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Conversation with my special kuya who has adhd with mild autism. Tinatamad ako magdrive ang tagal lumamig ng sasakyan haha Habang naka grab car kami, bigla nagsalita kuya ko. Him : "*masama manood ng bold *insert name ko*" Pinanlakihan ko sya ng mata dahil nakakahiya sa driver, pero inulit nya pa lalo 😭 Him : "*insert name ko* masama manood ng porn" Me : hindi ako nanonood non opo masama yon wag kang manonood ng ganon. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA 😭 gusto ko nalang tumalon palabas e 🤣

yung may nakasabay ka mag running, tapos amoy baccarat rouge 540 😭 nananapak yung amoy!! kahilo huhu iwas iwasan nyo nga yung mga ganyang perf sa ganitong kainit na panahon ng pilipinas. 😂 pati yung mga vanilla. nakakaloka kayo. (Im a big fan of vanilla, as in pag may nagustuhan akong vanilla tapos niche, di talaga ko makatulog. pero jusq, inaayon ko naman sa pupuntahan. 😂)

Sa mga gusto pumasok sa running era nila, share ko lang yung starter pack ko haha. CHEAPEST OPTION EDITION (yes kuripot ang tita nyo haha) Unang una, Strava App FREE 30day trial subs 😂 pag nalimutan mo alisin ang free trial, at nagstart sila i auto charge ka, balakajan tumakbo ka isang taon kahit ayaw mo na hahaha jk. Running shoes -Anta PG7 @2,995 pesos Belt Bag (lagayan ng phone and cash) -Tikt*k/Sh*pee @60 & 130 pesos. (i have both. haha) High Support Sports Bra (if gifted ka din, need mo talaga to para di aalog masyado haha) -Decathlon @700 to 990 pesos. sale price, di ako nabili ng reg price nilang tag 1500 up haha kurips Fitness Watch -Amazfit Bip 6 @4300 pesos (nagsasale sya sa sh*pee minsan 3500 pero I got mine at 4300) Bone Conduction Wireless Earphone -Lenovo Thinkplus X3 pro @999 pesos (goods yan kasi aware ka parin sa ingay ng paligid mo unlike regular earbuds na hndi mo naririnig may nabusina na pala sayo.😅) Running shirts and short DECATHLON @249 to 349 I started with my regular shirts lang sa bahay and leggings at short. Kelan lang ako bumili nung mga dri fit talaga. LITERAL NA HINDI KAPA NAKAKA 10K RUN PERO MAKAKA 10K PESOS KANA 😂😂😂😂 Share ko langs, if gusto nyo ng link from tiktok shop, pm nyo ko. Magka commission man lang yung tiktok ko 😂

Just finish 5km run at Fun Fest Run Vermosa. Now registered to : Lazada Run on June 1 for 10km category. ✅️ Eastwest Dream Run on June 15 for 1km dog run.✅️ (1km lang coz im with my dog) Rexona 10miler Muntinlupa Leg on July 6 for 10km category. ✅️ (also trying to coordinate with my relation manager sa BPI if makakahabol pa ko for BPI bestlife run on June 8, 10km since 21km nalang slots sa runrio. 🥹) Planning pa mag early reg sa womens run on October 19. haha Ang gastos ng running girl era ko. Pero happy naman. Haha

last year pa talaga yung last.😂 buhay pa naman ako haha. pero, kahapon, nasa-sad na ko. nagbrowse ako ng mga male therapist. Wala akong magustuhan. It's not that hindi sila good looking ha, they look good naman. It's just that kahit gaano pa ko ka in heat (haha tama ba term?), I just cant do it with someone na I didn't get to know first. Even nung kasagsagan ng nightlife era ko, walang nakapag uwi saken dun. 🤣 (may naging friends with benefits ako, DJ. pero jusq, friends naman na kami at nagkakasama talaga sa party,so it happened organically, ayun yung ibig kong sabihin.) Ang di ko lang gets, therapist ako dati. Hndi ko rin naman kilala yung mga client. 🤣 pero sabagay, paid naman ako non. haha

"maganda ka naman" "you are already beautiful." "maganda ka din, humble ka" HAHAHAHAHA KUNG MAGANDA AKO TOTOO BAT DI NYO KO GUSTO 😭😂 nakakagago na kasinungalingan hahahahahahaahah

In english, we say, "Im not settling for less." In poetry, we say, "A diamond does not beg to be chosen ; it shines bright until it's found."

If you found a girl that makes you laugh, keep her. Girls aren't funny If you found a guy thay gives you an orgasm, keep him. Guys aren't good at that. 😂

Maybe I was never meant for dating. I was meant to love one person with my entire soul forever. 💕

Since nagretire naman na ko as a therapist long time ago, I think it's about time to leave my account here na rin for good. Recently, andami namomroblema sa number of posts requirements, inyo nalang to? hahaha kidding. Di ko alam, sana sad girl lang talaga ako today.😅 gusto ko na kasi mag asawa. HAHAHAHAHAH jok. 24 palang po ako 😆 wala lang, ewan haha. balik nalang ako pag wala na kong toyo, lalambingin ko muna sarili ko. 😆😆😆

Suddenly craving for cuddles. Like, oo nga no?when was the last time that someone hugged me? hindi ko na maalala, it's been ages. (lilipas din naman 'to.)

