Writings of the Heart

[Guest biancaanne]

Two more weeks...then what?

Edited December 6, 2009 by biancaanne

[cbr600rr]

If I know what love is it's because I know you.

 

You are the reason for so many of the smiles I have,

and you're the one place my heart always want to go to

when it wants to feel grateful and glad.

 

If I know love is,

it's because my thoughts of you have such a

beautiful way of gently filling my soul...

[pencilbrain]

Far Away

 

This time, This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left

'Cause you know,

you know, you know

 

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing if

I don't see you anymore

 

On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all

I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

'Cause you know,

you know, you know

 

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing if

I don't see you anymore

 

So far away

Been far away for far too long

So far away

Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know

 

I wanted

I wanted you to stay

'Cause I needed

I need to hear you say

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I forgive you

For being away for far too long

So keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving

Hold on to me and, never let me go

[uaeboy25]

And we're just another piece of the puzzle,

Just another part of the plan;

And we have waited for this moment in time

Ever since the world began.

Edited December 10, 2009 by uaeboy25

[LadyLazarus]

My dear baby luv...I don't know what came over me last night that I was finally able to tell you most of what's been going on in my mind for the past week. I somehow felt what you confirmed, but I am immensely grateful for your honesty. Now I don't know what to do...

 

All that I know is that I do love you, and I truly believe that you love me, after what I said to you last night. This may be different from what we are both used to, you being able to read my mind and plan your actions to control me from being my ugly, bitchy, clingy self, and me being so upfront and asking you to be so upfront with me. But maybe this is a kind of different that's good for us. I know that your way of "handling" me helps me realize that I won't always have things go my way. And I hope that my asking you to talk about what you are thinking of and what you want to happen, would also somehow help you loosen up and let down your guard sometimes.It's been a poignantly wonderful month with you loving me. I want to make it last as long as we can make this last, difficult as it may be. I'm crazy about you, but I won't allow these feelings control me. That's part of the lesson I shall learn from you, being logical over being emotional.

 

I could only wait for and savor the day/days that you would be mine and mine alone...

[LadyLazarus]

How do you contain a heart overflowing with love?

 

When will you ever come to your senses and realize that sometimes, "sharing" and "sacrifice" are two words that aren't always meant to used to pertain to what is virtuous?

 

Who do you think will win at the end of all of this?

 

Why does love have to be so poignant?

[scofield]

You will always have a special place in my heart, from the moment i met you till know, your place in my heart keeps growing and growing. As we turn the pages of our lives, and we live such different lives, i only hope that i have touched your life as you have touched mine.

[cbr600rr]

There are few miracles in this world as amazing as love.

 

When it is true and real and lasting, it forms an unbreakable bondbetween two fortunate people.

It lives in the deepest part of the heart.

 

But it sneaks out as often as it can

.... to inspire a grin on the face,

a smile on the eyes,

a calm in the soul,

and a quiet gratitude in the days...

 

Love is giving & forgiving & can work wonders.

[StoicVampire]

I'm coming home

I've been gone for far too long

Do you remember me at all?

I'm leaving

Have I f#&ked things up again?

I'm dreaming

Too much time without you spent

 

It hurts

Wounds so sore

Now I'm torn, now I'm torn

I've been far away

When I see your face my heart's burst into fire

Hearts burst into fire

 

You're not alone

I know I'm far from home

Do you remember me at all?

I'm leaving

Do you wait for me again?

I'm screaming

No more days without you spent

 

It hurts

Wounds so sore

Now I'm torn, now I'm torn

I've been far away

When I see your face my heart's burst into fire

Hearts burst into fire

 

My bed's so cold, so lonely

No arms, just sheets to hold me

Has this world stopped turning?

Are we forever to be apart?

Forever to be apart

 

It hurts

Wounds so sore

Now I'm torn, now I'm torn

I've been far away

When I see your face my heart's burst into fire

Hearts burst into fire

 

(I'm coming home)

I've been gone for far too long

(I'm coming home)

Do you remember me at all?

