Memento Mori Posted January 12 Share Posted January 12 On 1/10/2025 at 1:18 PM, Memento Mori said: Hello fellow GMs. I have been in MTC since 2017. But I signed up for a new MTC just to post in this thread/section of the forum. sorry if medyo malabo or disoriented yung construction ng post na to since medyo di ko parin tanggap yung situation na alam ko naman ding ako din ang at fault. firstly, may be this is the universe punishing me for being unfaithful to a good marriage. had been on and off to this hobby of spakol/MPs since 2017 at usually solo gaming lang at wala talagang nakakaalam. Sabi ko lagi sa sarili ko every after session Last na to last na to. and then just this week. After an MP session a couple of days went by… Tapos one morning just noticed some “pimple like” lesions sa may pubic area ko. Peri nung una sabi ko baka sa pag kaka shave ko lang kasi madalas talaga ako nag sshave ng pubes. Syempre praning pero sabi ko “hmm nag condom naman ako. Baka nga irritation lang siguro..” tapos after a day lang napansin ko parang medyo iba na parang may burning sensation na sa area na may pimple hanggang sa ilang days pa nakalipas I felt burning sensation from the area papuntang balls ko. And yung lymph nodes ko sa bandang singit swollen and tender din. Tapos ayun syempre nag search search muna ako YT, google, etc. Kasi minsan lumalabas baka folliculitis lang pero madalas talaga na same sa nararamdaman ko is Herpes. Until today finally, went to a STI Doctor, para akong nagconfess sa mga kagagaguhan ko and when the Doc examined my genital area ilang segundo palang “Onga, herpetic lesions nga ito. We need to start antiviral meds and some antibiotics, you will need to have shots of HPV vaccine and blood screening for HIV and other STDs.” Tumigil mundo ko for ilang seconds na parang nabibingi ako. Parang nag flashback lahat ng mga ginawa ko. Kasi even di pa sinasabi ng Doctor alam ko na once na nakakuha ka ng HSV it will stay dormant sa katawan mo… forever. Sabi ko nalang sa sarili ko “ What the fuck have I done to my life. Paano ko to sasabihin sa asawa ko.” Now I am devasted. I feel sick to my stomach habang iniinom ko yung first dose ko ng acyclovir at cloxacillin habang nag ttype at binabasa yung brochure ng clinic about STDs. Di ko alam gagawin Im at lost and kaya ko na post to kasi if ever man may katulad ko na situation.. how did you deal with it? and sa mga nag babalak na pumasok sa “hobby” na to.. make sure you understand na not all STDs maiiwasan ng just wearing a condom. Sana may nag advice sakin dati pa… To anyone who’s going to ask kung saang MP.. I think sa context ng HSV/Herpes, irrelevant kung saan. Kasi naka condom ako and yet still got infected… hard lesson learned: the condom only protect where it covers. Quote Link to comment
plug Posted January 12 Share Posted January 12 3 hours ago, Memento Mori said: … hard lesson learned: the condom only protect where it covers. Bali ganoon nga kasi minsan yung cd na provided ni mpa parang kapos dahil baka mumurahin or low quality. Kaya dapat may sarili kang dala. Either yung sa iyo ang gamitin mo to have some confidence or ipalit mo kung hindi ka comfortable sa provided ni mpa. Quote Link to comment
Memento Mori Posted January 12 Share Posted January 12 5 hours ago, plug said: Bali ganoon nga kasi minsan yung cd na provided ni mpa parang kapos dahil baka mumurahin or low quality. Kaya dapat may sarili kang dala. Either yung sa iyo ang gamitin mo to have some confidence or ipalit mo kung hindi ka comfortable sa provided ni mpa. I think hindi sa quality ng cd.. it’s just pwede siya makuha ng skin to skin contact or bj. yun nga din akala ko. Safe na ako kahit balot ng cd.. yet here I am. Sana mas informed ako dati pa na hindi 100% ang cd from all STIs especially sa HSV. Quote Link to comment
courtesanhunter Posted January 13 Share Posted January 13 17 hours ago, Memento Mori said: To anyone who’s going to ask kung saang MP.. I think sa context ng HSV/Herpes, irrelevant kung saan. Kasi naka condom ako and yet still got infected… hard lesson learned: the condom only protect where it covers. nagshave ka ba sir bago ka nag avail? baka sa small cuts dahil sa pagseshave kaya ka nagkaroon ng skin opening. anyway. sa opinyon ko relevant naman na tanong kung saang establishment yun. kasi makakatulong na malaman kung saan may suspected na active carrier. or at least kindly ask their management na ipacheck up yung therapist nila. Quote Link to comment
