cynophile

Since nagretire naman na ko as a therapist long time ago, I think it's about time to leave my account here na rin for good. Recently, andami namomroblema sa number of posts requirements, inyo nalang to? hahaha kidding. Di ko alam, sana sad girl lang talaga ako today.😅 gusto ko na kasi mag asawa. HAHAHAHAHAH jok. 24 palang po ako 😆 wala lang, ewan haha. balik nalang ako pag wala na kong toyo, lalambingin ko muna sarili ko. 😆😆😆

Suddenly craving for cuddles. Like, oo nga no?when was the last time that someone hugged me? hindi ko na maalala, it's been ages. (lilipas din naman 'to.)

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A lot of men interpret politeness from women as flirting because they themselves would never show even the barest courtesy to a woman they found unf*ckable. 🫠

yung post ng isang actress na "how to get your girl start running? buy her all around running shoes." tapos yung nasa picture bnigyan sya ng ADIZERO EVO SL 🥺 sanaoooool. size 6.5 womens cutie HAHAHAHAHAHAA. panay ngiti sa relasyon ng iba. when kayaaaaa yunh akin hahaha charot

hindi daw ako marunong makisama. samahan kita maligo? 😆

Yung trending video ngayon ng isang PSP at Client sa blue app. Yung girl ang nagpost, nagtatalo sila ng client dahil nahuli nyang tnatanggal yung CD during the deed. The design is very KUPAL. Porket nagbayad kala mo nabili na yung babae, pinipilit yung mga gusto nila kahit both agreed sa rules before the deed. nakakagigil. nakakagalit. nakakaput*ngina. Tapos nakakalungkot yung comments. 2025 na slutshaming parin? SEXWORK is WORK. PERIODT!! hindi natin alam ang kwento sa likod ng trabaho nila. Therapist ako dati, kaya naiintindihan ko. Alam ko yung pakiramdam. Hindi naman palaging labag sa loob kasi may mga real gm's naman who respect the rules/limitations. And will not make you feel na binili o binayaran ka nila. There are some lang talaga na maaawa ka nalang sa sarili mo paglabas mo ng room. Naalala ko noon, pag may naeencounter akong bad experiences sa client, pinapatahan ko lang yung sarili ko paglabas ng room. Wiping my own tears, telling myself, "Hindi ka forever sa sitwasyon na 'to." and yes, wala na ako doon ngayon. and I hope it serves as an inspiration to others. there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. sheeems naiiyak na naman ako sa past ko haha.

yeees haha

Based on my experience; when they say you won't regret it, you will

wala talaga akong attraction na nafefeel sa mga kaedad ko, malapit sa edad ko o mas bata. hahaha. nacicringe ako sa kanila. 😆 Bet ko talaga yung mga 10yrs++ ahead sa akin. my last ex was 10yrs older than me. He was 30 that time, and I was 20. few months from now 25 na ko, sana layuan na ko ng mga 30 below. hahaha charot.

yun parin ang wish ko. maging sexy at masarap. wala kasing thrill pag maganda, madiskarte at mapera lang. hahaha

Being financially ready for your unborn child is also love. Give your kid a privilege of being born by a rich parent. 🤍🫶

*his fb name* was tagged in a post. yung nagtag sakanya ay girl na may hawak na flowers, saying sa post na she was surprised to received those flowers from him. (nagpanggap pang shopee delivery) Naalala ko lang, I ghosted that guy 2yrs ago. Ngayon he is with someone else na and they look happy together and that is something na feeling ko hindi ko naman mabibigay kung ako ang naging girlfriend nya noon hahaha. His last message to me was, "ano nangyare bakit di kana nagrereply? may nagawa ba akong mali?." "kapag may problema ka at wala kang makausap nandito lang ako, kung may pwede akong itulong kahit ano message ka lang." Tapos naalala ko yung iba ko pang ginhost. 😅 Hindi ko alam bakit ko ginawa yung mga yun last 2023. Maybe ghosting era ko talaga yan, I came from a major break up nung 2022 tapos pilit kong in-skip yung grieving process. Natakot akong malungkot. nagpakabusy ako, lumayo ako, ayoko umiyak. Kaya siguro it came out in different uglier form nung 2023, when I started na mag entertain ulet. Wala naman akong kina-turn off sa mga lalaking yun, basta may certain point lang na biglang ayoko pa pala. Ngayong 2025 nila ko balikan!! hahaha charot.

