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[sweetpsyche]

another story that will for sure catch ur heart for it did mine..

a story which could be paradoxic for this thread...

a story that shows the negative side of this thread...

 

10th grade

 

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She

was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and

wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.

After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had

missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave

me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I

don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I

don't know why.

 

11th grade

 

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears,

mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to

come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I d! id. As I sat next

to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.

After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she

decided to go to sleep. She

looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to

tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I

love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

Senior year

 

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she

said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we

made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together

just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over,

I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at

me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but

she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the

best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell

her, I wan! t her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her

but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

Graduation Day

 

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was

graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up

on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't

notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone

went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged

her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best

friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I

want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but

I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

A Few Years Later

 

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now.

I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to

another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and

I knew it. But! before she drove away, she came to me and said "you

came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her,

I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but

I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

Funeral

 

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my

"best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in

her high school years. This is what it read:

I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that,

and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want

to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know

why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!

I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.

 

i love you

i love you

i love you

 

but its too late now. i wish i have the courage to tell u before.

[Domeng Su-gat]

sa iyo

mahal na kita. malaman mo lang yun..ok na sa akin kasi i wont go any further than what we are right now...mahirap na, baka mawala ka pa

 

ako

[sweetpsyche]

sa iyo

mahal na kita. malaman mo lang yun..ok na sa akin kasi i wont go any further than what we are right now...mahirap na, baka mawala ka pa

 

ako

Dear Domeng,

ala lang po curious lang kung sino binabanggit ng aking kapatid sa TA ahihihi

mmmmmmmm kapatid din ba natin? hehehe

la lang. alam ko di ako matino ngayon...

 

pero pinapanalangin ko na sana maging masaya kayo kung sino man yang minamahal mo...

hehehe

 

sweetp

[Alex_Corvis]

Ako kilala ko Kilala ko! si Jolina ba? Otcho Otcho!!!

[sweetpsyche]

Ako kilala ko Kilala ko! si Jolina ba? Otcho Otcho!!!

alex!! share namn sino?? :boo:

hihihi....

mmmm teka.. mailbox to eh hindi chizmiz thread hehe..

sa TA na lang... haha.. peace domeng!!

 

*runs towards alex*

[ImRJ]

another story that will for sure catch ur heart for it did mine..

a story which could be paradoxic for this thread...

a story that shows the negative side of this thread...

 

10th grade

 

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She

was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and

wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.

After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had

missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave

me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I

don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I

don't know why.

 

11th grade

 

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears,

mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to

come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I d! id. As I sat next

to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.

After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she

decided to go to sleep. She

looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to

tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I

love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

Senior year

 

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she

said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we

made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together

just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over,

I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at

me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but

she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the

best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell

her, I wan! t her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her

but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

Graduation Day

 

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was

graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up

on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't

notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone

went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged

her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best

friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I

want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but

I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

A Few Years Later

 

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now.

I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to

another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and

I knew it. But! before she drove away, she came to me and said "you

came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her,

I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but

I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

Funeral

 

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my

"best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in

her high school years. This is what it read:

I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that,

and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want

to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know

why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!

I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.

 

i love you

i love you

i love you

 

but its too late now. i wish i have the courage to tell u before.

:cry: sniff sniff... :cry:

[lord_rochester]

it's been a year since i last saw you... and for a year i've been trying to k*ll the feelings that i had for you. and then all of a sudden... i catch a glimpse of you... i catch a glimpse of your smile, of your sweet face, or your gentle lips... and it all came back. i still love you.

[sweetpsyche]

:cry: sniff sniff... :cry:

DODONG:

 

yeah i know.. :cry: ang shakit noh....

[sweetpsyche]

it's been a year since i last saw you... and for a year i've been trying to k*ll the feelings that i had for you. and then all of a sudden... i catch a glimpse of you... i catch a glimpse of your smile, of your sweet face, or your gentle lips... and it all came back. i still love you.

