Cojonesgil Posted September 23, 2003 Share Posted September 23, 2003 Woof Woof, Arf arf, bark arf bark. Woof bark woof. Grrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrr. Arf Arf! Slurp slurp, Arf Quote Link to comment
sweetpsyche Posted September 23, 2003 Share Posted September 23, 2003 hi bouncer...mmmm andtio nnaman si macho av heheh im glad u like this thread my friend I will be hoping to read ur mushy-gushy stuffs someday hehe... goodluck GRINDLE43: thank you po..... hope to read one of urs too hehe.. COJONESGIL: wag ka tatabi kay vixen baka mag-away kayo.. heheh Quote Link to comment
sweetpsyche Posted September 23, 2003 Share Posted September 23, 2003 señorita sweet_psyche, finally natapos din akong mag-backtrack ng pages dito sa thread mo. whew! i think it's time for me to write kaya eto im sending you a short note. nice to see you girl kahit na thru pics lang, hope i can really include jersey in my Itenerary and pay you a visit there this november. that's it. o yeah thanks for your contributions sa kwento thread. señor luisito hi msiter luisito, lol! im sure it was all worth it right? i mean the bactracking thingy hehe.. nakakapagod man.. masarap pa ring basahin.. thanks for sparing some time reading and posting in this thread.. dont worry sir magkapitbahay na tayo ngaUn hehe... well i do hope matuloy talaga kayo ng misis mo here.. i will be glad to be ur tourist guide hehe sir, ur thread is a great one.. and i honestly adore it.. im wishing pagnatapos natin Un eh ipa-publish natin hehe.. oh di ba may sariling book ang TA goodluck po sainyo!! take care!! sweetp Quote Link to comment
Switlass Posted September 23, 2003 Share Posted September 23, 2003 SWIT LASS, nainis talaga ko kagabi kaya pm kitabakit ba may mga tao na di alam ang salitang respeto.sana ay wag mo na lang syang pansinin dahil bka sumikat pa....... syanga pala paborito mo ba si jerry abay kung gusto mo e padadalhan kta ng maraming picture nyan......... sophie Sophia... Maraming salamat sa concern mo.. pero kung iyong napapansin e..WALANG pumansin sa kanya masyado He's not important enough to merit attention. Mwah.. yes, crush ko si Jerry..pero pag nakipag agawan si xemen e..mapapag isip ako..(as if..) Swit_lass Quote Link to comment
sweetpsyche Posted September 23, 2003 Share Posted September 23, 2003 hey little girl.... jeez.. u know only few people can really get into my nerves.. and unluckily you're ONE OF THEM!!! hope u can hear yourself syaing all those things you said.. and i find it rather funny coz the characteristics you said you HATE in other people.. eh NASYO rin!! sheesh.. God forbid.sana mangilabot ka namn sa mga sinasabi mo... and pleasee before u say anything.. think first.. para di ka magmukhang kaawa-awa...ur sooooo narcissistic... jeez. looks isnt everything sweetie. and please stop making papansin! haha.peace!! la lang... Quote Link to comment
jadedkrysna Posted September 23, 2003 Share Posted September 23, 2003 Dear Mine, I just want you to know how sorry I am for hurting you so much. I know that it would take a while for you to forgive me for what i did. I'm willing to wait, even if it takes forever... I miss the times when we were together; I miss hanging out with you and your family during Sundays. I miss watching you cook; I miss watching you sleep; I miss hearing you sing...ah...good times...thanks for the memories. I will treasure them forever. Please believe me when I told you that you're the only man I see myself growing old with. Thank you for making me so much happy. And loved. I still love you beyond the stars. is this for the person na kilala ko???...... SIR??? :) sorry, tedaks...this is not for Sir...pero meron ding letter para sa kanya dito...hanapin mo na lang... Quote Link to comment
Switlass Posted September 23, 2003 Share Posted September 23, 2003 hey little girl.... jeez.. u know only few people can really get into my nerves.. and unluckily you're ONE OF THEM!!! hope u can hear yourself syaing all those things you said.. and i find it rather funny coz the characteristics you said you HATE in other people.. eh NASYO rin!! sheesh.. God forbid.sana mangilabot ka namn sa mga sinasabi mo... and pleasee before u say anything.. think first.. para di ka magmukhang kaawa-awa...ur sooooo narcissistic... jeez. looks isnt everything sweetie. and please stop making papansin! haha.peace!! la lang... hmmm...ako ba o o yung pinag uusapan natin Quote Link to comment
joel Posted September 23, 2003 Share Posted September 23, 2003 SWIT LASS, nainis talaga ko kagabi kaya pm kitabakit ba may mga tao na di alam ang salitang respeto.sana ay wag mo na lang syang pansinin dahil bka sumikat pa....... syanga pala paborito mo ba si jerry abay kung gusto mo e padadalhan kta ng maraming picture nyan......... sophieSophia... Maraming salamat sa concern mo.. pero kung iyong napapansin e..WALANG pumansin sa kanya masyado He's not important enough to merit attention. Mwah.. yes, crush ko si Jerry..pero pag nakipag agawan si xemen e..mapapag isip ako..(as if..) Swit_lass ano yun? parang andun ako kagabi ah, hindi mo manlang sinabi sakin para naturuan ng pag galang Quote Link to comment
Cojonesgil Posted September 23, 2003 Share Posted September 23, 2003 to : Da Student Tanong ko lang kung bakit ka nagpapanggap na da student when you really are the master. Pa humble ka lang ba? wala pa akong nakitang student na naka 9210. aba ibang kalsing student yan. da little bakod Quote Link to comment