Nakaka-baliw din maging single ng ilang taon. Like yesterday, had an appointment sa dental clinic, lalaki yung dentist. sympre hawak nya mukha ko. hahahaha tapos pag na ouch ako, sorry sya ng sorry. Huhu yung isip ko, "ganito siguro pag may jowa ka, may hahawak sa mukha mo tapos magsosorry." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 😭🤣

sanaol.🤣

I saw 100 usd sa lumang wallet ko while decluttering. And since naghugas ng plato yung kapatid kong special(adhd with mild autism), pinapili ko siya between 100 USD and 1k pesos. Pinili nya yung 1k 🤣 hahahahaha inaway ako bobo daw ako mas malaki daw ung 1k kesa sa 100. oo nga naman HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay naman si kuya, but sometimes I wonder parin how different our lives would be kung hndi sya naging ganito. (Siguro ang manloloko sakin na lalaki, gugulpihin nito.)🤣 haha char.

Maganda din ba sa Jeju? Visa free kasi Filipino kaso sa Jeju island lang. Haha habang hindi pa kaya yung visa requirements sa mainland ng korea.

Last na nameet ko dito ayoko magmention pero nung valentine's day lang this year. haha. Pero nameet ko na din sya June last year, nag offer ako ng services ko. and nagkasundo naman kami. 2nd meet yung valentines, baka daw pwede free nalang. hahahaha ayun bnlock ko nga. I don't know if joke lang yon, tapos sumakto na mainit ulo ko. hahahaha Pero ayun nga, nashare ko na sa ibang thread dto, therapist ako "dati". Nagretire na ko. May ibang work/business naman na ako ngayon and more than enough naman yung income. It's just that, I don't wanna do those things for free. (Ayoko din naman gawin yon in exchange of goodmorning, goodnight and iloveyou.) 🤮🤣 ayoko ng drama. haha I entertain chats naman pag wala akong magawa. I dont offer services unless asked. Or interested na makipagmeet, kesa naman makipagmeet for nothing. dibaaaaaa. (pero sobrang minsan lang naman may ganyan, usually chat lang talaga here and im okay with that basta may time ako.)

Got my Fun Fest Run 2025 race kit today. ❤️ ang daming pogi sa claiming area sa vermosa nakangiti lang ako the whole time kahit ang tagal umandar ng pila, kahit traffic na lahat lahat nakangiti parin HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. baka may kasali dito? see you on May 4 ☺️

the stressful and painful procedure of laser tattoo removal lalo na at nasa chest sya banda haha. it's been a year, 1 session monthly and the change is very subtle. The only change I can see was that ugly scarring. So had to avail another package for scar removal. another painful moment haha. Kailan ba to matatapos? 😭

haha ewan ko ba, pag mga young couples nakikita ko naiirita ako. 😆 pero pag yung matatanda like around 40s above. Tapos nasa grocery. Natutuwa ako sa kanila kahit naririnig ko nagtatalo sila kung Pancit Canton o Mi Goreng yung kukunin.😆😆😆 cuteeeeee

Selling my IPHONE 15 PLUS 128gb NO ISSUE. NO REPAIR HISTORY Lady owned. Super kinis, sayo na pag may gasgas. 😅 battery health : 94% Inclusions : Unit, Case & Charger at Ako. hahaha charot. 36k negotiable upon meet up Parañaque, Las Piñas and nearby areas. Pwede din QC PM ME!! RFS : may bagong phone na po.

came into realization that what ever I do, I've always been MEDIOCRE. Can do everything but not too good not too bad. Naalala ko nung pumapasok pa ako sa spa, never the prettiest, but never the ugliest. (Sobrang bihira ako ma first choice pero nakukuha ako as 2nd option) Ang dami ko alam gawin, pero lahat naman yon marunong lang ako. hindi ako magaling. hindi ko alam anong talent ko o meron ba talaga ako non haha JACK OF ALL TRADES BUT A MASTER OF NONE? 💔