Dear lord_rochester,

 

thank you for all the letters you are posting here....

i've read all of it.. and i may say u do have the capacity to love someone so deeply.. give everything u can do the one you love... and that is one of the noblest act a person can do.. loving someone with all they can...

and i can truly relate on this last letter of yours.. this incidents often make me wonder and ask... why does this kind of thing happens to people who has so much love to give, why does nature play on people who takes love seriously... why wont it happen or perhaps why does this thing seldom happens to the so-called players of love...

*sighs* oh well...

i dont have the answers either..

 

btw, basing on ur posts i assumed ur a girl.. am i right?

but ur gender indicator is that of a male.. so im confused..

 

anywho, wish to read ur letters more

take care and goodluck.

 

sweetp

[eirene]

morning sweetp... just passing through....

 

promise i will post na my poems that i made before....

[lord_rochester]

sweetpsyche Posted on Nov 10 2003, 12:41 AM

  QUOTE (lord_rochester @ Nov 9 2003, 07:14 PM)

it's been a year since i last saw you... and for a year i've been trying to k*ll the feelings that i had for you. and then all of a sudden... i catch a glimpse of you... i catch a glimpse of your smile, of your sweet face, or your gentle lips... and it all came back. i still love you. 

 

 

Dear lord_rochester,

 

thank you for all the letters you are posting here....

i've read all of it.. and i may say u do have the capacity to love someone so deeply.. give everything u can do the one you love... and that is one of the noblest act a person can do.. loving someone with all they can...

and i can truly relate on this last letter of yours.. this incidents often make me wonder and ask... why does this kind of thing happens to people who has so much love to give, why does nature play on people who takes love seriously... why wont it happen or perhaps why does this thing seldom happens to the so-called players of love...

*sighs* oh well...

i dont have the answers either..

 

btw, basing on ur posts i assumed ur a girl.. am i right?

but ur gender indicator is that of a male.. so im confused..

 

anywho, wish to read ur letters more

take care and goodluck.

 

sweetp

 

i'm a girl. and you have every right to be confused... because life is so confusing... i am confused.

 

i love my bf and i like somebody else...love is more powerful than like so i decided to stick to my bf... just when i thought everything is under my control once again... i would find out that my bf is a two-timing b*****d...

 

and then i decided to heck with everything... i'm ending it with my bf... but i won't go back to this somebody that i like......... and as i told you... life plays tricks on me... life decided to let me catch a glimpse of someone that i've loved long ago... someone i can no longer have... because he is married... and i love him still.

 

life is so confusing.

[sweetpsyche]

dear eirene,

 

i'll definitely look forward to that hehe..

 

lord_rochester,

 

wow... seems ur in a one roller coaster ride...

hope u will be able to go through it..

u take care sweetie..

we may never understand the reasons behind this all..

and yet life is a tapestry of events that will lead u to a sublime plan intended only for u.. goodluck...

 

sweetp

[sixgears]

sweet Bow ako sa yo ... may pa-tapestry-tapestry ka pa ... pero I gets what you're talking about kahit malalim

 

musta na fellow Jerseyan.

[sinister]

to you.....

 

*swept away*

 

I never had anything happen so fast

I took one look and I shattered like glass

I guess I let it show 'cause your smile told me you knew

That you're everything I ever wanted at once

There's no holding this heart when it knows what it wants

And I never wanted anything more than to know you

 

I was swept away

No one in the world but you and I

Gotta find a way to make you feel the way that I do

I was swept away

Without a warning

Like night when the morning begins the day

I was swept away

 

 

And so it begins

This journey of love

The summer wind carries us to places all our own

The words of a look

The language of touch

The way that you want me means so much

And I never wanted anything more than to love you

 

 

Seeing my tomorrows in your eyes

I was swept away

 

 

I hope I wake up soon

I'm a victim of that crazy moon

 

 

The very first time you said my name

I knew it would never sound the same

Something about me is changed forever

 

 

 

 

from me, yung katabi mo kanina...

