Writings of the Heart

[Viola]

Hey M,

 

If you go back to the way you were before, all fond memories of you would just disappear. I'll truly hate you and see everything we shared as a lie. You promised me you'll be a good man.

 

J

[jelly bean]

..she saw it coming but at the same time she didn't because she didn't believe the world could possibly be this f#&king cruel.

[Viola]

Hey M,

 

I miss you today. Things have been crazy at work. All these changes and all these added responsibilities are starting to overwhelm me. I know I can do this. But today, I need your strength. It is too much. I wish you were still around. I wish more than having you around. I wish for you to be sitting beside me. Holding me. Providing me the security and strength that I need.

 

J

[matryoshka doll]

you are so selfish.

 

even after breaking my heart, you keep coming back just to make sure it can't recover.

[jelly bean]

in a world where everyone wears a mask, it was a privilege to have seen a soul.

Edited March 30, 2017 by blue violet

[shhhhhh]

"I've known you for so long and we've been through a lot.

We've seen each other naked..

saw your tears falling from those china eyes..

saw you being happy and sad"

 

Ours was history, and with all I've been..you are the only one who knows me more than anyone else.

please be my friend for life, please stay.

[heidegger]

you have all the things I have ever wanted in a lady except for one thing.....

 

that you are married...

[Daddy's tart]

 

Good luck to your basketball game later!

He got his new haircut today and first thing i thought was, damn. A lot of girls will be cheering for his game. He was handsome as usual and would look so hot in sweats.

Too bad i wont be there to watch...

[shhhhhh]

"even when i am in a relationship, still i wanted you and i don't know why or maybe i am that stupid to love you?"

[Memento Vivere]

rivers of blood...

[Daddy Dee]

iloveyou and misses you so much

[The Kurgan]

...when in doubt, choose kindness.

[123456*]

Minsan kailangan nating palayain ang nag-iisang bagay na nagpapasaya sa atin para mawala ang nag-iisang dahilan kung bakit tayo nasasaktan.

[jelly bean]

with you, it was like meeting a stranger you've known your whole life...

[-DELETED-]

If the life after this one is true. I wish to meet you there and make that life different from what you have experience here.

[matryoshka doll]

Somewhere someone is searching for you in every person they meet.

[jelly bean]

The Meantime Girl

 

She`s the one you call when you`re bored because she makes you laugh. She`s the one you talk to when you`re feeling down because she`s willing to lend an ear and be a friend. She`s not the one you call when you need a date to your company`s Christmas party, or to go dancing with on a Saturday night. She`s the one you spend time with between girlfriends, before you find `The One`. You know, the one you keep in the MEANTIME.

 

She`s not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you don`t look at her as a "real" woman, either. She`s not bitchy enough, moody enough, or sexy enough to be seen in the light. She`s too laid-back, too easily amused by the same things your male buddies are amused by. She`s too understanding, too comfortable. Doesn`t make you feel nervous or excited the way a `real` woman does. But she`s cool, nice and funny, and attractive enough that when you`re lonely and need intimate female companionship, she`ll do just fine.

 

You don`t have to wine and dine her because she knows the real you already, and you don`t have any facades to keep up, no pretense to preserve. You`re not trying to get anything of substance out of her. She`s not easy, but you know that she cares about you and is attracted to you. And you know that you don`t have to explain yourself or the situation, that she`ll be able to cope with the fact that this isn`t the beginning of a relationship or that there`s any possiblity that you have any real romantic feelings for her.

 

It won`t bother her that you`ll get up in the morning, put on your pants, say goodbye, and go on a date with the woman you`ve been mooning over for weeks who finally agreed to go out with you. She`ll settle for a goodbye hug and a promise to call her and tell her how the date went. She`s just so cool.. why can`t all women be like that?!

 

But deep down, if you really think about it (which you probably don`t.. because to you, the situation between the two of you isn`t important enough to merit any real thought) you know that it`s really not fair.

 

You know that although she would never say it, it hurts her to know that despite all her good points and all the fun you two have, you don`t think she`s good enough to spend any real time with. Sure, it`s mostly her fault, because she doesn`t have to give in to your needs - she could really play hard-to-get. Bitch like the rest of them do, if she really wanted to. But you and she both know that she probably couldn`t pull it off. Maybe she`s too short, or a little overweight, or has big birthmark on her forehead, or works at Taco Bell, or just really not that type.

 

Whatever the reason, somehow life has given her a lot of really great qualities but has left out the ones that men want (or think they want) in a woman. So she remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast companion, the secret lover, and you go on searching for your goddess who will somehow be everything you ever wanted in a woman.

 

You`ll joke to her that she should be the best man at your wedding, and she`ll laugh and make a joke about a smelly rental tux.

 

She doesn`t captivate you with her beauty, or open doors with her smile.

 

Mainly, she blends in with the crowd. She`s safe. She doesn`t want to be the center of attention and turn the heads of everyone in the room. But she wants to turn someone`s head. She wants to be SPECIAL to someone, too. We all do.

 

She has feelings. She has heart. In fact, she probably has a bigger heart than any woman you`ve ever known because she`s had a front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes you anyway.

 

She obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you because although you`ve given her nothing, absolutely no reason to still be around, she is.

 

- Anonymous

[Daddy's tart]

 

I love you because.....i just simply love you.

[Daddy Dee]

I love you because.....i just simply love you.

iloveyou too

[w3pa]

I'm not in love with you,

But my mind wanders to thoughts of you,

And my eyes long for the sight of you,

And body trembles when I'm beside you,

 

I'm not in love you with you,

But my hands itch to touch you,

And my lips miss the taste of you,

And my ears long for your voice too,

 

I'm not in love with you,

But my heart skips a beat when I hear from you,

And I wish I was more important to you,

Yet I am no more than just a friend to you,

 

I'm not in love with you,

But it's torture knowing that I don't have you,

So no, I'm not in love with you,

But that's just because you asked me not to.

[jelly bean]

I am very indecisive and always have trouble picking my favorite anything. But without a doubt, you are my favorite everything.

[Tolonges]

Hindi ako ganoon kayaman para bilhin ang kahapon...

Pero handa akong utangin ang ngayon... makasama ka lang buong maghapon...

[Nenji😛]

It pains me to see you cry, to see your eyes swollen from crying because you just cant control those tears, to see those sleepy eyes due to sleepless nights and what pains me more is that I dont have the power to wash away those pains away from you. Pardon me for not being capable enough... the only thing I can do is to be with you so you could talk about what you feel and be there to offer my shoulders for you to cry on, to be with you to try to divert your attention by playing mobile games with you, to be with you so that you could tease me for how I look unexpectedly old so you could laugh, to be with you to make sure that you could sleep well at night and lastly, what I can only do is to pray to someone more capable than me and rely to Him above to send you his light and blessings to help you be stronger to weather all the storms in your life.

[shhhhhh]

"when i lost my memories, when i had erased you,i came to love you again.

even if i lose my memories again, if that time you're worried about comes,

i'll find you, and i'll love you again.."

[Cherrylim]

Note to self:

Dont let someone to make you feel you are not good enough.