RED2018 Posted July 25, 2013 Share Posted July 25, 2013 ibabahagi ko sa iyo ang mundong itinago ko sa iba… na habang binabayo mo ang aking tangi ay ihihimlay ko sa gitna ng malungkot mong mga ungol ang aking dangal… hindi ko rin kalilimutang ihandog sa iyo ang aking mga saloobin habang walang habas mong kinukutya ang aking balat ng mainit mong halik na lirip ng damdamin para sa akin… habang tayo’y nagniniig, ilalahad ko sa iyo ang aking buhay na hindi ko kailanman pinarinig sa iba, at pilit kong ‘di papansinin ang mga titig mo sa kabuuan ko na para bang hindi mo ako kilala… habang tayo’y nagniniig, luluha ako ng lihim sa likod ng anino ng gabing pinagkakanlungan mo upang sana’y masilip ko ang ngiti mong ilang beses mo nang ipinagkait sa akin… habang tayo’y nagniniig, hahayaan kong libakin mo ang aking pagsinta ng iyong mga pangakong pinarupok ng tawag ng laman na hindi natin kapwa matanggihan… habang tayo’y nagniniig, kakalimutan ko pansumandali ang mga pader na nakapagitan sa atin dahil habang tayo’y nagniniig, papaniwalain ko ang aking sarili na sa tuwing ang katawan nati’y nagiisa ang mga damdamin nati’y nagkakalapit… habang tayo’y nagniniig, hayaan mo sana akong papasukin ka at makita ang iyong mukha, pagsapit ng umaga… habang tayo’y nagniniig, iyayakap ko ang aking mga binti sa iyong balakang tulad ng pag yakap ko sa bawat sakit na iyong nararamdaman… habang tayo’y nagniniig, ilalapit kita sa aking puso’t isipan upang madama mo na maaari mo akong kapitan… habang tayo’y nagniniig, hayaan mo akong ibulong sa iyo ng paulit ulit ang iyong pangalan tanda na nais kong kilalanin at sambahin ka habang tayo’y nagniniig, tuturuan kita kung paanong sa aking kaluluwa sumipingbagamat batid kong katawan ko lamang ang nais mong angkinin… habang tayo’y nagniniig,hindi mo namamalayang nabuntis mo ako di lamang ng pagnanasa, kundi pati nang pag-ibig… Quote Link to comment
Astroglide Posted August 10, 2013 Share Posted August 10, 2013 to quote yoda: "Attachment leads to jealousy...train yourself to let go of everything you fear to lose." Quote Link to comment
Zanza Posted August 10, 2013 Share Posted August 10, 2013 Mahirap magmahal ng isang kagaya mo. Pero ang sarap mo magmahal eh. Sana totoo na ako lang ang tinuturi mong espesyal. Quote Link to comment
daddydrew Posted August 10, 2013 Share Posted August 10, 2013 How do I love thee:Let me count the ways:1. The way you respect me2. The way you are honest3. The way you are loyal4. The way you get mad when I call you pot pot5. The way you get mad when I call you pandak6. The way you show me support7. The way you have grown8. The ways you keep growing9. The way you are not shy (any more) to be yourself10. The way you are not shy (any more) to speak your mind11. The way you trust me12. The way you let me be me13. The way we have fun14. The way you whine15. The way we argue16. The way we make up17. The way you sleep on me18. The way you bug me 19. The way you teach me new things20. The way you let me teach you new things21. The way you are a good mother to your sisters kids22. The way you stand up for yourself23. The way you have built our house24. The way you take care of me 25. The way you worry about me26. The way you keep communicating with me27. The way you don’t keep your feelings hid28. The care you show for me29. The care you show for my family30. The choices you make to ensure our relationship grows strongerI could go on and on, but the most important reason I love you so much is because you love me so much more. I always tell you that I love you more, but truth be told, I feel deep inside that you will always have an advantage of loving me more. I have never seen anyone love a person the way you do, especially me and I am forever thankful to god for allowing us to find each other. I cannot, nor do I want to ever imagine my life without you being a part of it. No matter what trials we face, I know our love will guide us through and keep us stronger than any bond in this world. Thank you _______ ______________ ____________ for being my partner, best friend, wife in this thing called life. You make my life so complete and fulfilled, no one will ever replace you in my life. Quote Link to comment
neville Posted September 19, 2013 Share Posted September 19, 2013 After months of silence, you suddenly speak up to say you're coming back...next month. My heart's overwhelmed. I'm surprised I cried. Do I still love you? I don't know. I hope you do. Hoping against hope, I still wish you're Mr. Future Husband. Quote Link to comment