[lord_rochester]

sweetpsyche Posted on Nov 11 2003, 02:41 AM

  dear eirene,

 

i'll definitely look forward to that hehe..

 

lord_rochester,

 

wow... seems ur in a one roller coaster ride...

hope u will be able to go through it..

u take care sweetie..

we may never understand the reasons behind this all..

and yet life is a tapestry of events that will lead u to a sublime plan intended only for u.. goodluck...

 

sweetp 

 

it's a roller coaster ride nga... i'll get through this somehow... just have to wait for the day where i can say i am not stupid and be free...

 

it's time for me to love myself... i've given enough love to everybody else... i think it's ok if i'll stop giving and start loving myself... i lost myself for a time.. now i'm going to get ME back.

 

i'm a survivor....

[lord_rochester]

dear fhm,

 

i've given you enough chance. now it's over. so stop whatever it is that you are doing. just stop it.

 

you wanted me to leave him for you... yet you can't leave her for me...

he and i are over now...i didn't leave him for you.. i left him for me.

as i will leave you now.

 

hope you'll have a good life. goodbye.

[ImRJ]

DODONG:

 

yeah i know.. :cry: ang shakit noh....

can relate ako dyan eh, hanggang dun pa lang naman sa getting married part....

 

kaya lang, shempre sad pa rin.

[sweetpsyche]

Dear lord-rochester,

you are not stupid... we may be blinded sometimes but it aint stupidity.

u'll survive? i'll bet u will.

u'll get through it? i know u will. we all do. it may take time but for sure u will. just bear in mind that someone had experience, will experiencing and most probably is experiencing what ur going through right now. it's not something new... and just like them one day u will wake up and feel like as if it has never happened... life will go on.

love urself? we all should.. for it is only when u love urself first that u truly learn to love others...

goodluck. i do wish ur happiness.

u'll be in my prayers...

 

sweetp

[sweetpsyche]

DEAR pakner,

 

nice to see u here.. miss na kita sobra :cry:

paramdam ka naman oh...

 

DODONG: ugh? marriage part??

but it really is sad...

 

sweetp

[shrike]

dear fhm,

 

i've given you enough chance. now it's over. so stop whatever it is that you are doing. just stop it.

 

you wanted me to leave him for you... yet you can't leave her for me...

he and i are over now...i didn't leave him for you.. i left him for me.

as i will leave you now.

 

hope you'll have a good life. goodbye.

 

take your life slow dear. life is too short to waste away on worthless people. maybe take a good clean break from serious relationships and have fun with your circle of friends.

 

dolce vita.

 

master your emotions and you can do anything your mind can think of !

[Alex_Corvis]

if Noah was a Filipino

 

It is the year 2003 and Noah lives in the PHILIPPINES. The Lord speaks

to Noah and says: "In one year I am going to make it rain and cover the

whole earth with water until all is destroyed. But I want you to save

the righteous people and two of every kind of living thing on the

earth. Therefore, I am commanding you to build an Ark."

In a flash of lightning, God delivered the specifications for an Ark.

Fearful and trembling, Noah took the plans and agreed to build the Ark.

"Remember," said the Lord, "You must complete the Ark and bring

everything aboard in one year."

Exactly one year later, a fierce storm cloud covered the earth and all

the seas of the earth went into tumult. The Lord saw Noah sitting in his

front yard weeping. "Noah." He shouted, "Where is the Ark?"

"Lord please forgive me!" cried Noah. "I did my best but there were big

problems. First, I had to get a Mayor's permit for construction and your

plans "did not comply with the codes". I had to hire their "engineering

firm" and "redraw" the plans.

Then I got into a fight with Municipal Fire Safety Inspector over

whether or not the Ark needed a fire sprinkler system and extinguishers.