 

Do you remember me at all?

 

I'm leaving

I'm screaming

I'm dreaming

When hearts burst into fire

[Guest biancaanne]

...and when I spoke to my best friend, she could only mention these over and over again:

 

Accept...

- when you don't get a text message or an advance notice

- when you know you can't be together

- that he will always choose the easier route even if he does really love you

- that his reality is not your reality

- the terms and conditions that his reality confronts you with

- every part and parcel of him, especially those few times you are together

- the fact that you will cry, it will continue to hurt...

 

Love unconditionally.

 

Be happy, as long as he is happy, even if your happiness is not shared.

 

...and when I was left alone to my thoughts, I could only repeat these words in my head over and over again:

 

Accept...

Love unconditionally...

Allow yourself to cry...

Be happy...

[persetan]

When I look at you, I see beauty so heart-breaking it reminds me how much of a little kid I still am. Making you smile or laugh, or simply smelling your hair, it hurts me when I have to let go. We talk about physical pain jokingly when I move slowly, but the real physical pain is keeping myself from touching you...from feeling anything, from keeping my feelings balled up.

 

I become so aware now of how to stop, how to keep from falling. How to stop staring...how to let go of your hand when I hold it. In the end, you go home to him...and I go home to her. But the few times that we are together, the space again becomes magnetic. I hope you never kiss me anymore, because it gets painful when I turn away. Even more painful when I see your smile, your understanding, your acceptance. That some things can never be...but we hope for the impossible...that maybe pigs can fly or something.

 

But I go home, and I am in love. And so are you...and nothing else matters again

[mitch20]

<span style='font-size:14pt;line-height:100%'><span style='font-size:14pt;line-height:100%'>Against all Odd's</span></span>

 

I'm a type of person who knows what I want… Just so happen that people are married means they can't be in love to someone else around them! I've proven that it is wrong…Why? Because I'm crazy in love with my girl right now and you know what's crazy about our relationship… Oh you might be surprized, why? We're both married, we both have partners on the side, She has his Daddy and I have my Wifey. We don't know why we fall inlove to each other that deep like where we are right now. We just don't know the answer because we don't what things to be more complicated, say we just live everyday of our lives loving each other… Crazy part is, she lives with her daddy, mine ain't here - working abroad

 

<span style='font-size:14pt;line-height:100%'>Here goes the story:</span>

 

She was my classmate, training for a job which involves talking over the phone solving other people's problem about their telephone… She's actually older than me and the fact that we're both married with our partners on the side.. I didn't mind her the first place, I was flirting with other girls then. Things didn't work out fine with the girl i was trying to flirt with' for all I know I just want that girl for sex - she was hot but her brain is some kinida empty. Then we started our group of four with my homie and other mommy figure on the side her and me… Our friendship was sweet because we always kiss each other goodbye before we go home after the training. We started going out eating breakfast - one funny day in the training I won a certain amount of money which I ended spending it with them. That was the start of it, It has been days when I stared to kiss her on her lips when doing goodbye's I don’t know if she noticed it - anyways for all I know, I'm doing the moves I can everytime I have the opportunity. It was just so nice to kiss someones lips which are so sweet and soft. I said to myself, this is it and nothing can stop me from loving her. I know that I'm beginning to like her and Im actually falling her for her. That was also the day when I noticed that she is indeed hot.

 

A lot of things passed by and I'm still doing my moves one way or another, that time I already knew that she knows what I'm doing. We went to our friends place and a lot of crazy things happened there. We had brunch there, I managed to take shower to drain the excess oils in my body, since our friend is kind enough to give me a squirt of a perfume which she eventually like because she started to hug and kissed me telling me that I really smell good… That was it:

 

