The Mail Box

[drEVILmba]

:cry: Hay nako gastos na nga ang mga party party pag ganitong season then you see everyone else with partners.

 

Bakit kaya ibang tao kahit medyo kapos asawa pa rin.

[shrike]

i hate to sound insensitive... pero i do this to protect myself eh...

 

if i have no use for you then i have no choice but to get rid of you... we are friends because you have a purpose for me and hopefully i have a purpose for you.. when that purpose is gone... it's time to move on...

 

no regrets...no pain... just plain anger.

 

there are only two places in this world here and there. you are currently here and you wanted to get there because there is better than here. your there will eventually be here and when your there is here you will have a new there that is better than your old there which is now your here. and you are back where you started you are here hoping to get there.

 

:mtc:

[Switlass]

to you

 

You think i'm going to let you get away with what you did girl?

Think again.

Whatever thread you run to, I will follow..and Unseat you.

 

And I have already done that.

You think you are so pretty?

think again.

 

Ha.

 

Swit_lass

[shrike]

HEY YOU !!!

 

do you know how hard it is to start a day without you ?

no messages, no text, no calls not even a single HI.

do you know how many times during the day i think of you ?

 

i miss you. damn. i really missed you.

 

and for that i will now forget you !

 

<_<

[sweetpsyche]

awwwww. how sweet SWEET P 

for i know no other way...

 

ahihihihi

 

to you

You think i'm going to let you get away with what you did girl? Think again.

Whatever thread you run to, I will follow..and Unseat you.

 

And I have already done that. You think you are so pretty? think again.

 

Ha.

 

Swit_lass

 

ei sis,

mmmm same person?

same girl?

 

sweetp

Edited December 19, 2003 by sweetpsyche

[Switlass]

for i know no other way...

 

ahihihihi

 

 

 

ei sis,

mmmm same person?

same girl?

 

sweetp

No sis...hehe

 

Pero kabolahan nya yan..

Silang dalawa nagbobolahan

 

yung isa kasi,feeling masyado..la namang karapatan.

 

 

I'll be posting love notes again soon Sis..

[pag_ibig]

to mtc,

 

hello newbie here. hope you guys would welcome me. thanks.

[Z]

Dear God,

 

Thank you! Celebrate with you in a while...give my thanks to Mary as well. Throughout this journey the past 6 months not once have you let me down. You know what I desire, all my needs - more than what I am aware of so I surrender these to you... and guide me always.

 

Z

[orbicularis]

To: Jen

 

It was never an error loving you

It was not a mistake that I fell

I should have told you earlier

If only time stood still

 

Now Your out of reach

Your fine wherever you are

Life is going fine without me

And you really dont mind

 

Even if its too late to say I love you

Ill still say it for you

Cause I know even if you did'nt say it

I know once you loved me too

[drEVILmba]

Dear God,

 

I know its not my place to question you. just wondering lang why am i in a crossroads of my life wherein the next step may either make me or break me for life. But i thank You at least i get this opportunity that some people may never get to ever have.

 

That is my professional life. my love life is shot to hell. Ana i know you may never read this but i want you to know that if ever life were just a little different, i would not have allowed you to leave. and now that we are apart i miss you so much. I know that i might never have said it but I LOVE YOU. I hope that after i win in this upcoming gamble i may be stable enough to marry you. but can you wait for me that long..........

[sweetpsyche]

dear aeiou,

 

are u ok? are we ok?

i fear that i did the wrong thing.

nagalit ba siya?

pati ba ikaw galit na rin?

nagselos ba?

di ko namn kasalanan ah.. diba?

hope she didnt take it the wrong way...

 

i do miss u though... take care na lang po.

mas importante yun at yan. (hehe)

bye.

 

me

[RoadPizza]

Dear Rol,

 

Man, I've really missed you. Life has been good down here - everyone's been really nice and have gone out of their way to make me feel at home. I SHOULD be really happy but I really miss all of you guys.

 

I don't really have any close friends here. I have people who work for me - not really good "friendship" material. My cousin Leo and I hang out every once in a while, but he leaves for Bicol in January - he starts his new job as a med rep for a pharmaceutical company.

 

Manny and I ended up chatting online the other day after he put Brianna to sleep. He's amazed that the older I've gotten, the more and more I've become like he was when we were still in school. I don't really know if I like that.

 

Brandon saw me online the other night & IM'ed me with his new handle. He's working on a new project. He and Nina have broken up so he's drowning himself in work again. I mentioned that Rob had finally gotten married last month. I told him to come visit me here when he wants to take a vacation.

 

I called Karen the other day to see how she was doing with the new baby. She sounded really good but she had to get off the phone because of Emily.

 

I haven't spoken to Jen lately, but she emailed me when Karen gave birth.

 

How are YOU doing? Are you and your dad OK again? Where are you staying now? Now that you and Jeannie are through are you and Nick close friends again? I hope you are again - he and Denise really miss your friendship.

