This is the dilemma I had. I misinterpreted everything because the therapist made me feel loved, but the reality is that it was all rehearsed and manufactured. That is how some therapist operate and you can’t blame them. It is their job to make you feel special. You feel attachment and connection, but to them it is empty and an act. It is always a trap for people longing for intimacy. You get the service, but never get carried away. I have learned the hard way and it was a dumb move. I knew it from the very start, but I allowed my emotions take over. Brain was non-existent. I have availed service for years, but that was the only time I had a lapse and it was pretty bad.