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Dear ...

 

So many times I thought life is so unfair.

I know there are reasons why we can't be together.

Reasons that God only knows,

but this will not be the reason for me to forget you.

I have learned to care for you but there is nothing I can do more,

there is nothing much WE can do.

But I believe that this wont be the end...

I dont know what lies ahead...

whatever it might be... i hope...

somehow... u'll be a part of it.

 

justme

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to LEIA ,

 

i started NOT counting time the first time i saw your eyes.

 

you are always in control for you are born a princess. in you are the perfect embodiment of what a woman should be ... free-spirited, iron-willed, idealistic, wise beyond age and with beauty, grace and form none could match in this side of our star-system. you take pride in your ambitions and achievements for the good of the empire. you are willing to sacrifice all you have and and your future for the empire. yet you forget that you also deserve to be loved and live happy. you wear the mask of an ice-queen and you with high brow regards your suitors as mere mortals and way out of your league for your heart is already spoken for. your love has been decided for you. your fate has been sealed.

 

i grew up with the teachings of master yoda. to fight and lead an army i must control my emotions.

to vanquish the dark forces i must not know fear.

to lead a revolution i must not know hate.

to stay me on my destiny i must not know love.

to harness the force within i must master myself.

 

i accepted this privilege and honor not knowing the costs that comes with the responsibility. for how could i? ambition and the desire to know the truth and seek justice blinded me. being a jedi overshadowed my foresight. how would i know that i would start to believe in forever ... and love ... and you. how would i know that somewhere, you existed, waiting for me?

 

i must believe in forever. i compel myself to. i order myself to believe even if it contradicts my very essence. i will believe even if it will cost me my life force. we have made decisions in our separate lives not knowing that our paths will cross, and that choices (though rightfully right when we made it) now haunts us and insidiously tears us apart.

 

you have your duties to fulfill to your family ...

to your blue-veined friends

to the empire

to your king.

that is your fate.

 

i have my life sworn to defend my ideals and my ambitions. to lead a new revolution. to start a new better way of life for every citizen of this galaxy. to make you happy. to protect your empire.

that is my destiny.

 

i must believe in forever for this lifetime is not for us but somewhere, somehow your fate and my destiny will cross again. i will be your king and you will be my the queen of the empire. we will have our own time. forever will wait for us. the stars foretell and the seers have prophesied this.

 

i must believe in all things that makes me human ...

and protect this beliefs with all things that makes me a jedi.

 

i started counting time when i've lost you.

 

because i believe I LOVE YOU !

 

semper fidelis,

JEDI KNIGHT

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Where is the Love?

 

People are just withholding

What can unload the burden

Something always true to me

a hug, word, though and deed

Something we were born to be

 

Power, power, power

To lord over others, Now, glory of the hour

What matters is important to me

Problem is, its only me to see

 

Seek the fruits due my labor

True, our responsibility

but must we uproot the tree

For a few seeds to forever be

 

Proving something thats always been

Frisking everything as if missing

On the move, hectic, to all else beholden

Always them, always you, in truth my action

 

Staying still, from hurt and harm

One step, still and open

Staying still, one step forward

Savor the blessing in the untoward

 

22-12-03

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hey you!

 

its been 8 long months of knowing you,

and coming into the new year i just wanted to

thank you for being the greater part of 2003 for me ok?

 

simple words that has touched my very being... made me cry that night. do u know that? arrgghh.. of course u dont.. and perhaps u'll never will... but i did. i cried a lot. i dont know if its a good thing or bad.. all i know is.. i did.

 

i have so much to tell u.. yet i dont know where to begin nor how to say it... please come home. we have to talk...

 

hope u'll get to read this.

 

justme.

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hey you!

 

i have so much to tell u.. yet i dont know where to begin nor how to say it... please come home. we have to talk...

 

hope u'll get to read this.

 

justme.

justme.

 

i'm sorry for causing you pain and displeasure.

but you see coming home that night i've been struck by a FedEx truck just when i'm crossing the street to your gate and been delivered to Timbuktu.