I layed out the plans and everything has been planned without her knowing. It was a perfect plan, it was a Saturday, we had breakfst and strolled the mall until I managed to shhove the other two people away. Sems like highschool because I started the moves inside a movie house, While watching as if I'm watching - I started to caress her arms and we ended up kissing each other… That was cute, we did admit to each other that there's something in our personality which keeps us attached, say we simply like each other. We're simple people with attitude. At first things went just fine, maybe because we're both excited. Then things started to go wrong, people around us suspects that we are having an affair which is a no no for them knowing our status, I also started to be possesive and tends to be jealous to all people around her. But what can I do? I'd been loveless for almost a year now, yeah coming off from a bad ending which still ended to a friendship. One day she said "It's over - let's just be friends like before" I said NO! But she insisted……

 

That was one of the darkest moments I ever had… I wanted to die I'm asking myself why? When everything seems to be working just fine it'll be lost in a snap wwhheeww…. That was unfair, I said to mself, The next thing I know I was driving my way North to my ex-girlfriend's crib just to ask advice - stupid me I took in 12 tabs of DULCOLAX which resulted to my dehydration, then that's it I was abou to go somewhere else not sure where when I collapsed on her garage. My head hit a corner of table then I was unconcious for the next 8 hours. What I remember is that she was using my phone and she was the one who took care of everything… I don't know if she got affected with what had happen but it triggered to a new start…

 

Love is just like that… It strikes anywhere - once it start popping, you can’t stop! Again we found ourselves in each others arms crazy in-love with each other. We're not classmates anymore because we both decide to move on with our lives making our choices, she choose a day job - I choose a much better paying job. Things work out just fine, we were able to lay out a much better plan and schedule, we were able to understand each other more compared when we started this out. People will say we're crazy, NO - we're just simply in love and being honest to ourselves. I want to say sorry to those people which we might hurt, but then again, she managed to belive in my principle also "What you don't know, you don't hear and you don't see will not hurt you" and also "Life is a matter of choice". Since life is a matter of choice and we both made this choice we should live the consequences, struggles and hardship.

 

What can I say we're happy and we simply miss each other and fall in love to each other as the day passes by… Nothing, no one can stop us from loving each other especially right now that we're so attached. Can't imagne life without each other. We really don't make a lot of plans we just live everyday as a new day, just in case we'll have our own baby then it'll be okay. Im still looking forward of keeping her and starting a new family with her. Love is unfair - fun - aggressive and involves a lot of pain… People involve simply needs to make a choce to be in love or not… We're together for how many months now and life between us is simply getting better. We're simply in-love...

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By: Corvine Johnson aka: CJ

June 20, 2006 / Tuesday

DELL Facilty, Manila</span>

 

 

 

 

 

THUMBS UP AKO SAYO...GRABE!!!!!SANA OK DIN UNG MGING ENDING NG STORY NAMIN NG BF KO,,,,OUR STORY IS LIKE SA INYO,SINGLE NGA LNG AKO CYA UNG MARRIED,,,,,PERO IM STILL HOPING AND PRAYING THAT 1 DAY,MGISING AKO NA LEGAL NA KAMING 2,NA KAYA NA NYA AKO IPAGLABAN SA MAPANGHUSGANG LIPUNAN....CGE PO,BEST WISHIS SA INYO.......GODBLESS....

[Guest akocjobz]

its been 6 months since we broke up and to tell you honestly, im still not over you. im still hoping for something which you said is impossible. damn.

[pencilbrain]

Being Close In Thoughts

 

Having thoughts of you

On each and everyday

As I care so much more

Than my words can say

 

Still its through my pen

Writing thoughts of you

In the messages written

My feelings remain true

 

You are the inspiration

My dreams in the night

Feelings flow endlessly

Within the words I write

 

Love continues forever

Cherished in everyway

Being close in thoughts

You are never far away

[undressed]

ive been through a lot... but not anyone can accept all of me.

 

i was a psp before and can still remember some active guys here as my past clients

i wondered before if having that kind of life will i be able to find a person who will accept me in spite of my experiences... and the answer is yes

im happily married now and it feels like im living my life to the fullest everyday

still keep on falling in love with my hubby

 

 

 

i love my life!