Writings of the Heart

[SaintPeter5858]

It really makes you smile reading some old love letters in the 90's

[futechyan]

Matagal tagal ko na ring kabisado ang boses mo

Sa tuwing tumatawag ako jan sa Primero

Kagaya kanina, wala na nga kong masabi

Kaya tinanong ko na lang kung nanjan pa ba si Andie

 

Kung alam mo lang, gusto lang kitang makausap

Kaya kahit Paulit ulit, tinatanong ko yung line-up

Alam mo kasi, lagi mo kong napapangiti

Sa tuwing maririnig ko ang boses sayong labi

 

Naiisip ko nga na sana balang araw

Pag nagkausap ulit tayo, ako sanay makagalaw

Kasi para akong tuod pag kaharap na kita

Natatanga lang ako at hindi makapagsalita

 

Ang dami dami ko ng nasubukan

Pero yung utak ko, ikaw pa rin ang laman

Sana bukas pag punta ko jan o bago man lang ako umalis

Masilayan ko sana ang ganda ni Miss Juris!

[futechyan]

Matagal tagal ko na ring kabisado ang boses mo

Sa tuwing tumatawag ako jan sa Primero

Kagaya kanina, wala na nga kong masabi

Kaya tinanong ko na lang kung nanjan pa ba si Andie

 

Kung alam mo lang, gusto lang kitang makausap

Kaya kahit Paulit ulit, tinatanong ko yung line-up

Alam mo kasi, lagi mo kong napapangiti

Sa tuwing maririnig ko ang boses sayong labi

 

Naiisip ko nga na sana balang araw

Pag nagkausap ulit tayo, ako sanay makagalaw

Kasi para akong tuod pag kaharap na kita

Natatanga lang ako at hindi makapagsalita

 

Ang dami dami ko ng nasubukan

Pero yung utak ko, ikaw pa rin ang laman

Sana bukas pag punta ko jan o bago man lang ako umalis

Masilayan ko sana ang ganda ni Miss Juris!

[vincent30]

Tanga ang taong nakikinig sa sasabihin ng iba kesa sa sinasabi ng puso nya..=)

[Guest Riveria]

"Maraming tao dito ang mas malungkot pa sa taong nakatira sa buwan. Saka hindi naman kailangan ng maraming tao para makabuo ng mundo e. Minsan isang tao lang ang kasama mo, buo na ang mundong kailangan mo habambuhay.. " -Bob Ong

[JoshuaJacob]

dedicating this to my true love - she took care of me during my college days when i was poor... she is now gone and went back to our creator... from there on she now is my guardian angel...

 

 

Ang pag-ibig ko sayo ay walang hangganan sa panahon.

Sa wari ko ay ngayun lang ang kahapon.

Mga ngiti at pagbigkas ng pagmamahalan ay parang patak ng ulan na bumubuhay sa tuyong damdamin.

Yakap at haplos sa yong mukha ay wari ko na isang hardin ng bulaklak na humahalik sa aking mga kamay.

Kislap ng iyong mga mata at tamis ng dampi ng iyong mga labi ay parang liwanag sa madilim na landas na tinahak.

Ngunit ang buhay ay isang hiram lamang datapwat binabalik sa maykapal na lumikha.

Hanggang sa huling sandali ng hibla ng buhay ako'y nasa piling mo.

Yaring puso ay inukol lamang sa iyo hanggang sa pagdating ng aking panahon... na ikaw ang magdadala sa akin sa paraisong yaong pinaroonan...

 

 

--- she entered the MPA to make ends meet because she was poor like me & i was not aware she did it until the time she made a mistake and cost her life --- a reason why ........

[RED2018]

ALIPIN

 

maharot, malikot mga titik at kataga sa aking tuktok!

 

Dahon akong mabilis na itinatangay ng hangin,

sa bawat dagok ng iyong halik at hininga.

Ugat akong palihim na sumusulong sa butil ng palayan,

habang galugad ng iyong mga labi ang mga gilid ng aking kalamnan.

Tubig akong dumadaluyong sa buhawi ng dalampasigan,

noong pinahintulutan mo akong sumuong sa kanlong ng iyong kaluluwa.

Bughaw at pula akong pumipinta sa mga sulok ng kalangitan,

kung kailan nagpang-abot ang malalang pagsabog ng magkaibang lagablab.

Salaysay akong nasalanta sa pagkaubos ng tanglaw sa himpilan,

nang manatiling magsanib ang ating mga pintig at makalupang katawan.

