The Mail Box

[chiquezee]

It used to be that when I walk the tiled sidewalk along 5th avenue, you come to mind. I went past Madison Square and savored the wet autumn breeze blowing through my hair, feeling the liberty in solitude as I walked back Lexington Avenue... and you never crossed my mind, not even once. Until you called. How in the world do you know when to call? Are you asking someone to watch over me? It's been weeks since your last long distance ring, and frankly, you haven't been crossing my mind, and suddenly you drop in to tell me you'll get me shoes from Orchard Road? You'll ask the Yuss to bring them to me?

 

What gives?

[chiquezee]

Remember I told you months ago that I'll visit you by Autumn? I always try to keep my word. I'll be there.

 

And I'm sorry... No regrets at all.

 

None. At all.

 

- C

[zamora2310]

It's hard to fight a battle on 2 fronts. There is a need for tactical change.

[naked_angel]

you have very nice eyes. but i guess people have told you that before.

uhm, that's not something i'd easily forget. it was a bit awkward at the end and i saw how

you made the effort of trying to lighten the mood by saying " that' just it. unless she broke the crystal"

i hope for another round of conversations and laughter and more. less frenzy this time. and i promise not to out talk and out drink you.

 

ayos ah :*

 

,

 

forgettable me

[Barenaked-NoMre]

Daddy,

 

Help me ... from wherever you are, pls.

 

Am torn ... I feel DEAD inside. I dont get to think, do or decide for myself.

 

I cant stay here ... not with how they live their lives.

 

Am not one to turn away ...

 

Wish I could just hurt myself ... that's HOW much pain am feeling.

 

A

Edited September 23, 2007 by barenaked

[zamora2310]

It's a tough environment you're in. It's also tough for them. God damn him for failing you!

 

What I saw saddened me. I'll do my best to help you through until your most significant goals are attained.

 

I love you. However, I'm pretty sure that someday, I face the prospect that you may not feel the same. When that time comes, I will have no choice but to accept it. But I will always wish you well. You will always be in a special place in my heart.

Edited September 23, 2007 by zamora2310

[mwah]

You make diagnoses based on certain criteria.

You adhere to accepted clinical guidelines.

You examine treatment options based on calculated risks and ratios.

 

Eh kaya naman pala gusto mong ganyan ka-predictable din ang buhay mo eh!

Bilis, labas sa comfort zone! Labas!!!!

[Cosmica]

My hand touched the last of your heart beat. The warmth that clung to your skin went past mine. The eyes that couldn't see shed the last of your tears. I cried, too, not the last of my tears but my first for you.

 

I saw you die. It will be in my memory until someone has seen the same of me. Your death was liberating for both of us. You lived so I could be who I am today. You died so I could be more than who I will ever be.

 

Our family loved you, we still do. You lived well and chose your deathbed well.

 

You couldn't have chosen a better day to die - the 6th of September. As the world lamented the music that died and the musician that created it. It was the day when the great masters of life had chosen to leave the earth. You are one of them.

 

I will always be thankful for the last breath you allowed me to feel, for the warmth that kissed your body last, and for the tears that brimmed your sightless eyes. I saw you die the day you truly lived.

[Justin Nicholas]

I'm sorry if we don't often see each other anymore. especially that I'm always away from home.

 

I still love you and I hope that we can still go out together and cherish all those memories and lost moments.

 

-your loving son, ***

Edited September 24, 2007 by justin nicholas

[Guest freyja]

pa, ma and kuya:

 

we'll get through this together. we always do.

 

-f

[zamora2310]

I met up with some of your childhood friends last night. I unloaded some of my heart's burdens over hours of talk and several bottles of beer. You're lucky to have such friends. In a way, I guess I'm lucky too.

[angel_by_day]

my first online friend,

 

hehe...nice to see you posting around. Bakit kase ang tamad mo mag-post, eh matalino ka naman....and I find you extremely sensible.... and articulate enough, for my taste

 

miss mo na ba sop natin? :upside: joke....

 

your online friend :hypocritesmiley:

 

P.S. lapit na b-day natin...

Edited September 25, 2007 by angel_by_day

[naked_angel]

a long time ago, you wrote something in response to what i sent you.

i don't think you'd still remember it, but with certainty, i can now lay full claim to that.

 

it's becoming you.

or has it always been you...?

[Mobius Stripper]

So you're about to graduate. I hope you don't ask me if my offer's still good. My answer isn't going to be yes ... or no. You & I are going to need a long good talk about the future.

[Barenaked-NoMre]

J,

 

Thanks for the chat we had last night.

 

Havent had much conversation here at my end.

 

Shame I couldnt meet u ... when you're on the same continent.

 

A

Edited October 2, 2007 by barenaked