Icy Tea Posted September 23, 2003 Share Posted September 23, 2003 da student: da moobs mo talaga... bilib ako sa iyo... lalo na yung nilagay mo sa couple... Quote Link to comment
sinister Posted September 23, 2003 Share Posted September 23, 2003 (edited) basa nyoto ha :cry: :cry: :cry: "It really is hard to utter these three words" ----What can I say about a girl I loved since I was ten.....that I love the way she laughs at me when I commit mistakes, the way she fusses over silly things and even the way she cries over some sad silly late night show? Somehow, I wished I could have told her that I love her but now there's no hope in doing so. For now, it's rather too late- too late for me to do so.She was my best friend and I have known her since we were small. She knew all my secrets, which reveals my feelings for her, that I love her not only because she's pretty and smart but also the way she laughs at everything and the way she sees life and love. I could still remember the first time we met, I was five years old then. It was one windy afternoon having no one to play with except for my best friend, Troy. He and his family just moved out to transfer at a neighboring state because his father got promoted. And so I climbed up our tree house, I saw a moving truck coming down the street. I watched it approaching and noticed a family station wagon following it. It stopped in front of the house and out came a family. I was about to glance away when out came the loveliest girl I've seen. She was four years old that time but then even at an early age she was a beauty. She had long curly hair, which reached almost to her waist. She had fair complexion and eyes which could make a man lose his heart into them. I continued to watch her when suddenly she looked up and saw me watching them in the tree house window. I was about to duck when she smiled and waved her hand. I waved back then watched in amazement as I saw her running towards the tree house. So I went to the edge of the ladder and said, "Would you like to come up?"she answered, "May I?" So I help her climb up and when she reached the topshe then turned to me and said, "By the way, my name's Sam, what's yours?" Ianswered, " My name is Christopher but then you can call me Chris." She smiled and said, " Well i like your name. Hey your tree house's neat!" then I replied, " Thanks! troy and I made this. this used to be our hide out. We used to goof around, play ball and go biking together. He was my best friend and I kind of miss him you know." She smiled and said "I'm here now, we could do things you do with troy and I could be your new best friend too. i never had a boy for a friend before so it could be exciting to have one. I could learn how to play ball and I have my bicycle so we could go biking together. Now how does that sound to you?" I smiled and said, "Well that sounds good enough." Then she held her hand and said, "It's a deal then!" So that's how it started. So we became best friends and it was kind of strange at first for she was a girl and there are things which I was little bit hesitant to indulge her like catching frogs, swimming in the lake and climbing trees, but then she tried and did athing just to please me. There was even a time when she fell off the bike trying to catch up with me in a race we had and I was the one who bandaged her scraped knee. I could still remember the time when she hit the window of our neighbor when we were playing baseball and it was i who talked to Mr. Chambers and promised to pay for the damage, which meant having to loose a weeks's allowance. I remembered the time when I fell off the tree when I tried to rescue a little kitten because Sam was near to tears when she saw the helpless kitten trapped in a ranch. I even fought with the tough guy when they teased Sam and made her cry and I ended up having a black eye and a bruised cheek. I remember Sam crying as she placed an ice bag over the damaged eye and later gave it a get-wellkiss. I did everything to please her and gave everything her little heart desires. The lake was our favorite hang out. We had our Saturday swim routine. We would pack food and later eat them under the big oak tree.There was a special branch in which the two of us could sit together and tell each other's dreams. She dreams of being a Ballerina and she knows my dream of becoming a doctor. She never laughs at my dreams and pursuits even if they were quite impossible. it made me like her even more.As years went by, I noticed that my feelings towards her were slowly changing. somehow, I thought it was just a simple crush case. But when I started thinking about her at night, dreaming of her and having the feeling of wanting to be with her all the time, I thought it was something different, something that made me feel strange, but then it was exhilarating feeling. It made me feel so alive. Whenever our hands touch, I could feel the tingling sensation in my spine. Once when we were at the lake having our Saturday swim routine and as I carried her towards the water edge, I had the feeling of not wanting to let go. I just wanted that moment to continue hoping it would never end. I then