Viola

Member since 2003. Lost my old handle. Forgot password. And also i avoided a certain someone. Broke my heart.

Came back 2006 with a new handle. On and off on this site. 

Met a lot on group EBs. There was one in Morato. Met jhorps(?) I cant remember the exact handle. Met a bunch of others too.

Some of the south group used to tambay at a gas station inside my village. One can go there at any night and find a member to chat with, smoke with or have coffee with. No pressure to hook up. Just plain companionship.

A group of mtc women used to hang out at gloria jeans in glorietta. Met macy, seiki(?), Tessa(?). Sorry if i cant remember the exact handles.

Got set up on a blind date, which i can say is the worst date ever. 

Found out sebyang was a former officemate.

Met someone outside of the metrowalk party. It might be the annual party. Introduced him to mtc(bad idea). He and i dated but broke up eventually.

Last EB was a group coffee eb a few years ago with fem, Alex, and some others i forgot the handle.

Mtc at the start was full of young professionals. Fell in love with an IT guy from here. Inaway pa nga ko ng isa sa mga sikat because that guy and i were all lovey dovey here and my guy said she likes him.

Now im no longer young. Mtc has completely changed. But i can always look back to the good old days.

Painting. You just zone out and then you dont realize how much time has passed

Well im turning 40 next year... 

I started my low cal.diet this week. So everything is just in reduced portions. So far ive lost 1kg in 5days. Anybody care to share their weekly meal plans?

I was about to give up on this new diet because i have headaches and low energy. But i lost 1kg in 5days. So that made me smile. Maybe im still adjusting to the new diet. I will continue it and hope to lose more weight 

Career na lang. Sobrang malas naman sa love life eh

Yung huling usap nyo, sabi nya talk to you tonight. Tapos hindi na nagparamdam. Nagmukha kang tanga kakahintay. Di mo alam kung may nagawa ka bang mali. 

Books. Always.

Yesterday, he called me beautiful and amazing.

Today, he is gone. 

I miss our long talks

Define fling? It is still quite vague for me. Is it an exclusive relationship but you both know it'll end soon because none of you are really serious about it. Or is it an ONS, FWB, FUBU?

Many many years ago, when I was still in my early 20s, young, vibrant and full of options, I would say no. Why should I have a non-serious relationship when Im young and men are interested.

Now that Im closing in on 40 and Im still single, and those interested are as rare as a unicorn... Im all for a non-serious exclusive relationship.  

I recognize there are needs one has to address. However, pandemic struck and stuck and so been holding off on urges for years now.

Im still not interested in married or attached men. Not into ONS as well. But a fling might be nice. As long you both draw very clear lines.

I havent had real sex for years. Lately i just play with my toys and truthfully, i think they are a tad bit more efficient.

Zeroing out my cards. I just paid the last payment for one card. Now on to another card. In my calculations, i should be credit card debt free by october next year.

Someone changed.

Im always here for you.

I will never hurt you.

I wont stop.

Most of the time, these are just words.

Sometimes, they are promises one cannot keep.

Two big blows and the week has just started.

You say you never want to hurt me consciously and unconsciously

You just did. Big time.

I want to for 2021 sana

I ordered burgers last friday from Big Brat Burger. Im not sure if they have branches elsewhere. Price range is 250-300 for 1/2 to 1 pound patties.

I ordered the biggest one they have, 1 pound pattie. I couldnt finish it. It is aa big as half my head too.

After eating half of it... I felt dizzy. Checked my BP and it was slightly elevates.

The grease and calories. It was yummy too.

There is a british tea brand. They have different blends. I forgot the name but whwnver i go grocery shopping i look for it as the packaging is blue. It is a blend of chamomile and lavender and other stuff.

The box says something like "snore&relax(?)". The blend is suppoded to give you a good night's sleep. And it works for me. Whenever insomnia kicks in, i drink this tea and i have the best sleep in the world.

I havent gone grocery shopping in SM this entire pandemic so i dont have stocks anymore.

Gave you a couple of days. Im done.

Im not gonna be the first one to fold. Give up or lose. Your choice.

And while you are pondering, I already started detaching myself.

Go away.

Palm corned beef

Having a fastfood burger joint as neighbor is just so convenient ........

 

 

I agree. Mcdonalds is just 5mins walk from where i live. How come your burger looks better than what we usually get from mcdo? Your fries too.

Burger Mcdo.jpg

Craving for burger for several days now. Any recommendation near paranaque?