The Mail Box

[bluetea]

I'm angry.

I know not why nor how deep this goes. I've never been angry before.

I just know that it's sickening. Everything is terrible.

 

But I will be fine. I will always bounce back.

[addila]

tumawag ako sa opis nyo

naputol ang linya

pagbukas ko ng yahoo mail

kataon may PM ka...

 

sabi na nga badtrip ka...

wala akong intensyon na saktan ka

sadyang ako'y mapagbiro at kwela

gayun pa man akoy humihingi ng pasensya...

[Barenaked-NoMre]

You dont know where to draw the line.

 

It speaks of an insecurity ... yours.

[Wyld]

Get a life.

 

Please.

 

Its free. You have a right to one.

 

Comes in handy.

 

Oh...

 

Act your age too. That helps.

 

One more thing...

 

The truth hurts, huh?

 

 

Edited February 19, 2006 by Wyld

[missmanners]

i know i shouldn't feel bad, but i do. thing is i know i can continue on with this and swallow everything because i love you.

 

the question is, should i?

[Manticore]

This and "Random Thoughts" are two of my favorite threads. Even if I rarely post here, I get a better appreciation of how people feel deep down when they are being totally honest with their feelings. I've posted a few times before, and reading them again makes me want to shake my head. Oh, well. Perhaps I'm better at being senseless, after all. heheheh.

[Zerreit]

Don't make me hate you. You won't like it...

[Barenaked-NoMre]

Ate R,

 

Thanks for the honesty. It's long time coming. I should have been told earlier, so my actions would have been better towards those affected.

 

Boy, did that prompt me to go back to Him. It made me angry ... hurt and cry like never before.

 

May I be able to do my part ... to make things better for all.

 

We can only give ... while we can.

 

A

[Zerreit]

For you...

 

Somebody Has To

Shel Silverstein

 

Somebody has to go polish the stars,

They're looking a litle bit dull.

Somebody has to go polish the stars,

For the eagles and starlings and gulls

Have all been complaining they're tarnished and worn,

They say they want new ones we cannot afford.

So please get your rags

And your polishing jars,

Somebody has to go polish the stars

[Z]

I soar to the stars from the seeming abyss of my soul. Such is life; such is love; and so is forgiveness.

[missmanners]

i look at you and i'm amazed how easily you've become my world. how naturally you assumed your place. how easily i broke my defenses. how easily i betrayed even myself. how i've become such a shameless sap. i look at you and it makes no sense and complete sense at the same time. both infuriating and comforting. both annoying and calming. i look at you and i'm forgetful of the past, happy with my present. delirious with the future. i wonder always what's in store for us. and there are parts of my life i want to speed up so we can get to our happy ending. but it's also interesting to wait and see how this all unfurls. what tomorrow will bring. what new delights we'll discover. what secret irritants will become the fuse for our clashes. and what will make either of us swallow our pride and make up again for the nth time.

 

i'm the sun in your morning sky. and you're my biggest fan.

 

every minute without you is excruciating. and every minute that brings me closer, ecstacy.

[WHY]

from now on. no one will know.

[LadyMariko]

thank you for tonight.

for a few hours i was happy.

 

i'm sorry i hurt you.

i was also hurt.

 

thank you for tonight.

you said your second goodbye

and i am yet to say my first.

 

not yet. i'm not ready. i can't let go. i can't move on.

just that.

i love you and i will love you always.

[LB]

am,

 

sorry for ignoring your calls and messages. above all, for not showing up. gaud! i am sure you're baffled at this point. i've always wanted to see you. you were an exception to my ex-bf rules. of course, you knew this. he was only you. it was obvious. wasted time in calling, texting, emailing and would you believe asking friends/connections about you (for how many years now, not a chase... being in touch with you satisfied me). our chapter is finally closed. well, in my case it is.

 

honestly, i don't know why. my dreams about you suddenly stopped. my enthusiasm in talking to you ceased. no current love. i am just enjoying nowadays. though, i am still proud that i had you once in this life. somebody good-looking (actually excellent in my opinion), sexy (very), tall, intelligent and smart. hope to see you doing the print ads thingie in the near future.

 

good luck!

[Barenaked-NoMre]

Dad,

 

To see you suffer and your health deteriorate ... pains me.

 

I can only remind you to take proper care of yourself.

 

We're here for you ...

 

Please dont be hard-headed ... Dont smoke anymore. The xrays are proof enough ... you have to stop.

 

A