balitakutsero Posted September 30, 2011 Share Posted September 30, 2011 This was way back my high school days... parang kahapon lang tuwing maaalala ko, and napapangiti ako at napapailing whenever that happens. I was a Senior, she was a sophomore. Being a straight-A student (grade-A dork), I only cared about my studies. Hey, I was only fourteen back then. We were of the same age. I had this bestfriend who was the biggest campus crush and the most popular student. Of course hindi naman ako patatalo, I wasn't sharing the limelight with him bearing the title "the hottie's best friend". No, I had my own legend. Although I have to admit, he had genuine admirers (I don't know how to say 'suitor' without it sounding masculine), and I only had fans. It was around September, so it was Student Government elections week. He ran for president, and I was his campaign manager. While he was doing his 'cutesies' at section F, there was this girl who just caught my eye. She was sitting near the window, and the sunlight made her eyes shine. I only realized I was staring at her when my bestfriend tapped me at my shoulder and said, "Hoy, ikaw na... pakilala mo naman sila". I kept glancing at her while I did my spiel, and she was glancing back. Long story short, she became my first official crush. However, I found out na si bestfriend ang type nya. When I asked bestfriend if he likes her, he just shrugged and said, "She's pretty. Who knows?" We didn't have that "Bros before hoes" thing, so I decided to befriend her. I succeeded. We started to be casual about each other, then progressed to the "shoulder slap" closeness, then the "hang-out after class" closeness. But I never courted her. In fact, I left school without even saying goodbye to her (I didn't attend graduation). Thing is, I was too young to actually think about falling in love at that time. Pero hindi ko pa din maipaliwanag kung bakit ganun na lang 'yung panghihinayang ko nang sabihin sa'kin ng bestfriend nya ang ganito: "Hinahanap ka ni Carla nung graduation. Umiyak kasi hindi ka dumating. May sasabihin daw sa'yong importante. Alam mo Rush, lagi ka na nyang bukambibig simula noong Valentine's. Eto nga pala 'yung card niya para sa'yo nun. Ninakaw ko lang 'yan sa kanya, nahihiya kasi siyang ibigay kaya hindi na lang niya tinuloy." Inside the card was the refrain part of the song "Best In Me" by Blue (which was our favorite song at that time): 'Cause you bring out the best in meLike no one else can doThat's why I'm by your sideThat's why I love you I never saw her again, and it's been a decade ago. Hanggang ngayon, whenever I see her card and the only picture we have together, I still ask that "What If" to myself. Wow! Nakaktouch nman to! Quote Link to comment
Daddy's tart Posted October 13, 2011 Share Posted October 13, 2011 What if i was a bitch... maybe i had the guy i like for myself. Quote Link to comment
hottie22 Posted March 27, 2012 Share Posted March 27, 2012 if only i cud turn back time...wala ako d2 haha graduate na sana ako.. Quote Link to comment
itoi12 Posted March 27, 2012 Share Posted March 27, 2012 What if i knew early in life that financial ignorrance is expensive... Quote Link to comment
SaintPeter5858 Posted March 29, 2012 Share Posted March 29, 2012 What if nag-asawa na lang kaya ako? Quote Link to comment
Guest Riveria Posted March 29, 2012 Share Posted March 29, 2012 If only I trusted him and if only i was not paranoid then everything will be okay for us up to this time. Quote Link to comment
SaintPeter5858 Posted March 30, 2012 Share Posted March 30, 2012 What if I decided without consulting my parents? Wouldn't it be better? Quote Link to comment
U.P. AdMU2008 Posted April 3, 2012 Share Posted April 3, 2012 what if maging single ako forever? Quote Link to comment
SaintPeter5858 Posted April 6, 2012 Share Posted April 6, 2012 What if nagka-baby na ko? Quote Link to comment
U.P. AdMU2008 Posted April 8, 2012 Share Posted April 8, 2012 Waht if nag-asawa na ko? Quote Link to comment
lotus08 Posted April 16, 2012 Share Posted April 16, 2012 (edited) what if... I am still single when I met you .. Edited April 16, 2012 by lotus08 Quote Link to comment
stalemate Posted April 16, 2012 Share Posted April 16, 2012 ...i have two hearts? ...Sana dalawa ang puso koHindi na sana nalilito kung sino sa inyoSana dalawa ang puso koHindi na sana kailangan pang pumili sa inyo... Quote Link to comment
U.P. AdMU2008 Posted April 17, 2012 Share Posted April 17, 2012 what if di na ko nag-aral? Quote Link to comment
SaintPeter5858 Posted April 20, 2012 Share Posted April 20, 2012 If lumipat kaya ako sa Vancouver? Quote Link to comment
lonelylooker Posted April 20, 2012 Share Posted April 20, 2012 Di na sana ako nag career change at pumayag sa erpat ko na tapusin ung kurso na sya ang may gusto... but well andun na yun you justhave to strive hard to find what's really in our heart's desire just like what Forrest Gump says ..... "LIFE IS LIKE A BOX OF CHOCOLATE ... YOU'LL NEVER EXPECT WHAT WILL YOU GET" ( KUNG MALI MGA BRO PAKI CORRECT NA LANG AKO... NAKALIMUTAN KO NA KASE ANG EXACT WORDS NA SINABI NYA , HEHEHEH ) Quote Link to comment
SaintPeter5858 Posted April 23, 2012 Share Posted April 23, 2012 what if I leave the Phils for good? Quote Link to comment
starfireheart Posted April 23, 2012 Share Posted April 23, 2012 What if I didn't met you? Quote Link to comment
SaintPeter5858 Posted April 24, 2012 Share Posted April 24, 2012 If only I changed my main business... Quote Link to comment
U.P. AdMU2008 Posted April 27, 2012 Share Posted April 27, 2012 What if pumunta kaya ako sa province? Quote Link to comment
chrispt21 Posted May 1, 2012 Share Posted May 1, 2012 What if we meet again at the crossroads? Quote Link to comment
SaintPeter5858 Posted May 2, 2012 Share Posted May 2, 2012 What if I'll marry next year? what will happen? Quote Link to comment
Chi-Chi Posted November 27, 2012 Share Posted November 27, 2012 If I stayed in the PI and did not move O'seas 10 years ago I wonder who I am now.. Quote Link to comment
clandestinecuddles Posted November 27, 2012 Share Posted November 27, 2012 What if you were the one i married? Quote Link to comment
shampooh Posted November 28, 2012 Share Posted November 28, 2012 What if hindi na lang ako umalis Quote Link to comment
saw Posted December 7, 2012 Share Posted December 7, 2012 IF ONLY I WAS SMALLER! Quote Link to comment
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