blubalz Posted September 19, 2013 Share Posted September 19, 2013 I just want to take you out and get you drunk so I can have my wicked way with youIm just being honest cause I know the other guys are thinking just the same way tooAnd Im not gonna lie and say that I will take you out to dance theres just no chance cause I dont even like the same music you doI just wanna have my wicked way with you Quote Link to comment
NightWriter Posted September 24, 2013 Share Posted September 24, 2013 I wish there's another way of saying that i'm in love with someone else. We thrive and we thrived, i know but the distance is too much to bare. I hope you'd understand. Quote Link to comment
neville Posted September 26, 2013 Share Posted September 26, 2013 What if you had the balls to respond to my letter and told me bluntly that i am indeed just a friend to you and nothing else? I would've moved on...and i wouldn't be so worked up by your imminent return. f#&k you. Quote Link to comment
juicypoozy Posted September 26, 2013 Share Posted September 26, 2013 Who would have imagined we'll reach this far? Kung drugs ka lang na OD at addicted na ko sa yo.. Quote Link to comment
Djteku Posted September 27, 2013 Share Posted September 27, 2013 I know by this time you read this letter I’m gone. I just want to tell you that I feel very lucky and thankful to God that I had a friend like you. I would also like you to know that I had left something inside, something I kept from you all these years. I love you Chris, not in a friendly way but as one who would feel like spending the rest of my life with. I have always loved you even from the start. I guess it’s getting fonder each day that’s why the happiest day of my life was when you were at my side. You just don’t know how I dreamed of you at night and wake up in the morning with the thoughts of you in my head. When you’re away from me, I can’t stop crying because I’m afraid you are with another girl. I just can’t bear to see you with another girl. I just want you all for myself. I may sound selfish but that’s how I feel. Each time you held me close to you was just like a dream come true. So many things I did so that you will learn to love me but I never saw a hint. I did everything to please you because I love you so much. I even tried to fool myself that you’re in love with me. So many nights I've cried when I think of myself unloved by you. And my heart speaks the truth for I cannot bear telling a lie to the one I love. Quote Link to comment
neville Posted October 7, 2013 Share Posted October 7, 2013 I wish i could quit you. I really wish i could. Why do you have to return to my home country, you assh*le? Why can't you stay in your country that's overflowing with spices? I hate you for being a spineless, cowardly dickhead. f#&k YOU. Quote Link to comment
CLIT TORRES Posted October 7, 2013 Share Posted October 7, 2013 When we said goodbye i was acting so cool and composed but deep inside it hurts so bad. But i have to take back the me that was lost when i fell in love with you. Im still racking my brains out if you loved me at all. Ang hirap maging priority sa buhay mo. Dami ko kalaban sa attention. Nanay mo kapatid mo at pati ba naman pamangkin mo kaagay ko sa oras mo? I dont see us being together in the near future since illussion ko kang yata ito. You are here pero yung utak at puso mo wala dito. I miss you so much but i need to let you go. Quote Link to comment
dama-di-rosso Posted October 10, 2013 Share Posted October 10, 2013 i didn't mind the empty fridge. food's almost spoiled anyway. it's not even the thick dirt nor the smelly soiled clothes lying all over the place.who cared about those amorous phone conversations you placed? how about the unwashed dishes that stayed in the sink for days?oh boy, you may have had the best enunciation in the useless pack i metand you've read millions of books i wouldn't dare imagineand your tall, dark physique created the illusion of reliability and protectionbut all of those never erased the fact, that you were a bum. a useless bum.i have enough trophies in my shelf. no space for another one. and hey, don't give me that surprised look. i wanna remember you as a guy, not as a goat who regrets letting the grass die. Quote Link to comment
