Writings of the Heart

[LadyLazarus]

Baby luv, I feel guilty that I caused you to go home during the wee hours of the morning for two nights in a row.

 

Monday was bitter-sweet...

 

I enjoyed sharing a meal and two drinks with you (our favorite), talking ceaselessly about how Christmas with family and friends went. I loved every moment that you had your arm around me, and rested your head on my shoulder while embracing me. I could still remember how you looked as your rested on the driver's seat, slightly intoxicated, patiently listening to me chatter away. It was the same look I saw when we first met..and a wave of endearment flooded my throbbing chest.

 

I honestly forgot what caused the sudden shift from sweetness into an exchange of painful truths, sobs, and a bumpy ride back home. What I could remember is what is inevitable and what I saw was coming right after we shared a weekend together. What I hold dear to me is the memory of how you held my face to kiss my tears away, how we looked into each others' eyes, and our parting words that night..."que sera sera".

 

Last night...

 

I still couldn't believe that I begged you to come pick me up, even if you wanted to get some sleep after your party. I was fueled with the fact that I may not be seeing you, holding you for a very long time. Unless the stars align that I be granted a chance at a "normal" life again, I will be practically a virtual lover...

 

Thank you for indulging me with last night's demand. You can breathe easier now...

 

Iloveyou, baby...que sera sera...

Edited December 30, 2009 by LadyLazarus

[Itto Ogami]

girl confessions...

Edited December 31, 2009 by IttoOgami

[LadyLazarus]

C,

 

I miss it...how we used to be. I was fun, you were fun. I was caring and affectionate w/o being clingy. You were exactly what I needed. Then after that weekend, we started to change, both of us...

 

I couldn't help but entertain doubts. What kind of friend would be calling you at 2,3 or 4 in the morning? I know you hate it when your girl suspects you're cheating, but logically speaking, the time between midnight and the time your friend called would have been enough to process the fact that you're on your way home and not out drinking with them.

I hate this...I love you. But I hope you understand why I'm reciprocating with such aloofness. I don't know if I'll ever get those pictures you took, or if/when we'll see each other again. Like I said, I am just here for you when you need me. I won't impose or "manipulate" (like you said) anymore. This time, I meant what I said. And if I don't hear from you again, then it only means you've moved on and decided to eliminate me totally from your life.

 

For now...bahala na...I still love you so much. I love you so much na tinitiis kita para di ka na mahirapan...

 

M

[Itto Ogami]

i don't know where i'm going.

all i know is that i want you there beside me.

 

 

...

[pencilbrain]

Holding On To Love

 

The days we spent together,

The times we've shared,

I forgot what it was like,

For you to be near.

 

The smile you put in my face,

The silent kiss,

Made me remember,

That it was you whom I missed.

 

I felt the warmth of your glance,

That had once touched my heart,

And I swore to my self,

That we should never part.

 

This is what will keep us together,

Even when we're miles away,

So that we can be one,

When we meet again someday.

 

But until that day comes,

I just want you to know,

I have never loved someone,

As much as I love you so.

[scofield]

Tine,

 

It breaks my heart knowing that we can not be together, i always felt it was destiny when we first met, with all those miscoms and our meet up almost did not materialize. Now i find myself wishing that i have met you sooner so that things could have been a lot more different and the circumstances we are in right now would have been different and i could have fought for what i am feeling. Everytime we meet makes leaving you so much harder, and we wanting more.

 

 

Lan

[monazario]

he left you black n blue,

without a word of explanation

and he took your love for granted

and he left you high and dry

but you know someday,

when you'll wonder what you see in him anyway,

when that day arrives will live on ocean drive

 

dont know why your so blue,

the suns' gonna shine on everything you do

and the sky, is so blue

the suns' gonna shine on everything you do.

Edited January 6, 2010 by monazario

[TanglewoodBoy]

to heR,

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY HEART AND SOUL!!

 

R

[StoicVampire]

I wrote this one a long time ago but she was the first one to read it.....

 

The mist hides the clouded thoughts of your face

A mystery of love and affection

With a smile and radiance thinning out in space

And a consciousness nowhere near the horizon

 

The bitterness of the chilling wind captured me

Warmth cannot escape and a lost soul to liberate

Mind in chaos and emotions running free

Please hold me now my angel innate

 

Entangled in the web of your voice

Drowning in the trench of sealed efforts

Lost in the labyrinth of never ending choice

And walking on thin ice with no arms to support

 

Hymn of the requiem starts to fade

As the loneliness brought by winter starts to shatter

I never thought I will give you permission to invade

To control and rescue these weary mind and heart of a stranger.

[Guest Riveria]

I know you will never read this, but I want everyone to know that I love you with all my heart and all my soul. You make me feel like I can fly. I'm in love with you even though I am thousands of miles away from you; I am forever by your side.

 

You have imperfections just like everyone else, but that is why I love you. You make me laugh; you make me cry tears of joy. I truly could not live my life without having you to talk to and to confide in. You know more about me than anyone, you know my thoughts, and you know my heart inside and out. You have a way of making my heart skip a beat, and I want you and the whole world to know, that I love you, Honey, and I will be forever yours. Thank you for showing me what kind of love all women deserve.

[BettyConfidential]

don't be surprised if you can't see me now. be surprised when I won't be there.

waiting.

[pencilbrain]

Treasures That Shine

 

In believing my heart

As I know its potential

Loving and caring

It was always essential

 

As blessings I count

With the joys to share

Holding the keys

While being self-aware

 

Reminder to myself

Love is the necessity

I passed it around

Always sharing happily

 

With wisdom pearls

Understanding of mine

As precious friends

Are treasures that shine

[lineofFire]

Empty Chair

 

everytime i pass the hallway, it's empty chair that i see.

i miss the person who used to sit there.

I miss the man who crack jokes on me,

hoe he call me with my full name.

i miss our morning coffee break, our lunch and dinner together.

i miss the night outs, our two bottles and a lot of stories to tell.

i miss how we pretend we like each other, but now i don't.

i cannot pretend anymore.

Cause what i said is what i really feel.

i miss you so much and i can't wait to see you again...

 

 

thats how i feel when u resigned...

[Maesternam]

he takes you out and he takes you up

cause he can show you so much

i go to bed and tomorrow again

there's a lot of work to be done

he gives you gold and he will promise you... See More

the whole world will be yours

i just cant tell you i love you so

even though my odds are low

 

im not an actor, im not a star

and i dont even have my own car

but im hoping as much that you'd stay

that you would love me anyway

 

the dirty games in the neon shows

this is the world he knows

watching the stars satisfies my soul

thinking of him makes me feel so cold

 

the fancy cars and the restaurant

youre just so fond of the man

sometimes i wonder if you are blind

cant you see he's got dirt on his mind

 

im not an actor, im not a star

and i dont even have my own car

but im hoping as much that you'd stay

that you would love me anyway

[Miss Zelda]

As soon as i heard you're leaving for Chicago, my heart sank. I'm used to talking to you everyday and even seeing you smile at me and laugh at my silll stories at home. I'm wondering when you get back, you'd still want me

 

love

 

owly