The Mail Box

[Grimace]

Hi babes,

 

How u doing? Hope ur doing great. These past few days have been quite frustrating for me cos its been really hectic at work and I’m staying at my brothers apartment for now till I get my apartment sorted out. My bro’s mates are always around playing video games and staying up late I can’t get any decent sleep so hopefully it wont carry on cos I’m going back to my apartment next week.

Anyway my life’s pretty boring over here no action all work there’s this girl branded the ‘office bicycle’ who showed some interest in me the other day she invited me to hang out after work but I declined I told her I’m kinda seeing someone she was surprised I never talk about ‘this girl’ (you) im seeing I told her it’s a long distance one (I tried not to make it sound like I was getting some sort of mail order bride lol). To be honest im kinda reserved when I talk to people about this relationship we have cos its pretty weird …we haven’t shagged or anything yet lol…I hope we can change that when we see each other…hehe.

 

I'm trying to save some money for my trip again to phili and hope it will be a memorable one. Not that you have shove me up again when you were out with this bloke.

Anyway about my ex’s don’t worry about them its in the past and I’ve gone past the stage of playing…now I just want the real thing. Back in the days when I played football and basketball for the uni team picking up birds wasn’t too difficult theres a few airheads around always wanting to date some sporty uni student lol. Freshers week have always been a treat for the senior guys lol..those days were fun. When u meet my friends they tell u some stories about me but don’t believe it chances are its exaggerated …lol.

The Taiwanese girl has gone gone back to Taiwan she just thought it would be cool to hang out meet some new people since she’s visiting the UK for 2 weeks ahhh no biggie babes nothing happened, besides she didn’t look particularly flattering …lol…im not like that seriously.

Babes just remember whenever u feel the need to get off think of me hehe and I’ll do the same (not like I don’t do already …lol).

Things are going sweet for me career wise I’ve applied to move into a larger branch although the pay isn’t that all different but it’ll be closer to work for me and theres a better chance of promotion cos theres fewer people to compete against. Anyway I’ll see what happens.

My auntie just sent me loads of photos from her trip back in cebu (shes in USA) and I really miss home hopefully the times will pass a lot quicker and before I know it im meeting u for the first time. Most of my cousins have all grown up and I remember playing with them back home. My auntie trying to fix me up with a local girl from our barrio but I’m not too keen really (honest) she keeps saying at 27 years of age I should have been married already …lol. I just keep thinking of your HOT body…heh and it gets me thru the day …hehe.

 

Anyway babes I gotta dash off im so knackered. Hope to read one of ur steamy emails…hehe...glad to hear that you guys broke off.he's certainly going to regret it. I miss you love

 

Love

 

 

robbio

Edited November 29, 2004 by pajamazzon

[Iya_kin]

You seem to be a very busy man and i don't want to stand in the way. I will not call you nor text you. The ball is not with me. It's on the floor and i'm not going to be the first to pick it up. I like you, but that's just as far as i go.

[DELISYUS]

I bought it in college

loved its design

but then you came into my life

its purpose, you modified

 

your letters were kept there

all your sketches too

it was what i picked up

when i was missing you

 

it remained sacred

even after we lost touch

knowing i wasn't losing

nor misplacing your letters

was enough

 

and while it gathered dust

its contents remained sacrosanct

and even when GOODBYE was decided

and LETTING GO a seeming must

on my bedroom wall, they stayed

i valued you that much

 

but then, the love affair

has truly ended

and i needed a bigger bag

am now using it for a higher purpose

it now contains my lesson plans

 

and your letters are now

tucked away in some other box

[Alex_Corvis]

yoh thanks for everything.

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

Doctor, doctor help me quick

Need to get rid of this nasty headache.

[KristinLavransdatr]

what was written here is now totally irrelevant.

Edited May 1, 2005 by KristinLavransdatr

[icewulf]

Forever Bruised

-=icewulf=-

 

Infatuation.

Love's sweet prelude.

Invisible hands that touch the heart

Such a blissful start.

Falling.

Metamorphosis to Nirvana.

Death to wisdom's cries.

Blnding light to earthly lies.

 

Love.

Sometimes you win.

Sometimes you lose.

Sometimes you get cheated.

And are forever bruised.

 

Rejection.

Words you'd rather not hear.

Reality in life you fear.

Source of your fallen tear.

Withdrawal.

Back to the drawing board

Regroup and plan anew

Time for the coffee that you brewed.

 

Love.

Sometimes you win.

Sometimes you lose.

Sometimes you get cheated.

And are forever bruised.

 

Respect.

Swallow your pride.

Hear her decision.

Follow the execution.

Caution.

Not too much not to less

Heed the voices in your head

Beware the road you choose to tread.

 

Love.

Sometimes you win.

Sometimes you lose.

Sometimes you get cheated.

And are forever bruised.

 

Betrayal.

Dagger in your back.

And you question why.

Blood and tears from the sky.

Struggle.

Twist and turn.

Can't break free.

Haunted by the memory.

 

Love.

Sometimes you win.

Sometimes you lose.

Sometimes you get cheated.

And are forever bruised.

 

Promises.

Sought and heard.

Loveliest words spoken.

Worst codes to be broken

Pain.

It's what remains.

Future gone and faded.

Scars turn you jaded.

 

Love.

Sometimes you win.

Sometimes you lose.

Sometimes you get cheated.

And are forever bruised.

 

Realization.

The awful truth.

Hide and run.

Love will haunt you.

Love will get you.

Love.

Sometimes you win.

Sometimes you lose.

Sometimes you get cheated.

And are forever bruised.