Sumisilip at tumatakip ang iyong mga mata sa lagusan ng aking paraiso,

hindi mapaglabanan ng pagpikit ang luwalhati’t langit sa anyong nagkahugis.

Damang-dama pa rin ang hininga habang ginagalusan ang aking kutis,

habang inililipad ang hibla ng marubdob na pagnanais.

Mabagsik pa rin ang iyong halimuyak kahit pumapalaot ka na sa sapa

kahit nagngingitngit ang langit, at nagngangalit ang lupa

hindi ka nagpatinag, yumakap ang bakas at kailanma'y hindi naglaho.

Narito ka pa rin, at mistulang amo

 

sa gayak ng mga unan.

sa sutla ng kumot.

sa pagitan ng aking mga daliri.

sa ibabaw ng aking mga labi.

sa durungawan ng aking bintana.

sa pasinaya ng aking pinto.

at sa habag ng aking puso.

[yaslyn]

They say people just fall in love for unknown reasons

 

It may not be because they are the one that we have been dreaming of

 

That we have been waiting for,

 

That we have been searching for,

 

For most people it just happens..

 

and for an unknown reason that person becomes a part of you

 

Making you weak and happy and sad all at the same time.

 

Such mysteries makes me wonder, is there such a thing as true love?

 

or was it just blindness? romanticism of the weak.. failing to see reason.

 

A blindness that no man can ever prevent? is that so?

 

 

 

 

I have been a firm believer of the power of choice,

 

There's no such thing as destiny, it is by choice that you chose to fall in love

 

It is by choice that you open your heart to other people and entertain someone in your life

 

It is by choice that you want to be happy.. even though it may be wrong or right.

 

happiness is a choice, love is a choice.

 

 

 

 

 

so cut the crap and dont ever say were destined... that is not it.. wouldnt it be much better if someone told you i chose to love you.

and please, you can always have feeling for anyone, but it is by choice if you will entertain that emotion. ayt? !

 

 

 

 

---- from the morning mind boggles of sheen

 

Edited May 29, 2012 by yaslyn

[RED2018]

Kahit ika'y unti-unting linalamon ng iyong kalungkutan, wag kang mag-alala, tayo pa ri'y magkasama. Hanggang may naapi, hanggang may makakapal ang mukhang umaapi sa mga mahihina, hanggang may oppresyon sa lipunan, tayo'y magkabatak at magkasama. At haharapin natin sila ng mga panulat na pinatulis na parang bala. Babangain natin sila ng walang takot, ng walang alinlangan dahil tayo'y may pusong nag-iisip at utak na nagmamahal.

[Guest Riveria]

Letting go is not easy. There's always the urge to run back or to hold on.

Loving is not easy either. When you love someone, you love them, rain or sunshine.

And sometimes you have to let go because you love so much.

 

 

Moving on is not easy. Even when it's the only option.

Loving is not easy either. When you love someone, you wish to stick it out.

And sometimes love demands you move on, because you are stuck so much.

 

 

Seeing the one you love happy without you, is not easy. Still it's heartwarming.

Loving is not easy either. When you love someone, you love them, even with a broken heart.

And sometimes,happiness is in knowing, love is also in letting go...

 

- blogger's end

[TanglewoodBoy]

from a letter I saw a few weeks before....

 

"There's no way I could show you how much you mean to me, but I'll always keep trying!"

[Guest Riveria]

We take a risk when we open our hearts because the truth

is, if we open our hearts, we will get hurt. You can't open

your heart and not have some hurt because you're in a human

experience. Even if it's the love of your life and you have

many wonderful, deepening, growing, powerful years together,

it's a human experience, and that person will pass over.

Love takes courage. Be courageous.

- Mary Manin Morrissey

[Guest Riveria]

Why did I break up with him? Well ,it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. None of the pieces fit together. And even if I tried really hard, the pieces, well they were two different puzzles. That's why I did it, he needs to understand that.

[alberto_]

hindi na importante ang taon,araw at oras.

ang mahalaga ang mga sandaling tayo lang dalawa ang nakaunawa at nakakaintindi.

mahirap tanggapin subalit kung ating iisipin, wala namang mali.

tadhana na lamang ang makakapagsabi kung hanggang sa huli tayo pa rin.

wala namang masama kung umasa at maghangad na balang araw

ikaw ay sa akin, ako ay sa iyo

[Halcyon]

An e-mail from an old friend. Received in March 2004.

I know this message would be too late. Nevertheless, I'm sorry I didn't love you the way you wanted me to. I truly believed that we'd somehow end up together. I think that's where most of the hurt and resentment comes from. You know, having you in the picture whenever I made plans or think about the future. But that's the way it is, I guess. Nobody said breaking up is easy. Nobody said falling in love is easy. Thank you for giving me the most wonderful ** months of my life. I would've tried to change your mind if I could. But I guess what I could give wasn't enough. Breaking up was your decision. I understand and respect that.

