Writings of the Heart

[daphne loves derby]

Your strong words are a dagger in my heart.

 

You don't care even if i fall apart.

 

I miss you...

 

I need you...

 

 

 

There is still a mystery that i cannot resist.

 

Rip my heart out, judge me from my past,

 

your too cruel, I'll let you bleed with me.

 

This soul is much harder than you thought.

 

I'll forget you oh sure, you don't deserve to be remembered.

 

I miss you...

 

I need you...

 

 

 

My heart and my soul is corrupted with vengeance.

 

I'll drown you out so you'd feel my suffocation from you.

 

Damn I'm so stupid, giving up all that i have and do,

 

But I enjoyed it and that's what it makes this heart fall for you.

 

 

 

I will not give up.. I will not give in...

 

You'll see.....

[shhhhhh]

the truth is:

i would love to write you letters.

but i know that when we fall apart,

you will burn each and every one of them without another thought,

not realizing that what i wrote will always be true,

not knowing that they will always mean something to me to you.

[neville]

I don't know how to play the game. I don't know how to express what i really want.

 

Cut though my crap and assert yourself that you wish to be with me.

 

That, i know, is how you'll end up with me.

[shhhhhh]

Samantha,

I have to tell you this and you need to hear it. I loved you since I met you, but I wouldn’t allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead, making decisions soaked with fear… Today, because of you… what I learned from you; every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed… and I’ve learned that if you do that, then you’re living your life fully… it doesn’t matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Samantha if not for today, if not for you I would never have known love at all… So thank you for being the person who taught me to love… and to be love.

Ian

[daphne loves derby]

It's too simple that of a story,

Her heart is where she want it to be.

3 to 4 years is passing,

is there something missing?

 

She thought it was destiny,

just like everyone who lived and see.

But she really don't understand.

is love really blind?

 

She gave everything as much,

to think that would make them match.

So far you think its working?

Or is it yourself your really fooling?

 

"Everything will be worth it" - you said..

That your love for each other will never be dead.

Wait, is it tears that i am seeing?

When are you gonna do something, to stop it from falling?

 

She'll be glad to know its just normal.

And as I analyze, you only act natural.

That to love with pain is true and sincere,

Always hoping the end to misery will be near?!

[shhhhhh]

Of course, I like you.

You're fun to be around.

You're smart. You're very cute.

You're different.

You're crazy.

You're perfect in an imperfect way.

You always speak your mind.

You have the best laugh.

Of course, I like you.

You're you.

[pretty mayumi]

[pretty mayumi]

Time passes.

Distance separates.

Men don't do what they're supposed to do.

Hearts break.

Women think what they want to think.

Colleagues forget favors.

Jobs come and go.

Careers end.

 

...and life happens.

 

...But the world would not be the same without you.

but it'll continue to revolve.

[shhhhhh]

I am not demanding, I am asking you to love me for what I am....

[Cuddly Babe]

Hindi lahat ng nagmamahalan magkasama...

Hindi lahat ng magkasama nagmamahalan...

[daphne loves derby]

A mind full of sanity, good thing they invented the PSP.

You pretend to be indestructible,

But deep inside your heart your just too disabled.

 

You chased away demons,

you run from all these persons.

What is it that you want?

Are you waiting for everyone to fall apart?

 

Pls. listen, all we wanted is what is best for you.

Don't get them wrong, cause what everyone say is true.

Pride is the one killing yourself,

Don't forget everyone you ignore were all the one's left.

This is not you, your better than this,

Life is cruel, of course everyone miss.

Your not alone, just hold on for one more breath.

And we will all be there for you, just learn to help yourself.

[daphne loves derby]

My ex sent me this song today.. ewan ko ba.. naiyak ako when I heard it.. ganito na kse nararamdaman ko kay current ngayon. So ironic. Sigh. Eto yun lyrics:

 

We're Gonna Be Ok

 

Do you understand what you're doing to me? I'm starting to think that you don't love me anymore, don't love me anymore. It's been so long since I felt close to you and no matter what I do I can't help but feel ignored, help but feel ignored. I want so badly for you to love me like the way that you use to. Back when we were brand new.

 

Baby if you could only understand, this happens to the best of them.

 

Chorus: We're gonna be ok. Quit pushing me away I know that we've been distant and things are a little different but we can find a way there's always better days. So instead of "we're over" hold me closer and say we're gonna be ok.

 

Well I wasn't sure how you felt about me, but I could tell that you weren't happy anymore, you weren't happy anymore. I didn't want to smother you so I gave you space thinking that would do, but all it did was push you out the door. If I said I'm sorry would you forgive me and let me love you the way I use to.

 

I'll try my best to let you know when I feel we might be letting go. Cuz I'd rather take that chance then feel this all again but if so

 

We can find a way, there's always better days. So instead of "we're over" hold me closer and say (chorus)

 

maybe this song will suit you.

 

"The last something that meant anything" by Mayday Parade - check it on youtube

 

- "i'll be ok", is that what you want me to say??,

[daphne loves derby]

things are just aint right,

falling for u then gives me a lot of might.

We tried to enjoy this borrowed time,

and we feel love and happiness all the time.

But suddenly things were drifting apart,

no wonder why you left me alone in the dark.

but I know it's just part of this life,

just like when you cut me like a knife.

and i bleed...

sure it will heal,

i'll just close my eyes, so i wont feel.

and I wont need your caring arms ever,

For you and I is surely over.

Its good for us both, i feel better now of what i wrote.

thank you for making me special, i'll still be right here no matter what kind of trials.

I wont hold a grudge for my heart is not made to bend

you'l always be a friend, I guess well help each other still, in the end.

[neville]

I wish I can talk to you again.

 

I guess I do miss you. :-)

[shhhhhh]

"in our next lifetime, i'll meet you again...."