Then my neighbor objected, claiming I was violating zoning ordinances by

building the Ark in my front yard, so I had to get a permit from the

municipal planning office. I had problems getting enough wood for the

Ark, because there was a ban on cutting trees to protect the

Monkey-Eating Eagle. I finally convinced the DENR that I needed the wood

to save the eagles. However, the DENR won't let me catch any eagles. So,

no eagles.

The carpenters formed a union and went out on strike. I had to negotiate

a settlement with the KMU. Now I have 16 carpenters on the Ark, but

still no eagles.

When I started rounding up the other animals, I got sued by an animal

rights group. They objected to me only taking two of each kind aboard.

Just when I got the suit dismissed, the DENR again notified me that I

could not complete the Ark without filing an environmental impact

assessment on your proposed flood. They didn't take very kindly to the

idea that they had no jurisdiction over the conduct of the Creator of

the universe.

Then the DPWH demanded a map of the proposed new flood plan. I sent

them.....a globe.

Right now, I am trying to resolve a complaint filed with the DOLE that I

am practicing discrimination by not taking godless, unbelieving people

aboard!

The BIR has seized all my assets, claiming that I'm building the Ark in

preparation to flee the country to avoid paying taxes. I just got a

notice from the BIR that I owe some kind of user tax and failed to

register the Ark as a recreational water craft."

The NBI and ISAFP each wanted a piece of the action alleging that the

Ark would be used by the Magdalo soldiers to escape. The PNP on the

other hand insists that Al-Ghozi might use the Ark to flee to Indonesia.

Malacanang sees the opportunity to use the Ark for GMA's Strong Republic

Nautical Highway presidential campaign sorties.

Finally, the Senate got the courts to issue a TRO against further

construction of the Ark, saying that since God is flooding the earth, it

is a religious event and therefore unconstitutional.

I really don't think I can finish the Ark for another 10 or 16 years!"

Noah wailed. The sky began to clear, the sun began to shine and the seas

began to calm. A rainbow arched across the sky. Noah looked up

hopefully.

"You mean you are not going to destroy the earth, Lord?"

"No," said the Lord sadly. ."The government is already doing that."

Oh, di ba?...!!!

[forbidden]

Ahhh, regret - freaking regret.

 

Why did I do this, instead of that?

Why didn't I do that?

 

What could have been? Where would I be? Who would I be with?

 

I don't even know if I should begin to humor my own doubts and frustrations. The more I do the less I see going for me and the more I feel that I wasted so many chances to live. So know, here I am, almost thirty and trying to chase the dreams that I should have held on to when they were so close.

 

Live life while you still have a life to live. Don't let anything pass you by unless you have an extremely good excuse to do so.

[sweetpsyche]

dear mushroom,

 

i do miss the old days..

wish i can bring bck the time and have u once again even as a friend, i will be grateful for that...

but it seems too unattainable now..

why?

coz we've grown separately and afar from each other...

and that hurts... that s****

i first thought we're great together... *sighs*

 

I'm kinda feeling sad... I mean we used to be so close,,, now we're sending impersonal messages. Sigh. I really do hope that our relationship wouldn't end this way.

 

justme

[LostCommand]

I burn

Swimming in the sea

Of your thoughts

 

I dive

to seek the fire

within your soul

 

I touch your core

and shatter,

helpless

[DarkAngel]

here's mine -

 

 

i love you. i love you without the need to have you. i love your happiness, your peace, your laughter, your thoughts, your sadness, your turmoil, your tears, your anger, your frustrations, your past, your present, your future. i love you without the precondition that you should love me too. there is this natural urge in me to want to talk with you, look into your eyes, hold you, kiss you, wake up beside you. but if those wont happen to me, would i love you any less? the answer is no. i have proven it. so many times those feelings were put to test and they came out unscathed. to finally accept it liberated me. i love you and its the kind of love that will stay. if it turns out that you do love me too, i would consider it a gift. but i would still love you even if you dont.

 

thank you for giving me the perfect soul to love unconditionally. thank you for adding depth to my life. thank you for letting me say to myself that after so many years of life on this earth, "it's been a wonderful ride."