 

it took time to convince myself that i'm not an aborigine and the savanna is not my native home and it also took ages for me to scrape every penny earned from belly dancing in the wilds.

 

now all these things plus the major concussion on my head made me forget about you. what is our address again and where do we keep our spare key ?

 

i'm coming home.

 

hey you !

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justme.

 

i'm sorry for causing you pain and displeasure.

but you see coming home that night i've been struck by a FedEx truck just when i'm crossing the street to your gate and been delivered to Timbuktu.

 

it took time to convince myself that i'm not an aborigine and the savanna is not my native home and it also took ages for me to scrape every penny earned from belly dancing in the wilds.

 

now all these things plus the major concussion on my head made me forget about you. what is our address again and where do we keep our spare key ?

 

i'm coming home.

 

hey you !

hahahahaha.....

 

but my YOU is not you...

 

and your me.. is not me...

 

pano yan?

 

i guess that letter doesnt fit me..

heck its not even for me.. nor for u. hahah..

 

baliw! :P

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my LEIA,

 

news about your coming betrothal to King P spread fast in the kingdom.

the night you transmitted via high-frequency secured channel your question regarding King P's proposal and asked for my say re: this matter i didn't know what to say.

 

the news astounded me and was greater than the grief of knowing that my father succumbed to the dark forces and the rebel scout Shadow being annihilated by the Death Star laser barrage combined.

 

For a while i questioned the purpose of my existence. It took a lifetime (at least i think) before i arrived with a clear answer. I exist not because i have a destiny to fulfill as a JEDI (this cannot be changed) but because i have to make you happy in this lifetime.

 

i'v sent my greatest psyker to deliver my response personally at 0200hrs but i guess the patrol group together with the envoy got ambushed in sub sector gamma for the message never reached you and my envoy is still un accounted for at this time.

 

It hadn't reached you in time.

 

i've commanded the orbital defense system to search for this message so that i can send it to you again. my elite group of Astropaths managed to piece together what's left amidst the abnormal static discharge from that section of space.

 

start of transmission

*****************

deciphered by: astropath Lighthouse

subject : Lost in Space

 

sometimes i get tired

of this really cursed attitude

You are the one thing

that keeps me smiling

that's why i'm wishing hard for you

 

coz your light shine so bright

i don't feel no solitude

you are my first star at night

I'd be lost in space without you

 

and I'd never lose my faith in you

how will i ever get to heaven if i do

 

feel just so fine, when we touched the sky me and you

this is my air of heaven

why does it always feel so good

 

coz it's alright i know you're out there

doin' what you'd gonna do

you are my sole star at night

i'll be lost in space without you

 

and I'd never lose my faith in you

how will i ever get to heaven if i do

 

***********

end of transmission

 

 

my princess, the senator and diplomat of the empire, i must do what i must do, given the little time that we have.

 

If i have the slightest doubt that you would not survive the assassination attempt on your life that is due in the months to come i would have decided otherwise. I will have stayed with you through the end even if that means anarchy in your kingdom and me losing my birthight. The truth is i see the wisdom of you and King P in seeking the sanctuary of the Southern Borders. Apothecaries and Mages from that sector are renowned in the Galaxy for protecting and preventing this attempts on your life. They are the best there is.

 

Given the choice of seeing you live but cradled in another man's arms or take your last dying breath in my arms i would gladly choose the former. Such is my love and respect for you princess that i would gladly endure the daily torture of knowing that i can't have you as my queen for it is a zillion times better than knowing that i've lost you in this lifetime.

 

It is my fervent wish that we remain as we are for the days to come.

All that matters now is your happiness.

Not the empire

Not the infidels that attempts to take your life

Not even the teachings of master yoda and the guidance of Obi-Wan.

All this i'm willing to let go or destroy if necessary if it makes you unhappy even for a second.

 

All that matters is you !

 

 

Your servitor semper fi,

JEDI KNIGHT of PADAWAN

 

P.S.

This message will be delivered to you personally and the envoy craft will be escorted by X-wing fighter squadrons and battleship cruisers assigned under the command of Chewbacca.

To hell with the orbital defense, this crypted message will be delivered.

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