Viola

Pwede bang iiyak ko na lang 'to. 

Isang tawag lang sa ex mo, confused ka na? Tapos sinabi ko na, ako na mag give way. Bumalik ka na sa kanya, ayaw mo din. You can't have us both. You need to choose. 

To the boy who ghosted me the day after Christmas.  You had a special place in my heart. I will always wish you good things. I know now that I don't deserve you, I deserve more.

To the one making me smile now, I don't know where things will go. But I will just cherish our time together and see where life takes us. You might not say it, but I can see how you feel in your eyes and all your actions. I only wanted to flirt with you, I didn't expect it will turn out this way. When I was confused, when I wanted to let go, you held on to me. Im glad you did. 

May mga araw na malungkot, may mga araw na masaya. Today is a sad day. 

So what does being an important person to someone mean? Ayaw mag label, pero pag sinabi mong itigil na, iiyakan ka? If asked, what am i? Important person lang. Ano un? 

Sa mga guys, ano ibig sabihin nun? He cant say he likes me, pano pa kaya love. Pero iiyakan ka pag gusto mo na lumayo. Bakit? 

Sa understanding ko, if a man likes/loves a woman, he can definitely say it. 

So eto na naman kami, i'll try to end things with him and he'll pull me back in. 

Im getting tired na rin. Baka this time, move on na ko. 

Tonight, I just need someone to talk to. 

So stressed

Iiyak na lang. Getting your heart broken sucks.

Well.. selosa pa rin pala ako. 

Well... This process hurts.

Woke up because of a nightmare. I started hyperventilating and my body was shaking. Until now im shaking. Times like now, i wish i were in someone's arms. 

Ay nakakainis talaga!!!

Burning the midnight candle again..need someone to talk to and keep me company

I tried. It didnt work out. I knew it didnt stand a chance from the start. There's just too many things stacked against us. 

Now, I'll just brace myself for the inevitable. 

Needless to say, im very sad 

They say some good things never last. At least it felt good for a while. Back to regular programming... Where my heart aches

Finally, something good happened.

I feel like im being strung along. That's it. Or im overthinking again to sabotage this. 

Im quite upset today

I gave you my time. You wasted it by not being truthful. Im done with you.

Im moving at my own pace, not yours. Im not waiting around for someone flaky and uncertain. 

Anybody still up? Penge kausap. I just got off a stupid meeting.

Vday na bukas. Wala akong ka date. #sawi 

I guess i'll just do overtime

I cant sleep again. This booster shot is keeping me up with a bad headache

Wala akong date nung bday ko, sana naman sa vday meron. 

So stressed. I have a guest that won't go away. Eventhough I clearly asked her to go home already 

Spent the weekend with my bestfriend which is fine. But it is now Monday and i have things to do and i cant get anything done because she's still here.

Im very stressed 

I just want an effing drink.