realized I wasslowly falling in love with my best friend. Many times I tried to deny the feeling for I was scared to imagine what would happen if ever I'd try to tell her how I feel about her. I was scared because she might think that I'm taking advantage of her and our friendship. I was afraid of losing her so I just kept my feeling hidden. We reached the age of fifteen and I noticed that Sam grew lovelier each day. How my heart aches wherever I see boys glance her way. I want to punch their noses as I watch them talking to her giving compliments, flowers and chocolates. There were times when I watch her at a distance mixed feelings of anger and hurt because it hurts so much to know that there were so many things I wanted to tell her but then I could not do so. There were so many presents which I long to give her but then I could not for she might see me only as a friend. I was also scared of letting her know how I feel about her as much as losing her. Then one day, I just learned from a friend that she already had a boyfriend. At first, I tried to convince myself that it was just a rumor. Her boyfriend was Mark, a popular senior, who was the heartthrob of the campus. She, being the cheerleader was close to the basketball team which Mark was the captain. When I saw them walking together at the parking lot that afternoon, I watched her with my heart slowly breaking into pieces. I saw her wave at me but I just pretended not to see her for I was scared that she might see in my eyes the pain I'm feeling inside because of seeing her with another guy.Those days that followed where the saddest days of my life.How my heart aches when I see her walk by me with him at her side. everytime we meet in hallways and I see him around her, there's a feeling inside methat makes me want to grab her away from him. How it hurts to see the girl I long possess was now owned by somebody else. That special smile I longfor her to cast on me was now casted on him as she passes by me she doesntknow that i whispher the words "God how I love you." Then one faithful day they broke up. She came too me that evening crying on my shoulder. They had a big fight and it ended up to their break up. Mixed feelings were scaring me inside. I was happy because she was free and maybe i would have the chance of telling her my true feelings for her but then I was feeling so bad because she is crying her heart out just for him. At that time, I was not quite sure of what Iwanted to do. So we found ourselves doing what we did in old days with our saturday swim routine, spending time in our tree house. we still enjoyed doing childish pranks for we still are both young at heart. So many chances I had for me to confess my feelings for her but still I couldn't bring myself to her for I was scared of losing her once more. I once lost her, now I could not bear of losing her again bytelling her I love her. So I just kept my feelings even if it was bursting to beexpressed from my aching heart.It was a week from our JS Prom, we were seated at the branch of an oak tree drying ourselves after our afternoon swim when she said, "I was wondering Chris if you would like to be my partner?" It just got out of my wits for it was like a dream I never thought would happen. It took me awhile to answer her, "I thought there are so many boys who would die for you to be their partner?" So she turned away and quietly said, "Well i just thought I would like to spend that night with my best friend." Then she continued in a whisper I could barely hear, "Don't you want to die just like them to be my partner Chris?" I was too stunned to speak for it came close for me to blurt my feelings for her. We we're silent for a while until I finally whispered, "I would be happy to be your partner Sam." The she smiled and suddenly kissed my cheek. I could hardly contain the joy i felt that time. I saw her turned red and bowed her head. Suddenly she stood up and run towards the water saying, "Last one to reach the water treats to sundae fudge!" I ran slowed up so that i would lose which meanthaving to have her with me for another three hours or more.Our Prom night came. I bought a new tuxedo and poured almost the entire bottle of perfume. I went to fetch Sam. Sam's mother greeted me and I went to sit in the living room waiting for her to come down. I was talking to her father when I heard her say, "How do I look?" I look up and saw her lovelier than ever in a strapless white dress with her hair flowing around her face. I stood up and opened my mouth but found out I could not find my voice. Then I got her hand shakily fastened the corsage around her wrist and whispered, "To the loveliest girl in the whole world." She then asked, " Is that true?" I nodded and she smiled and I smiled back then I turned to open the door for her.When we arrived at the gymnasium we hardly recognized our classmates. Gone were the jeans and T-shirts. They were replaced with tuxedos and gowns. Then I held out her hand bowed and said ," Would you give me the honor of your first dance?" She laughed and curtseyed. Then I led her to the dance floor. It was like a dream coming true, a moment of enchantment. I wasthere dancing with the only girl I ever loved. She was smiling up to me, as we were slowly moving in a smooth gliding motion. I found myself