 

I never lied and I was never unfaithful. Some things are true whether you believe in them or not.

 

I don't care if I sound like a sentimental fool. I don't care if I sound like a wimp. This is my life. You taught me to speak freely about my feelings. This is the best way I know how. This may be too late. This may be an exercise at futility. I'm not going to give up without a fight. I'm not going to give you up and walk away without a fight.

 

I'm not going to pester you with late night phone calls or unwarranted words of devotion. I'm not like that. The worst pain isn't to be shared. The worst pain ought to be felt in silence. I'm trying to deal with this one day at a time. One day, I know I'd stop composing messages that would never be sent. I'd stop dialing the first 6 digits of your home # only to remember that you don't want to speak to me anymore. I'd stop having to make so much effort at self-control. I realize that you need to be alone. This was your decision. I'd keep you forever if only I could. I wouldn't beg and I would most surely never grovel. But if you should find a reason to come back, I'll be here. I'll take you back. No ifs or buts. No explanations needed.

 

Simply because I love you and I belong to you. No other reason.

 

I wish we could've worked it out.

[RED2018]

HE’S IT!

 

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,

who calls you back when you hang up on him,

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

 

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,

who holds your hand in front of his friends.

 

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of

how much he cares about you and

how lucky he is to have you.

 

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,

"...that's her."

[coolmick99]

Take the Chance

Tesseth Poetry (http://www.booksie.com/poetry/poetry/tesseth/take-the-chance)

 

 

Here are the words

That you long to know

I need you, I love you,

I won't let you go

 

Here are the words

That I long to feel

You need me, you want me

Your love is for real

 

All these emotions

Caught in our throats

The words held in place

Our lips tightly closed

 

Before we can give

We wait to receive

As wrong as that is

We refuse to concede

 

We continue on

Keep emotions at bay

Kind to each other but

Won't give too much away

 

To share our true thoughts

We both now must choose

To share some of ourselves

It's not all win or lose

 

We both reap rewards

If we just take the chance

What a remarkable life

You, me, and romance.

 

 

[RED2018]

ULIRAT

 

nagsusumamong mga halik

at yakap ng pananabik

 

sa malumanay na haplos

kaligayaha'y umaagos

 

sa pagitan ng mga daing

ay harana ng halinghing

 

walang humpay na ulos

at hiningang kinakapos

Edited September 10, 2012 by artedpro

[RED2018]

And the Days after Forever…Stay with me under the moonlit sky

Let’s watch as falling stars pass by

Accompany me throughout the night

As we wonder at this beautiful sight.

 

Stay with me beneath this starry blanket

And make this night my best night yet.

See how the moon smiles at us with her glow

Much like the beauty that you now show.

 

Tell me your dreams, tell me your desires,

Tell me what lights up your life’s fire.

Express your heart out to me,

Release your mind, set it free.

 

Your eyes are slowly watering,

The sight of it is saddening.

Allow me to comfort you,

and help your hope pull through.

 

Let me put your smile back,

and give you the happiness that you lack.

Let me share my broken heart

Like how I wanted to from the start.

 

Stay with me till the morning sun rise,

I’ll stay with you till your tears dries.

Throw your regrets to the sky,

Give them your last goodbye.

 

Let them burn in the light of the sun,

It’s the best thing that needs to be done.

I want you to be happy, I need you to be happy

Even if I have to risk my life, I will gladly.

 

Even if the stars fall or collide,

I would always stay by your side.

Though the land collapse and the seas subside,

I will still love you even after time had died.

[alberto_]

nakawala

nagpapanggap

 

maligaya

tumatawa

 

sawi

nagbabalak

 

tapat

tumahimik

[Guest Riveria]

“Alam mo ba ang pinagkaiba ng mga bulag at ng mga nakakakita?”

 

“Paningin?”

 

“Hindi alam ng mga nakakakita kung kailan sila bulag.” - Bob Ong

[RED2018]

Sa mga gabing tulad nito

habang nakaburol

ang mga salitang pumurol

sa dila

at tahimik nating pinaglalamayan

ang balarila

 

nitong pangungulila, wala

nang mas mahusay pang gawin

kundi simsimin ang asim

ng natirang serbesa, ang asim

ng natuyo mong pawis

sa kama, ang asim

 

na ikinalat ko sa iyong leeg,

sa balakang na nanginginig,

sa malambot mong likod at dibdib.

