simon b

hey,

somebody sent me mechado. i cant go to the party so they sent me food.

smells good, looks good. with dinurado rice too! i was actually looking forward to tuna sisig to go with cold, cold beer

but this really smells real good. i'm about to devour this and then i remember you...what are you having for dinner? with who?

well, i hope you are having fun.

looking at your soft face...wondering, will you eat with me like this? in front of the vaio, amidst sheets of paper and folders and paints and brushes...

me, in 3-day stubble, week old levi's, fila sandals...

you, in a soft flowing sun dress, smiling, with soft loving eyes...

good food has this dreamy effect on me...

first bite is for you...

s

masarap na kape

di inasukalan

magandang mukha

ansarap tingnan

nakakatulala

at nakakaaliw

kundi mag-iingat

baka mabaliw...

hey,

brewed colombian coffee or halo-halo?

laing at daing? adobo or sinigang?

staring down below or looking up the sky?

watering the plants or power meetings?

can you ever say, "mama, ang sarap ng balls mo?" to the old guy selling fishballs,

just like in the advertisement? why not? for fun...to draw out a smile from a tired soul

does your heart break when you see a pup staring at you in a pet shop? begging you to take it home...

do you swear at the jeepney driver who cuts you time and again? i do, but with windows closed and alone.

let out steam so it doesnt implode...

do you worry growing old alone? dont. you wont. not if you care about others. not the whole world but the people around you.

take time to buy flowers.not at the classy flower shop. go to dangwa, near ust. flowers still look good even at palengke surroundings...

whoever it was who said, take time to smell the flowers. great guy.

i dont get excited by the rose's smell but i get his drift.

but then again..what do i know...

tell me what makes you happy

what makes you smile...

s

pareng rey,

tapos na tayo sa mga ganyan, di ba? ayaw mo pa ba ng tahimik? di na natin kaya ang rambulan.

noon, sige. invinsible pa tayo noon. kahit feeling lang. kung sinabi niya sa yo na ayaw na niya, pakawalan mo.

di yan madadaan sa gandang lalake at gara ng kotse.

sasamahan pa rin kita[enjoy naman kausap/kainuman ang tiyo nyang astig] pero ayaw ko ng dadaanin sa pamacho-han.

di ko masabi sa yo to kasi baka magtampo ka.

ayaw mo kasi mag mature, buset ka...

s

te,

alam mo bang ang ngiti

na namutawi sa yong labi

ay nakapagpaligaya

sa isang taong sawi?

wag sanang masamain

na magka crush sa yo

di naman din lalapit

kung ayaw mo...

s [para sa isang kaibigan]

kamote,

di ka nagbabago

di ka na siguro magbabago...

punong puno ka pa din ng ulalo.

Q

hey,

so good to see the really interesting ones are back

more please...

s

ipagpatawad mo sana

kung di ako magpakita

kung di ako humakbang

ng inaasahan

pinilit kong bigyan ka ng dahilan

na lumayo at mag-alangan

sa dami ng aking kapintasan

di kasama ang maglaro

ng damdamin

at manakit ng puso

my dear,

i'm so sorry.

that wasn't meant to hurt.

far from it.

but yes, part of it was a step back.

but not to a comfort zone

i am so way over from that

it was a caring warning...

could be, may be right the right one

but also possibly be wrong...timed

and no, im not an in-your-face guy

sometimes the long, hard route opens up to an enlightening view...

despicable,

me

deerhunter

robert de niro and christoper walken

after effects of vietnam war on friends from a small town

i cant say how depressing it was but i went home so sad i cant eat

yes, made me cry while watching

mariposa,

sikat ka na nga!

hanggang tanaw na lang talaga ako.

di bale, nakakatuwa naman na nag iwan ka pa ng text.

me natutunan ka sakin? art?

ha ha ha...lasing na nga ako nun.

sabi nga ng dati kong tao, nagtuturo lang ako pag lasing.

pagbutihin mo at sana guminhawa ka sa yong bagong kalagayan.

mag-ingat ka lang sa mga mapagsamantala at mapaglinlang.

when youth is gone

and the greys outnumber the blacks

when the present trend looks nauseating on you

and tiny webs appear on your once flawless skin

remember your words:

"i am beautiful and desirable

on your knees and i will talk to you"

then i will say to my friend,

it was good that we drank, and got stoned

just so you could survive the day

and get over her...

because there is nothing to gain

in loving and giving your life

to somebody so arrogant and self centered.

PAKAPLOG

and i thought it meant "pandesal, kape, itlog"

rainy monday

headache and hangover

killer deadlines ready to strike anytime

but its a good day

i see a familiar presence

intriguing

fascinating

hard to explain but reassuring, too

in the sense that beneath this seemingly soulless cyberworld

people are falling in love, sometimes out of it.

sometimes just hoping, or wishing

alive and love in the air...

wonderful, isn't it?

tis' the season for wishing...

dear pretty one,

i wish that was me you've got a crush on.

far fetched but wishing just the same...

me

sex

the number before seven

this is what all men wants in a woman...

or so a disillusioned one thought

dear lonely one,

what made you think all i'm interested in is your body?

iha, i'm way past 27 when i can f#*k whoever, whatever, however, whenever i want.

ok, the whoever part is not true but it sounds good with the all the other evers.

i'm an ordinary guy who feeds his dog, gives tips to hardworking crews who does service, gets annoyed by reckless drivers(more so with abusive parents), pities the begging children. in short i have a heart, just like every pedro, juan and piolo.

so when i see a miserable person, i stop and ask if there's something i can do. of course, the bolo wielding miserables i leave to the tanods.

so my apologies for intruding.

i leave you in your miserable state.

me

spell

ang hirap talaga niyang spell-lengin

dine and whine

an excruciating dinner with a whiner

courage

the cowardly dog

oa

the state of being well

oa ka na? buti di natuloy lagnat mo.

la na...

batong bato na eh

kadami kong deadline!

o

kala mo mabait ako

kala mo wala akong sablay

ayaw mo lang tingnan,

o di mo talaga makita?

minsan gago din ako

never ko naman itong tinago

basta wag ka lalapit

wag na wag kang didikit

baka...

kasi...

ano...

yung...

wala.

ksp

Kulang Sa Pansit

kahapon pa ko kulang sa pansit...canton

para sa yo to...

ewan ko kung bakit bigla na lang kitang naalala

ininom ko na at tinapon ang iyong alaala

kasabay ng sinangag at itlog

naisip ko kung bakit ka nauntog

at nagising

sa pagkakahimbing

nakita mo ako

unang una sa umaga

hindi pala ako guwapo

wala kasi ang pustiso ko

im so sorry

if i seem not to care

no replies

no txtbaks

not going

not helping

not looking

not giving

not talking

no more jokes

and late night hafchangs

im so sorry

if i seem not to care

'cause i dont