simon b

wasted

and exhausted

blasted

demented

retarded

confused

feeling used

creeping

sleeping

drifting...

ang kama ko nasaan

para akong nasagasaan

pinagpasasaan

pinagpasapasahan

parang basahan

walang katuturan...

dont promise forever

dont say you wont ask for anything more

dont expect all you desire will be granted

its a dance

learn when to step back

and when to go forward

know when to lean

and when to hold

when to let go

and when to grip...

you are absolutely right, my dear

you are so good at directions, measurements and computations

but do keep in mind in matters of the heart...the brain often malfunctions

the secret life of arch. jf

tuesday.3rd week of march

there she is...not miss universe pretty, not 'the bomb' but very attractive with overflowing confidence...soft dress not too frilly but clingy enough to outline a toned (gold's gym? fitness first?) body. my eyes cant help but stare at the flowery patterns along the waistline area. or is it the waist that calls my attention?

she does not look thirty six but twenty six would be an excessive compliment.

i was intimidated half of the night. half of it was spent restraining the craving to be passionate.

after all, she was my uncle's second wife, selling me a piece of land somewhere south...

marinate me in your balsamic embrace...

i propose that monday be abolished

or be declared as part of sunday

or decreed as a holiday forever

ang fries ni donat

parang binanat

ang burger ni queen

favorite ni bituin

ang yabang ni pug

laging nangangalampag

kundi pa malaki tyan

kakakain sa haf chan

its not that im ungoogleable (is that a word?)

a patient googler can spot an obscured and weird looking site on page 8 bearing a european navigator's name

landmark: scooter yellow

sibasibvaldez - you dont want to be around when he's around

kenny g's music is fit only for elevators! declared an arrogant and sophisticated(daw) fat woman...

i beg to disagree...she hasnt seen sherie dance to silhouette

odd numbers only my dear

the rest you have to figure out

the aggressive passion of the young is fascinatingly frightening.

while the assault was not exactly resisted, there was a frantic attempt to deflect and step back a little...

the need to dig up some reserved stamina was not obvious.

giving in and giving up...sorting it out while being axed is difficult...

oh yes that forbidden fruit is deliriously delicious

to take a small bite or consume all is the dilemma

give him the stage as long as he wants.

let him declare himself hoarse that he is so bright and good and all knowing.

let him consume himself with self importance.

allow him to show himself arrogance personified.

and the good looking dapper guy? shall i ignore him or do i squeeze myself between embraces?

but...i'm good at putting back pieces of a broken heart. i got my restickable glue.

so yes please invite me anytime to that mid day coffee...i'll be there. nanginginig pa.

gamutin mo sana

pusong may karamdaman

kundi'y baka sunduin

ng anghel sa kalangitan

ang pusong nangungulila

natutulala

pinipigil na damdamin

ayaw umamin

you are a poison

intoxicatingly lethal

and

sweetly maddening

render me extinct

and i wont even notice

isang mala-delubyong araw sa buhay ng mayaman subalit supladang kapitbahay

ang anak ni mrs estrella na pagkaputi-puti, pagkaganda-ganda at pagkakinis-kinis na nag aaral sa la salle

ay nainlab sa isang may kapogian naman pero malakas uminom at di nakatapos ng high school na miyembro ng patoda

pula

hindi naman pala

puti

naging palamuti

itim

pag-asang makulimlim

an excruciating wait for a much anticipated prelude to an expected uneventful event...

it wont fit in your young mouth

even if it does you need to chew it hard

then it needs to go up not down

her unthawable coldness of heart melted his legendary toughness

pagod na isip

patang katawan

walang lasang pagkain

trabahong hatawan

sumisiksik sa isip

at nanunuot sa diwa

ang tawa mong matamis

at maamong mukha

kulang sa pansin

kulang sa tulog

kulang sa pagkain

nasaan ka irog

an alpha animal? its a nice thought that it exists..how she wishes that it does.

after going through episodes of meeting pigs, rams, toads and varied species of crocodiles, she wishes she could meet the one, the only, the best...

magic wands, potions, spells, decrees, poems and even virgins of breathtaking beauties cannot trap something that exists only in the minds of those who only see warts, scales, grime and fangs of pigs, rams, toads and the varied species of crocodiles...