jsa2009 Posted October 13, 2013 Share Posted October 13, 2013 i only have one thing in mind right now that is you that i have only one wish that is your true happiness that what i am aiming for is to be part of your life Quote Link to comment
neville Posted October 13, 2013 Share Posted October 13, 2013 You're here. You're truly here. I congratulate myself for acting normally in front of the group. I'm grateful that in everybody's excitement and happiness to see you, I can safely become a wallflower. My real challenge is when it's just the two of us. Tarantado ka kasi. Gago. Quote Link to comment
blubalz Posted October 13, 2013 Share Posted October 13, 2013 You're here. You're truly here. I congratulate myself for acting normally in front of the group. I'm grateful that in everybody's excitement and happiness to see you, I can safely become a wallflower. My real challenge is when it's just the two of us. Tarantado ka kasi. Gago. How do u keep so much hatred inside when u could just opt to "ctrl+alt+del" and all those negative emo will be gone. U deserve to be happy. U deserve someone else. Smile always. Quote Link to comment
neville Posted October 13, 2013 Share Posted October 13, 2013 How do u keep so much hatred inside when u could just opt to "ctrl+alt+del" and all those negative emo will be gone. U deserve to be happy. U deserve someone else. Smile always. I have no other place to vent out how I really feel, how frustrated I am with myself for failing to move on. Only here. It may be possible to easily move on if he has not returned. But he has; and for at least a few months, I have no way to avoid him thanks to a weekly group activity. Save for one person, nobody knew about our rift. They all think that things are good between the two of us. I'm done doing the lovesick fool scene. Humor me as I slowly flush him out of my system. *** Thank you for the encouragement. I don't deserve someone else now. I deserve a better me. :-) Quote Link to comment
blubalz Posted October 13, 2013 Share Posted October 13, 2013 We are a product of our choices. Choose to be happy. Choose to move on and the world would move towards that direction too. Move on, take one step at a time soon enough you'll be living a life you deserve you will be loving yourself again. As you take those little steps dont forget to smile it would make things easy. Quote Link to comment
deathscythe0402 Posted October 14, 2013 Share Posted October 14, 2013 Pag nagmahal ka ng isang tao, mahalin mo siya kung sino sya at hindi para baguhin para maging isang taong gusto mong maging siya. (based on my personal experience) Quote Link to comment
jsa2009 Posted October 14, 2013 Share Posted October 14, 2013 gave you everything - my skills - my knowledge - my time - my wealth - my wisdom - my life what else do you want? don't you get it? guess not... Quote Link to comment
NightWriter Posted October 15, 2013 Share Posted October 15, 2013 Dear.... I like it when you look at me after we had sex. It's that look of satisfaction of your face after our 6th inning. You keep on going and going and going! Like the energizer bunny that you are. Lisa Quote Link to comment
Mister.Jay Posted October 16, 2013 Share Posted October 16, 2013 They say the past haunts you. But for me, it's the memory of the moment. A moment that defines who you are right now. Quote Link to comment
blubalz Posted October 16, 2013 Share Posted October 16, 2013 I know this post is prolly not addressed to me but somehow this made my day. Thanks for the positive insight! God speed My pleasure,Ma'am. I live to combat negativism and spread positivity. invest ur energy in living a meanigful life and on things (or person/s) that matters. Be happy always. Quote Link to comment
neville Posted October 22, 2013 Share Posted October 22, 2013 (edited) And tomorrow will be the first day that we will be alone in one place. I half expect a fight to ensue between us. A fight that will clear the air. I'd rather argue with you like we do before when we drive each other up the wall, than not talk at all. An argument like Ron's and Hermione's is better than their cold war, right? I know you have many issues, I hope you initiate to fix ours. I miss you. I really do. Edited October 22, 2013 by neville Quote Link to comment
RED2018 Posted October 22, 2013 Share Posted October 22, 2013 the mere sight and sound of you would always want me to dream with my eyes open... Quote Link to comment
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