im getting tired.

 

you all are much older than me. tell me why am i the one taking care of you all?

 

please. give me some space.

 

let me live my life.

 

-k

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You do not realize that I understand when you tell me skin to skin is not close enough.

 

The past days have found in me a voracious craving for you. I slowly am beginning to feel you in the blood that throbs through my veins, in the sun that warms my face, in the breeze that cools it, in the soil I plant my feet on, in the air, everywhere enveloping me.

 

I want to step inside you and never leave. I want to be soldered to you.

 

All this because of the smell you have left on my skin. And tomorrow you will do just that again. It is Friday.

 

Tu m'embrasse

 

-L-

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toh!

 

guess what?? it just arrived few days ago! the package! yes, that vintage oranje jersey from the 60's! took me two damn years and a fortune to get one! well not really... it was on sale for half the price... i think it was god's sign for me to finally purchase it... woooohooo! ive never felt more excited since i saw the the de meer stadium in 94'. well anyways... sana nandito ka para nakita mo... haaay, this really make me feel a lot better!

 

take care bro!

j

 

ps... i got number 14... johan cruiff... bwahahaha!

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Guest BDC0425

its been 4 mos now since my gf left me nd I hve been trying to win her back pero last night sbi niya wala na talaga pagasa kahit no pa gawin ko.... I know may mga pagkkamali ako s kanya pero im trying na bumawi s kanya kahit na alam ko n ayaw na niya.... :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:im actually so stupid( dahil na rin siguro sa sobrang pagmamhal ko sa kanya ) that im holding on sa 0% ko na chances sa kanya .... la problem kung m close itong thread na ito I just wnt to express my feelings kase wala ako mapagsabihan e....

 

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry::cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

 

 

how I love her so... I really miss her so much................ corny man ang sabihin ng iba pero its true pala kapag mahal mo ang isang tao makita mo lang siya kahit few minutes lang masaya kana.

 

kung sakali na mabasa niya ito I just want to tell you loves..................

 

 

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH................ I will never stop loving you..... please come back to me..... I know I haven't been the best bf to you but I assure you that the chance im asking you will be worth it... I'll be here waiting kahit ilang years pa ang mag pass.... you know clearly how much im in love with you and what im ready to give up for you......... just posting my thoughts here alam mo na im proud of you..... as i always keep my feelings to myself...... alam ko dami ko naging kasalanan sayo, but im proud to tell you that i have never cheated on you.......

 

itutuloy ko parin ang sinabi ko sayo na plan ko loves....... yung pag iipunan ko para sa wedding natin if in case you comes back to me pag hindi naman.... i'll still give it to you para makapag start ka ng business mo para d ka na mag abroad and malapit ako sayo na malayo..... i'll give you a few years loves and after which balikan kita kung worth it n ako sa love mo........ as of now.......... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and God knows i really mean it........... :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry::cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

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True love never fades....

it never says im tired....

it doesnt feel lonely nor lost,cold nor alone...

it just gets stronger, deeper and it will never stops..

true love remains forever......

 

forever...

can anything remains forever?

can feelings remain unchanged?

I do believe so...

that is how I feel....

the times when we were together

the times we've gone through rough roads...

and the time you left me all alone....

 

alone....

I dont wanna be alone...

the coldness that it brings.....

the loneliness that I'll feel....

and the sadness of everything...

I wanna hold on....

 

hold on.....

holding on...... to someone who isnt mine

holding on...... to someone who will never be mine...... again

holding on...... to a feeling that brings joy and tears...

holding on...... to life wishing that i will truly be happy again.....

not with anything else.....but with just being by your side

to hold your hands, your warm smile,to look into your eyes....

to hear your voice whispering......I LOVE YOU....

 

I LOVE YOU.....

these words ive been longing to hear....

these words i will never get tired telling you...

the words that really means a lot to me

the words that will bring tears and happiness....

the words that will fill my life....

and the only words that will give me life...

 

i love you.....

and will never stop loving you...

thats true love......

and it will live forever.....

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