 

Charlene & I are still dating. My whole family is pressuring me about marriage - they're really set on seeing some grandchildren soon. I think about it and I think that Charlene would be such a good wife but I don't really know her. I see her only once a week if that much. I haven't even told her that I love her yet because I don't know. I just don't know.

 

Annie still sends me text messages. I try to ignore them. I wish she would finally move on so she could be happy. I definitely know that she will be happier without me.

 

We were supposed to open the new restaurant in Pampanga this past week. It didn't happen - the contractors did a horrible job. I think I got mad more than I normally would because I didn't want my Dad to have a heart attack because of the mess the two architects have made of the store. I've been on edge all week because of it. I stayed home today to relax and do nothing. It's helping. My Dad thinks that we may finally open before the end of the year. I hope so. Otherwise, it's been a huge waste of time and money.

 

My parents are well, though my grandmother died at the end of last month. She was in a lot of pain so it was actually good that the end came quickly. Everyone really took it hard specially my Dad, because he was her favorite. She was my last grandparent so now everything changes. We all used to visit her on Sundays, but now there's less reasons for everyone to get together. Eventually, I'll see my cousins only on BIG occassions like weddings and baptisms. Hopefully, that wouldn't happen that quickly.

 

Save up. Come visit me here. I'll even help you find a wife. I've just got the right person for you, too. . .

 

Take Care & Happy Holidays,

 

Fred

[dedbol]

to whom it may concern:

alam ko namang hindi talaga pwede eh...pero hindi ako nagsisisi...hindi ko nga malagay sa isip ko ang pagsisisi...nag-enjoy naman kasi ako.

pero ngayon parang nanghihinayang ako....hindi mo kasi ata naappreciate yung mga ginawa ko dati....hmmm..hanggang dito na lang kaya?

[pag_ibig]

to shades,

 

i tried to say goodbye. i tried to stay away. and i did. for a week i was able to. today you said you just wanted to give me something. i told you i'm busy. you waited for me.

 

i missed you. it's been a week since i last saw you. why? are you too busy for me? that's what you said.

 

and i said yes.

 

ok.. i just want to give you these. i hope you have a nice christmas. you said.

 

thanks. i will. goodbye.

 

and then you left. looking sad and lonely.

 

you have lost me. i got tired of waiting. thanks for the gifts. i will always treasure them because they're from you.

 

before i finally say goodbye, i have to tell you this, i love you, but things aren't meant to be.

 

so goodbye is the word that comes to mind. goodbye. i said goodbye to our love before it even began.

 

 

 

SORRY PO ANG DRAMA...

[LostCommand]

To my future daughter,

 

I do not know if you shall ever come to my life. Yet a little voice inside me tells me for some reason to write to you, though now you are merely in my imagination. But then, every worthwhile endeavour starts with a dream.

 

You were not brought into this world to just enjoy happiness and warmth and love. You were not brought here just to make me and your mother, whoever she will be, happy and contented. Rather, you were given to us by the Almighty to raise as another of the long line of sword and torch wielders. You were here to make a difference.

 

It need not matter if you were a girl or guy, we would have raised you the same. You will have that naturally inquisitive and quick nature, and those violent tendencies so inherent in us. The slim height, the bony fists, reddish skin, troubled eyes, and curly hair, will all be yours too, for good or for bad. What gold, booty, and reputation we are able to grasp, retain, and accumulate in this fickle world shall pass on to you too.

 

If I find you deserving.

 

I will send you to the fires and trials early, putting you to productive work and leadership positions in your teen years even as you study, as I did. There, slowly you yourself will feel and discover your particular innate strength and skills on your own, and be so much more confident for it. Thus you will instinctively long for and fiendishly scheme for the higher posts, knowing in your quiet heart of hearts you can do better and help advance our people more than those presently sitting there. Money will control you little, luxuries even less, what will move you is that buring ambition to make a difference. You will have your own offroad capable machine as soon as you have the strength to drive one, your own gun as soon as you can carry the weight steadily, and your own business to run as soon as you can carry the entire burden. And I will also ask you to find work in another country, that you may know how the world really really ticks, and so really really know how to make it tick better.

 

I will pray you will not break in the testing, my daughter.

 

You will thrive because you will be needed, amongst all skills, leadership, intelligence, and the courage to use these, are among the rarest to find. In so becoming, you will need no one anymore, and find happiness in exercising your sharpened talents for a higher cause.

 

And what of love? What of affairs of the heart? Since these are inevitable, I can only leave you with some advice. Wait until you and the man are at around the third decade of life, and heavily involved in some endeavour or trial, before you let fall your iron guard. Only by that age have the trials pounded out the impurites in the spirit and left behind the real steel for you to judge properly its temper and strength.

 

After all, love is not very important. Living for your high dreams is. Love will not shape your destiny. You will. The men who will be able to approach you do so because they recognize a kindred spirit. The men who are merely in love, will break their simple hearts on your iron mask and jeweled fist in vain.

 

After all, you are here to live your dreams, not to live within another's. You will crave competence and understanding more than you do sweet sugary affections. You wield a sword deadlier than most, and will not be threatened by nor settle for those of lesser temper. You will move to take what you want, if that is what is needed.

