The Mail Box

[B.C.]

Sir,

 

Sabi ko im done looking. Then you came. Salamat for being you despite our age gap.

😘😍

 

 

LG.

 

P.S:

 

Im ready for some spanking Sir. 😉😜

[SiLvErClAw]

to you, beautful haughty lady

 

 

so you also had your demons, and succumbed to them...

 

sad, you acted like you are one tough cookie, but you forgot that cookies crumble...

 

all high and mighty, now six feet under...

 

sad that I never got to really talk to you, I might have helped alleviate the pain a bit, but such is lfe

 

 

 

me na tinarayan mo

[Titojunjunnegroni]

Dear Timmy,

 

 

What happened to you? You hide behind those smiles but when the night closes you become your own demon.

Get up. its never too late. Don't let your fear eat you up. Don't use intimacy as a diversion. You are bigger than that.

 

 

Take care.

[SiLvErClAw]

j,

 

i know im being presumptuous, but i saw your tweet about not giving the guy who could've loved you better a chance to be your biggest regret... and i can't help but think that was me... because that is EXACTLY what i was, before you broke me...

 

my regret is that i let you...

 

 

SC

[simon b]

jim

 

 

please upload the video again.

[Guest Riveria]

E,

 

Count your blessings and not your problems

 

M

[Merriman]

Sa Mga magandang Babaeng nakakasalubong ko sa Mall.

 

I have already undressed you in my imagination

[bods1000]

J,

 

I can't love you until you tell me the other letters in your name.