Ang asim, ang asim

ng mapanglaw na tinging

sumusugat sa akin

 

hanggang magmadaling-araw

hanggang umapaw

ang namuong dugo

sa mga labi kong pinupog

mo ng halik

hanggang mangawit

 

ang kasu-kasuan

ng katawang mong

nalamog sa pagtatalik.

Nag-aapurang abala ng telepono

sa malayong tabi,

elektronikong harana

 

sa naghihingalong gabi

ay di natin alintana.

Ganitong wala tayong ibang kasama

dito. Wala tayong ibang kakilala

dito. Wala tayong ibang paniniwala

dito. Wala kahit ano — ikaw lamang at ako —

 

sa mga gabing tulad nito.

[GBLA]

Everything But A Ring

Contributed by ishgumberry

 

 

She gave up on love a long time ago, that much I know.

 

Before, when she thought she was in love, she would come to me and tell me about the new man in her life. She told me time and time again that this would be the man who would take her away, the man who would do everything to make her happy. I only listened. Her eyes would sparkle with every word, and her cheeks would blush with every positive thought, every chunk of her imagination that now seemed within reach. She would giggle and tell me that she would not forget about me. Then, just weeks later, she would be packing her bags, and she would be off to some exotic destination.

 

But then she always came back crying, and she came back with less enthusiasm than what she had whenever she left. This is it, she would tell me. This is the last time. But then she would find someone again who would eventually leave her.

 

I've wondered why so many times. There was nothing wrong with her in my opinion - she had a beauty that shined more when you stared at her longer. She had a good, innocent heart, very childlike and yet containing a deep sense of maturity as well. She was charming and could sweep anyone off their feet without exerting much effort. But somehow, she keeps on falling in love with the wrong men.

 

They were all the same, the men she fell in love with. They were willing to give her the world, and being a young woman, what else could be more romantic? They bought her everything she asked for, and she pleased them. Yet they would end up leaving her in the end, either because they have already had their fun or because their wives found out about her.

 

She would always come back looking much older than she was when she left. But though she may be shedding tears and nursing fears, inside these things only made her stronger. She would go back to the world a rejuvenated person with new hope in her. Then the same thing would happen, and once again, she would close her heart off from the rest of the world.

 

The last time she returned, she told me she had given up on love already. She was tired, she said. The last man had done enough damage to her to last for a lifetime. That was what she told me. Indeed he had changed her life drastically. He was a single man who only wanted companionship, and she, being the innocent lady that she is, had mistaken this desire for companionship for love and passion. Indeed the passion led to their pleasure, and he left her with child. When he found out, he told her that he was willing to support her and their child, and he was willing to give anything that she asked for as long as she does not ask him to marry her. He told her he only wanted companionship, and he was not ready to settle down. When she heard this, it served as the last straw for her, and so she came home and told everyone that she was giving up on love.

 

Now there was a man who was constantly at her side whenever she would get her heart broken. He would always let her cry on his shoulder and tell her that things would be fine. He even offered to take responsibility for the child that she bore from the last failed relationship. For some reason that I do not know, she would not do as much as consider having this man in her life. I had dared ask her only once, and she just shrugged her shoulders in confusion and bewilderment. Maybe it was because she was still jaded when I asked, but I will never know. Anyway, he was always there, and one day he presented her with the one thing that she had always wanted - a ring.

 

"If you're doing that because you feel sorry for me, then just forget it," was what she answered. She let him go thinking he did not deserve her. But he refused to marry because he was waiting for her. Years later she would take him for his husband and live in utter bliss.

 

She gave up on love a long time ago. But then love had different plans. Love would not give up on her, and in the end it was worth the long wait.

 

 

 

 

[Fusarium_jimini]

Dapat pala dito ko na-i-post ito:

 

 

'bee, just got home... thank you very much my babygirl for the attention you give me everytime I'm with you.. Also, I'm so sorry for my rather annoying qualities, some of which I'm sure you hate.. I do admire you as a person and what you've been through; so much so that its the same reason why I got attracted to you in the first place, and why you still linger in my mind..

 

Babygirl, I may not have the traits you look for in a man.. Other than myself, I only have my honest feelings for you to offer. These are the reasons why I want you to be mine; i want to partake in your sacrifices and to be your partner in the realization of your dreams... I want you to be happy in life s_____, to be happy with me..

 

Good morning 'bee. For what you are or aren't to me.. Thanks for being you to me..'

[clandestinecuddles]

I know that we cannot be together

To share happy memories forever

I just hope there's Me and You

To share a love so true