 

And of children, you may ask? The time will come when you feel that desire to live forever, and you will break your heart knowing you can not. The time will come when you realize, soon, so soon it will be over, and all you can do is to pray that one you will be given the gift to have a little of yourself left behind, to carry your sight into the next so many years. That as long as the child lives, then, so do you.

 

And you will raise him or her in no less fashion and in no less hope, another of your line, to witness in his era the continuing unfolding of the great human adventure. To realize as you have, that age to age, certain noble qualities have kept the adventure going:

 

Truth

Ambition

Courage

Wisdom

 

yours, in spirit, forever,

 

Felix Villaflor IV.

[irshes]

For my love, JdL...

 

Maybe if I had said yes, you would be sitting beside me right now.

Your arms holding me close.

Your masculine scent tantalizing me.

Your strength protecting me.

Your passion engulfing me.

Your love making me whole.

 

Maybe if I had said yes, we would be laughing like old times.

Your three-piece suit and my big muddy backpack.

Walking in the rain and dancing in the streets.

Staring at the stars and losing ourselves in each other's eyes.

Midnight trysts, hungry kisses.

Intimacy beyond belief.

 

It took all of your extra eleven years to understand me.

It took but a moment for me to love you.

You were my Bubuts. I was the girl you called your life.

 

Maybe if I had said yes, it would have been bliss.

We would have been living as husband and wife.

We will be putting a name into the bond that has long made us one.

 

Maybe if I had said yes, you would not have gone from this world so soon.

You have always told me all I have to do is say the word and you will stay.

You have always looked out for my happiness.

But I was too damn selfish to recognize it's time I give you yours.

 

I refused you.

Not knowing that I will never see your smile again.

Not knowing that it will all end so abruptly.

Not knowing that denying you this lifetime would mean losing you forever.

 

My life didn't end when yours did.

But I know nothing and no one can ever make me feel the way you did.

The way you still do.

The way you always will.

 

You could have filled any space, but the space you filled was me.

Now that you're gone, I am empty.

Alone.

Incomplete.

 

What you risk reveals what you value.

I risked too much. I am paying the price.

Not in a million lifetimes would I be able to make up for what I have lost.

 

I miss you so much it breaks my heart.

 

 

Yours forever,

Tricia

[LostCommand]

Ouch, ouch, my dear. No words, no words, I break, I bleed,

LC

[pag_ibig]

:cry: woh. can relate ako kay irshes ah. ouch. sakit. hirap. iyak. :cry:

 

nice post. merry christmas to all.

[Switlass]

Jr,

 

You who played me very well.

You who did me wrong.

You who taught me that hell was here in heaven,

in the empty spot where you used to sit.

 

You who first broke my heart.

You who made me forget about love.

You who made me belive that men are all evil and

deserve nothing good from me.

 

You who has been dead this past six years.

 

You made time to make that long distance phone call so many years ago,

to greet me a Merry Christmas.

 

I who was only one of your hundred women

 

Why oh why didn't he?

 

He who made me believe that men are capable of loving,

and are deserving of my love

 

Why didn't he?

 

Dee

Edited December 25, 2003 by swit_lass

[267bill]

i can see why you're father turns his back on you and you're husband walks out on you.coz you live in a world of lies. and just use people to get what you want at any price.

[267bill]

and if i ever do send you a Xmas card it will be very late maybe in June.

Like they say what does not k*ll you will make you stronger.

you're lies did not k*ll me. and i was on to long befor you knew it

you're not as smart as you tell every one. and not as good looking as you say. you're face maybe but you have mean cold eyes. you're key board must smell really bad by now.

[irshes]

.... ,

 

You make me happy.

Thank you.

 

:*

[267bill]

if that matters so much to you as you say, then why did you never ask me? i would have told you! i thought coz you diden't ask that you diden't bother. or diden't really matter to you. it happen long befor i knew you. you with you're pure life who looks down on me for the past things i did. now i have a lower self esteem

[sweetpsyche]

sir...

 

thank you so much...

that was so nice of u....

 

maam

 

haha! toink!

[sweetpsyche]

dear prend,

 

do u know how much i miss you?

do u know how much i miss talking to you?

do u know how often i think about you?

do u know how often i wonder how you are doing?

do u know how many times i reminisce the memories we shared?

do u know how often i ask myself what went wrong?

do u know how regretful i am now for losing a friend like you?

do u know what i feel?

do u know how many times i smile when i remember you?

 

i know you dont.. and perhaps u'll never will...

for i have lost u already. i lost the friendship..

and its too late to go back now..

u're no longer there...

u went back to where u truly belong, ur home.

 

u were standing in front of me. but i dont know why i failed to see u.. i dont know if i REALLY didnt or just pretended that i didnt see you... if only i could bring back the time.. i will do things differently... but i cant.. so there's not much i can do but accept this and tread on the path that is laid in front of me... a path far from you.

all there is left for me.. is regret... regret for not doing the things i should have done.. for not saying the things i should have said.

 

justme.