plug Posted January 13 Share Posted January 13 12 hours ago, Memento Mori said: I think hindi sa quality ng cd.. it’s just pwede siya makuha ng skin to skin contact or bj. yun nga din akala ko. Safe na ako kahit balot ng cd.. yet here I am. Sana mas informed ako dati pa na hindi 100% ang cd from all STIs especially sa HSV. 4 hours ago, courtesanhunter said: nagshave ka ba sir bago ka nag avail? baka sa small cuts dahil sa pagseshave kaya ka nagkaroon ng skin opening. Kung sabagay mabuti hindi umabot ang sa akin sa ganyan. Natuto tuloy akong hwag isagad para hindi umabot sa skin to skin contact in few months while building confidence para balik bisyo. Lalo na pag basang basa si girl na dama mo nababasa ang paligid ng puno ng ari so with the hair. Minsan may supladang mpa pagsabihan ka pag nagpapahid ka ng maraming alcohol after shower makatapos ang deed. Offended ata dahil malinis naman daw siya. As a practice I make sure I am shaved a few days bago encounter para tuyo at magaling na yung shaved area. Kita naman na namumula at minsan may gasgas. After which apply alcohol mahapdi nga lang. Kanya kanya lang talagang pagiingat or avoid mga providers. Quote Link to comment
roxascity12345 Posted January 14 Share Posted January 14 Scary naman yan...makes me rethink sa bisyo na to. Kakabalik ko lang.haha. Though may regular retired thera ako na kinukuha, pero minsan kumukuha ako sa spa kasi nandyan lang, accessible ba. Yun pla pati mga sakit accessible din.haha Quote Link to comment
roxascity12345 Posted January 14 Share Posted January 14 Kahit sa hj din ata, nakukuha din ang herpes... Quote Link to comment
weekend warrior Posted January 14 Share Posted January 14 Feeling ko marami talaga tinatamaan. Mga nananahimik na lang. Yung mga basta di na nagologin dito baka nadale na ng sakit yun haha Quote Link to comment
markus_cruzade Posted January 14 Share Posted January 14 On 4/4/2024 at 12:23 PM, Liebe said: Siguro malakas lang ang immune system mo pero better na mag precaution pa rin para iwas aberya. Its not about the immune system. Marami kasi factors for a transmission to occur. Quote Link to comment
markus_cruzade Posted January 14 Share Posted January 14 On 7/2/2024 at 2:32 AM, Blitzkrig said: Anu po ba mga boss ang ibig sabihin ng result sa hiv test na indeterminate, nagtataka lang ako bakit ganun yun lumabas sa result sa medical ko ng hiv. Yun asawa ko nag pa test din agad last week peru negative naman sa kanya result. Last sex namin is dec 2023 last year. Anditu po kase ako sa abroad, wala na naman ako iba nakaka sex ditu bukod sa asawa ko nun na nasa pinas pa ako. I think this is similar sa faint/ false-positive. Yun screening from San Lazaro magvavalidate if reactive or non-reactive. Quote Link to comment
Memento Mori Posted January 14 Share Posted January 14 Just got my other blood test results: HIV, hepa b, Syphilis. all are negative. my Herpes Outbreak still hurts like sh*t. Quote Link to comment
Memento Mori Posted January 14 Share Posted January 14 18 hours ago, roxascity12345 said: Scary naman yan...makes me rethink sa bisyo na to. Kakabalik ko lang.haha. Though may regular retired thera ako na kinukuha, pero minsan kumukuha ako sa spa kasi nandyan lang, accessible ba. Yun pla pati mga sakit accessible din.haha If only may nag bro to bro talk sakin about sa bisyo na to.. 18 hours ago, roxascity12345 said: Kahit sa hj din ata, nakukuha din ang herpes... hindi naman ata.. unless may active na outbreak na nahawakan tapos tinouch sa genital. pero based sa doctor makukuha siya sa Oral Sex, Vaginal Sex and Anal Sex. 15 hours ago, weekend warrior said: Feeling ko marami talaga tinatamaan. Mga nananahimik na lang. Yung mga basta di na nagologin dito baka nadale na ng sakit yun haha i think so too… Quote Link to comment
k3vgam3r Posted January 15 Share Posted January 15 Safer ba if MTC magbook? 1st timer here pa-advice mga OG! gusto ko tlga itry. Quote Link to comment
roxascity12345 Posted January 16 Share Posted January 16 On 1/14/2025 at 9:34 PM, Memento Mori said: Just got my other blood test results: HIV, hepa b, Syphilis. all are negative. my Herpes Outbreak still hurts like sh*t. Naku po...ayawan na.haha Quote Link to comment
vanderboy Posted January 16 Share Posted January 16 17 hours ago, k3vgam3r said: Safer ba if MTC magbook? 1st timer here pa-advice mga OG! gusto ko tlga itry. Yes, suggest you go for those with good FR's muna boss. Key word "safer" but not really safe.. as you can see from this thread Quote Link to comment
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