 

~~~~~

 

 

lol!

 

sorry, Woody.

[B.C.]

E,

 

Akala ko nabura ko na lahat, but when I was sorting my inbox I stumbled on the last email that you sent me whike you're begging someone to stop sending you emails dahil nag assume ka agad na I was the one who let her do that. Sobrang sakit pa din basahin,pero paulit ulit kong ginawa para marealize ko na mali ang ginawa ko, na hindi majujustify ng salitang MAHAL KASI KITA, yung pagiging makasarili ko na mahalin kita dahil kahit tumambling pa tayo ng 45 million papuntang Mars, hindi naging tama ang pakikiapid.

 

Sana masaya kana ngayon sa pamilya mo.

Sana hindi mo na ulitin.

Sana mahalin mo din ang sarili mo, para matutuhan mong mahalin ng buong puso ang asawa mo.

 

I may find a lifetime partner in the future, or kahit hindi na pero sana maging masaya na tayo.

 

 

You were part of my happiness and you will always be the greatest teacher that I had. You taught me how to face my own battle, I learned from you how to guard my heart. Kaya kapag alam kong mababasag na naman ang puso ko, nag lelet go na ako,baka kasi sa susunod hindi ko na mabuo ang sarili ko.

 

 

J.

Edited April 15, 2019 by babychans

[ZDR]

D.

 

Sana matuto ka ng tumayo gamit ang sarili mong mga paa.

 

 

Z.

[WitMystery]

K

 

I think I really could get along with your kind of crazy.

 

W

[K0RN - RETIR3D]

J,

 

 

Its been a while.

 

 

M

[Barenaked-NoMre]

RGH,

 

There's a reason why I dont refer to you as "Ate" ... have lost total RESPECT for you.

 

Of all days ... you didnt even come to see mom today?! WTF is wrong with you?

 

I feel for mom.

 

I dont have any EXTRA cash on me to properly treat her. The BEST I could do was give her some Bench GCs ...

 

You are so far gone/lost.

 

Dad is surely tossing & turning in his grave.

 

A

[Barenaked-NoMre]

JDGH,

 

It was good to Facetime w/ you earlier ... However, I feel for you over the disappointments you faced while everyone was there briefly for your civil wedding (esp. after ... before flying back).

 

I dont think our family will ever be normal.

 

Hope that plans for your PH wedding be better ... for your sanity.

 

I dont know how else to help ... if only I did have EXTRA funds to lighten any load, I would.

 

See you soon.

 

Auntie A

[B.C.]

Mister,

 

Neoneun nae namja ya.

Gwangsan.

Maeil neol salanghae.

 

Je naemyeon-ui amkaewa jal jinaesyeoseo gomabseubnida.

[neville]

My dearest Miron,

 

Being able to finally speak with you outside the confines of a gossipy workplace is a gift I wish to always cherish.

 

No awkward silence, no awkward teasing. Just friends enjoying each other's company.

 

I'll have it, this semblance of friendship I have with you and your mother, even when I wish for something more.

 

Please keep your side of the deal: that we will meet even when we are no longer colleagues.

 

Your presence has made me happy.

 

 

 

 

Me🥰🥰🥰

[B.C.]

Mister,

 

You don't have to test my love for you.

Imagine the trust that I gave you after all the failuresssssssssssssss that I endured, ni hindi ko nga alam paano pa ako nagtitiwala ulit at naniniwala sa salitang mahal.

 

t#ang%na. Ang gago nun. Ang gago mo.

And yes,galit ako.

 

Ikaw ang nagsabi sken na dapat hindi ako mag doubt sayo. Practice what you preach Mister. Wag ganun.

 

 

Miss.

[Miss'ing]

Dear Psychoco,

 

 

Im happy that youre still here.

 

😂

As always;

 

 

Bait

[B.C.]

I dont know what to say to cheer you Love.

You always tell me that everything will be alright.

I hope your aunt gets better soon. I want us to enjoy our family date when you come home Love.

I love you so much

[Lablee]

Val,

 

Paano ba kalimutan
Mga panahong pinatibok 'tong puso ko
Ayokong malaman na ako ay nagkulang
Sabagay eto lang ang kaya kong ibigay sayo
Ang magmahal sayo ng totoo

 

 

[neville]

Dear Mr. Blonde and Blue-eyed,

 

For the past month or so, you have been actively running in my mind.

 

All for the possibility that we will finally see each other after nine long years.

 

We have done a lot of growing up since that fateful day in 2011.

 

I hope that when we meet again, I am no longer in the friendzone. I hope that what we will have is more.

 

So much more.

 

 

 

 

Me

[StreetWetzfo]

Does this mean MM, after all that spring cleaning and cooking dinners for triple H there will be the sound of little feet, pitter patter very soon on the agenda?

[*Jessie*]

Mom,

 

In a way, it still boils down to him. I got so fed up with all his drama, hurting and his wounds. I got sucked up so hard I cannot fathom the pain and frustration of dealing with him in his most narcissistic stage. I should have walked away way too sooner.

Since then, I did not want to be vulnerable again. I didn't want to be open again. At some point, then, I kind of knew that I wanted to settle down. All it just takes is the right person at the right time whose values align with mine.

Truth to be told, I am not sure if I am really lonely. I haven't spent much time reflecting on it yet. I know I am frustrated because I still haven't met the one. I love my personal space. I love my freedom. But I really want to share it with someone.

I just want to make sure that this person is the one. But only in time, it will unfold. I just need to believe that I will be able to polarize that one person. For I don't need a lot of people to be attracted to me. Just that one. That one person whose timeline falls within mine, whose readiness times with mine. Whose level of willingness to go through the seemingly repetitive and tiring process of getting to know meets the level of mine. Someone who knows that our interest may wane, or the fire may need to be rekindled once in a while because we are human.

Someone who knows that our sex may disappoint sometimes, and our moods go downhill. Someone who knows that we may be in our most horrible state not because we don't love each other but because we can be our truest self and we are willing to show our flaws, and yet we stay. Because we choose to nurture our love to grow bigger than our flaws and bigger than the reasons why most people give up.

To think of it, I don’t know why I'm beating myself up for not having found the one. I missed to celebrate my realization of who I am becoming now. I am becoming ready to give time, to give love, to understand, to be honest. I am becoming open to a lot of things to hopefully please my partner and make him happy. I am learning to forgive and understand and accept the reality of things. I am starting to see that all I can beat myself up for is when I don't follow what I know I should do and not the uncontrollable outcome even if I knew I stayed true to my values.

I don’t have the answers to all questions. But I try to come up with deeply penetrating questions that may lead me to self-discovery. I realized that when I started thinking about what the world must give me, only then I felt lonely. When I was so busy being my best, whether people accepted or not, I always felt full and abundant. Now when I think of what I should receive as a form of my self-serving gratification, the more I felt empty. Life has been great to me in every possible way. Now is when I am so not entitled to any form of emptiness nor even an atomic size of right to complain.

Perhaps I am failing to see how I am becoming a higher value woman. I become calmer and accepting. Warmer and more compassionate. I am more passive not because I give up but because I don’t feel the need to assert my belief or impose my opinion to others. I learned to save my energy for more creative things and just spend it on selected people.

I guess I need to remind myself to focus on being the better version of myself and not beat myself up for the delay of results I was hoping for. I must not lose sight of who I am becoming, how it nourishes soul and lifts my spirit. The external manifestation will always follow as nature takes it course. You keep telling me to be patient, I know it’s not my strong suit.

 

See you soon. Lutuan nyo ako ni papa ng chicharong bulaklak.

Edited October 20, 2019 by *Jessie*

[Lablee]

dearest, let me love you goodbye 😔

[Guest Riveria]

Hello,

 

I know you and I haven't had much time to really connect and get to know each other, and I know that if we got together it wouldn't be for long. I accept that, even embrace it. Hell, just spending time with you is something I look forward to.

 

E