lost as I stared down to her sparkling eyes. The curls of her long hair were like waves enhancing her beautiful face. There were so many things I wanted to tell her that moment. I wanted to tell that she was the most beautiful girl that night. I wanted to tell her that she would always be the beacon of light in my darkness, but what I wanted to tell her the most was that I love her. I drew up all my courage and bent to whisper it in her ear but suddenly the music stopped and the magic was gone. I came close to telling her, but still haven't done it.We walked towards the table and found ourselves surrounded by friends. I asked her if she wanted a drink, she nodded and so I went to get one. It took me a long time to get one and when I returned to our table, she was gone. I asked her friend, katie, where she was but she told me that she doesn't know. So I went and search for her. As I was searching for her, I reached the garden. There I sawtwo silhoutte figures outlined by the moon's silvery light. They were so close to each other. i could never describe the feeling I had when I recognized the white dress Sam was wearing that night. I just turned and left the gymnasium.Since that night, I avoided her. Many times she tried talking to me but I never gave her the chance to do so. I was afraid to hear her say that she loves Mark and not me. I would rather have left in ignorance of her true feelings for me than to hear from those dreaded words and feel my hope crush and my heart break. I didn't return her calls. I would not see her if she comes into our house. in the hallways, as she approaches i would go to another direction. It also hurts to do those things but then I thought that was the best way to forget her. Those months were tormenting but still I kept my pride. The day of our graduation came. I was planning to take up medicine at a neighboring state and was to move out the next day. As the program ended, she approached me and handed me a rose. As she stared at me. there was something in her eyes I couldn't describe. There was sadness in them and when she smiled it wasn't the same smile she had. I wanted to hug her at that moment, tell her that I love her but then she turned and walked away from me. So I moved out the next day as I planned. Luckily, I was accepted at the university. I concentrated with my studies but still I think of her at night. I was always wondering if she thinks of me too. I tried hard not to think of her but still I could not stop myself from loving her. Each achievement I have was done for her. I thought that if I will be successful one day, I would be able to tell her that I love her and by that time, I'm worthy of having her. It was a year after our graduation when I decided to return home and see her again. I thought a year is too much for me not to see her and during the past year I felt like a person lost in the desert and only the sight of her could quench the thirst I have inside. As I got off the plane, I went home directly, desperate to get to her house desperate to see her, to hug her. Then I would tell her that I missed her and that I have loved her for a long time. This time I am determined to let herknow my true feelings for her and I could not contain anymore the love I havefor her. I reached their house, I saw her older sister and I approached her. I smiled at her but I noticed she didn't smile back. I was confused for she used to be a cheerful lasy just like my dear Sam. I then asked," Hi Jen! I guess you're suprised why I'm here. Well I just want to visit you and I was also hoping to see Sam. I kind of miss her you know. Ummm.........bby the way have you seen her?" All I saw was sadness in her eyes as she replied quietly, "Come follow me." I was confused with the way she's acting but still i followed her. As we were walking, I was trying to indulge her in a conversation but just answered my questiond briefly. Then I realized that she was leading me to the direction of the lake. It was still the same as I left it, with the same oak tree Sam and I used to climb up. I smiled upon remembering the kiss Sam gave me when I agreed to be her partner. It's been one of the happiest days in my life and I realized that I missed Sam more than I thought. The Jen stopped walking and pointed to the tree. She then whispered, "There's Sam." I looked at where she was pointing and saw a newly dug tomb with the name of the girl I ever loved. I could not believe at what I saw and desperately tried convincing myself that this is all just a nightmare and I would soon wake up.I stared at Jenny in disbelief with her eyes searching for explanations and slowly started saying," It has been a week since she died. She died of leukemia, but eventhough she was sick, she never stopped thinking about you. It was even your name she uttered before she died. She asked us to bury her here for she always regard this place as a place of LOVE. She said that this is where she had spent the happiest days and that was when she was with you. by the way, she also asked me to give you this."She handed me a parcel and with that she left. I slowly opened the parcel and saw that it contained the dried orchid from the corsage I gave her for our prom. Then at the bottom I saw a letter. It was dated las month. I opened it with shaking hands and started reading........ ******************************I know by this time you read this letter I'm gone. I just want to tell you that I feel very lucky and thankful to God that I had a friend like you. I would also like you to know that I had left something inside,something I kept from you all these years. I love you Chris, not in a friendly way but as one who would feel like spending the rest of my life with. I have always loved you even from the start. I guess it just bloomed each day that's why the happiest days of my life was when you were by my side. You just don't know how I dreamed of you at night and wake up in the morning and dream no more for you are with me. When you are away, I can't stop crying because I'm afraid to think that you are with another girl.I just can't bear to see you with another girl. I just want you all to myself. I may sound selfish but that's how I feel. Each time you held me close to you was like a dream coming true for to be close to you and feel your heart beating next to mine was heaven. So many things I did so that you will learn to love me but I NEVER saw a hint. I did everything to please you because I love you so much that I even tried to fool myself that you're in love with me too. So many nights I've cried when I think of myself unloved by you. Well you might think that what I'm sayin are lies but, I tell you, my heart speaks the truth for I cannot bear telling alie to the one I love. I know you might be thinking of Mark but I just did that to make you jealous, to make you see me as a young woman, capable of loving and not as the little girl you used to play with. Sometimes I imagined that you were jealous and fooled myself that it was a sign that you feel something for me too. When Mark and I broke up and I came crying, I just did that to know how you would react and with that I'll know that you love me too. But I failed for you didn't give me any clue. when our prom night came, you just don't know how happy I was when you handed me the corsage and saying that I was the loveliest girl in the whole world. While we were dancing,I wanted so desperately to hear you say that you love me too but you NEVER did. When Mark came and pleaded me to give him a second cance, I was scared that you might see us talking. I didn't want you to get the wrong impression so i told him we would talk in the garden. There I explained to him that it's you whom I really love. What happened next was that I found you missing and later learned that you were searching for me, I just concluded that you saw us together. The next day, I tried to explain but then you never gaveme a chance to do so. you continuously avoided me and never knew how much pain I've experienced that time. I felt the world crushing on me. In our Graduation day, when I approached you, I wanted to tell you how much I love you but I decided that I just couldn't do it. I could not bear to hear that all you feel for me is just brotherly hand of love. For I want you to love me as a woman and not as a girl or playmate. So I just turned away and left. Now that saying I LOVE YOU ight be too late, still I want you to know that I will always love you and my heart has always been and will be yours alone. P.S.Think of me sometimes.... and always remember that loving you was the best thing that ever happened in my life. ************************************I felt my tears falling as I folded the letter. I wanted to shout out to let her know that I love her, if not as much, but more than she did for me. I love her more than anything in this world. I knelt touching the soil of her grave and rain started to fall. I continued crying softly and whispered, "Oh God, send my love to heaven."========================================================================= Tell the one that you love that you love him/her. Don't be scared ofwhatwill happen, just be proud that you were able to tell him/her what youfeel. If ever he/she turned you down, at least you tried your best oftelling him/her that you love him/her. Our life is not that long, sobeforeit ends be sure that we have done all our task and we have said allthat wewant to say.... Before it's too late.....____________________________________________________________________ That's why em telling you this before its too late... I love you!!! Edited September 26, 2003 by swit_lass Quote Link to comment
vixen Posted September 23, 2003 Share Posted September 23, 2003 Dear jadedkrysna & swit_lass, Pwedeng share na lang tayong lahat? Pretty please? vixen Quote Link to comment
luisito Posted September 23, 2003 Share Posted September 23, 2003 mahal kong DA STUDENT nag-aaral ka pa ba iho? DA TEACHER Quote Link to comment
Cojonesgil Posted September 23, 2003 Share Posted September 23, 2003 Sinister, ang haba talaga ng ipinost mo....di ko natapos sorry.... Quote Link to comment
cedric_errol Posted September 23, 2003 Share Posted September 23, 2003 brother rizal, i hope you're reading this letter from the future... it seems that the people still doesn't understand you. they cling to the signpost but never walk towards the goal.maybe you're right about it. we still should write in heiroglyphics... we still tolerate the sham. we're sorry. but i'm trying my best. Quote Link to comment
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