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A lot of men interpret politeness from women as flirting because they themselves would never show even the barest courtesy to a woman they found unf*ckable. 🫠

yung post ng isang actress na "how to get your girl start running? buy her all around running shoes." tapos yung nasa picture bnigyan sya ng ADIZERO EVO SL 🥺 sanaoooool. size 6.5 womens cutie HAHAHAHAHAHAA. panay ngiti sa relasyon ng iba. when kayaaaaa yunh akin hahaha charot

hindi daw ako marunong makisama. samahan kita maligo? 😆

Yung trending video ngayon ng isang PSP at Client sa blue app. Yung girl ang nagpost, nagtatalo sila ng client dahil nahuli nyang tnatanggal yung CD during the deed. The design is very KUPAL. Porket nagbayad kala mo nabili na yung babae, pinipilit yung mga gusto nila kahit both agreed sa rules before the deed. nakakagigil. nakakagalit. nakakaput*ngina. Tapos nakakalungkot yung comments. 2025 na slutshaming parin? SEXWORK is WORK. PERIODT!! hindi natin alam ang kwento sa likod ng trabaho nila. Therapist ako dati, kaya naiintindihan ko. Alam ko yung pakiramdam. Hindi naman palaging labag sa loob kasi may mga real gm's naman who respect the rules/limitations. And will not make you feel na binili o binayaran ka nila. There are some lang talaga na maaawa ka nalang sa sarili mo paglabas mo ng room. Naalala ko noon, pag may naeencounter akong bad experiences sa client, pinapatahan ko lang yung sarili ko paglabas ng room. Wiping my own tears, telling myself, "Hindi ka forever sa sitwasyon na 'to." and yes, wala na ako doon ngayon. and I hope it serves as an inspiration to others. there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. sheeems naiiyak na naman ako sa past ko haha.

yeees haha

Based on my experience; when they say you won't regret it, you will

wala talaga akong attraction na nafefeel sa mga kaedad ko, malapit sa edad ko o mas bata. hahaha. nacicringe ako sa kanila. 😆 Bet ko talaga yung mga 10yrs++ ahead sa akin. my last ex was 10yrs older than me. He was 30 that time, and I was 20. few months from now 25 na ko, sana layuan na ko ng mga 30 below. hahaha charot.

yun parin ang wish ko. maging sexy at masarap. wala kasing thrill pag maganda, madiskarte at mapera lang. hahaha

Being financially ready for your unborn child is also love. Give your kid a privilege of being born by a rich parent. 🤍🫶

*his fb name* was tagged in a post. yung nagtag sakanya ay girl na may hawak na flowers, saying sa post na she was surprised to received those flowers from him. (nagpanggap pang shopee delivery) Naalala ko lang, I ghosted that guy 2yrs ago. Ngayon he is with someone else na and they look happy together and that is something na feeling ko hindi ko naman mabibigay kung ako ang naging girlfriend nya noon hahaha. His last message to me was, "ano nangyare bakit di kana nagrereply? may nagawa ba akong mali?." "kapag may problema ka at wala kang makausap nandito lang ako, kung may pwede akong itulong kahit ano message ka lang." Tapos naalala ko yung iba ko pang ginhost. 😅 Hindi ko alam bakit ko ginawa yung mga yun last 2023. Maybe ghosting era ko talaga yan, I came from a major break up nung 2022 tapos pilit kong in-skip yung grieving process. Natakot akong malungkot. nagpakabusy ako, lumayo ako, ayoko umiyak. Kaya siguro it came out in different uglier form nung 2023, when I started na mag entertain ulet. Wala naman akong kina-turn off sa mga lalaking yun, basta may certain point lang na biglang ayoko pa pala. Ngayong 2025 nila ko balikan!! hahaha charot.

Nakaka-baliw din maging single ng ilang taon. Like yesterday, had an appointment sa dental clinic, lalaki yung dentist. sympre hawak nya mukha ko. hahahaha tapos pag na ouch ako, sorry sya ng sorry. Huhu yung isip ko, "ganito siguro pag may jowa ka, may hahawak sa mukha mo tapos magsosorry." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 😭🤣

sanaol.🤣

I saw 100 usd sa lumang wallet ko while decluttering. And since naghugas ng plato yung kapatid kong special(adhd with mild autism), pinapili ko siya between 100 USD and 1k pesos. Pinili nya yung 1k 🤣 hahahahaha inaway ako bobo daw ako mas malaki daw ung 1k kesa sa 100. oo nga naman HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay naman si kuya, but sometimes I wonder parin how different our lives would be kung hndi sya naging ganito. (Siguro ang manloloko sakin na lalaki, gugulpihin nito.)🤣 haha char.