 

Sometimes you get cheated.

And are forever bruised.

[Wyld]

my friend ric ...

 

i tried to let saturday pass in a blur... i deliberately did not answer your email.

 

you got married - and i closed a chapter of our book.

 

i guess that chapter will forever have no ending... as they say, sometimes, no answer... is an answer.

 

be happy my dearest ric. she loves you to pieces... and i guess, so do you.

 

i will always be your friend, confidante and alter ego. no one can take that bond away from us.

 

till next we meet...

 

love always,

 

nina

[bods1000]

I'll have the routine down pat. I'll be listening to some sad songs....laze around a bit....gaze at your number....listen to an absent voice....maybe shed some funny tears....watch the sunset go down....mope around and make myself useless....dig around for some photos....strangle my creeping sadness. But this much I will promise. I won't be torching any bridges. I will keep the fire close to my chest and let it smolder in my heart.....

[cee]

GIRLFRIEND(actually, my ex-gf) IN A COMA

 

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Girlfriend in a coma, I know

I know - it's serious

Girlfriend in a coma, I know

I know - it's really serious

 

There were times when I could

Have "murdered" her

(But you know, I would hate

Anything to happen to her)

 

 

NO, I DON'T WANT TO SEE HER

 

 

Do you really think

She'll pull through ?

Do you really think

She'll pull through ?

Do ...

 

 

Girlfriend in a coma, I know

I know - it's serious

My, my, my, my, my, my baby, goodbye

 

 

There were times when I could

Have "strangled" her

(But you know, I would hate

Anything to happen to her)

WOULD YOU PLEASE

LET ME SEE HER !

 

 

Do you really think

She'll pull through ?

Do you really think

She'll pull through ?

Do ...

Let me whisper my last goodbyes

 

 

I know - IT'S SERIOUS

 

 

Edited December 7, 2004 by cee

[cee]

FOUND FOUND FOUND

 

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found found found found found found

someone who's worth it

in this murkiness

someone who's never

seeming scheming

found found found found found found

someone who's worth it

in this murkiness

someone who's never

seeming scheming

Oh, but if I'd never found

oh, but if I'd never found

oh, but if I'd never found

I do believe that

the more you give your love

and I do believe that

the more you offer trust

the more you chase

the more you cry

the more you're bound to lose

the more you're bound to lose

Oh, but if I'd never found

oh, but if I'd never found

somebody

who wants to be

who wants to be

with me

all the time

[gen_g]

cuerpo y alma...estoy en casa de solo...bailando en jardin....que horror....hehehe;)

[Thomas_Durnst]

Im back after almost 2 Years!!!! Damn my topics still burnin!

 

Till the end of time cant no one stop me coz im infinite!

 

To all artists and I mean painters, actors hobbysists(e.g. action figure,stamps,money,bottles,comics,cards,) Im having a artist cafe opening soon pls give me a holler or an sms @ ******

Edited December 8, 2004 by Switlass

[Switlass]

Mr. Thomas Durnst

 

Welcome back. Do read the rules. No posting of numbers.

Goodluck with your cafe.

[blackmamba]

good luck...

[Thomas_Durnst]

Much Love To All Yall Real Peeps!

[steve-armstrong]

papa,

 

i miss u alot! take care of mama

sorry i was not there when it happen!!!!

love you so much

[steve-armstrong]

mama,

 

i miss u a lot! take care of papa!

sorry for not being there!!!!

i love you very much!!!

[cee]

Enjoy The Silence

 

Words like violence

Break the silence

Come crashing in

Into my little world

Painful to me

Pierce right through me

Can’t you understand

Oh my little girl

 

All I ever wanted

All I ever needed

Is here in my arms

Words are very unnecessary

They can only do harm

 

Vows are spoken

To be broken

Feelings are intense

Words are trivial

Pleasures remain

So does the pain

Words are meaningless

And forgettable

 

All I ever wanted

All I ever needed

Is here in my arms

Words are very unnecessary

They can only do harm

 

Enjoy the silence

 

Edited December 12, 2004 by cee

[sweetpsyche]

Im back after almost 2 Years!!!!  Damn my topics still burnin! 

 

Till the end of  time cant no one stop me coz im infinite!

 

<{POST_SNAPBACK}>

 

sorry... but i just cant help myself not to bother...

dude... u aren't that great.

the thread u have started has loooooooong been dead.. gone...vanished..

this isn't the thread u thought is yours anymore...

this is a revised version...

 

check page 3 of this thread... for u to be enlightened... and also... do me a favor.. compare the letters posted before, and after... and im sure u'll see a very big difference...

 

this isnt really a biggie for me... its just that....

nevermind the reason.

all im saying is... think first... u really are not that infinite. hah! no pun intended...

 

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the above post is in a way a matephor to a guy whom i dare not say his name...

i am not the person whom u left years ago.

i've grown. i've matured. i've changed.

i may look the same... but dig deeper and u'll see that i am not.

i have evolved.

so stop assuming that u know me - for believe me... you dont.

stop saying im yours - for i am not anymore.

 

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so mr. thomas, in a way stop assuming this thread is the same from the one u made, it may look the same... but believe me it isnt... a lot can atest to that.

 

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peace!

[dFoXyCriSSy]

I love u. I dunno til when. Much as i wanted it to last, i know time will come that i have to give u up. But til then, i wanna make u happy, so when inevitable takes place, there wud be happy memories of me u can go back to and hopefully puts u in a smile.

 

You know who u are.

[Guest temperamental]

My heart is numb.

 

So is my mind.

 

So do not think that I am crying not because I have fallen for you.

 

Do not think that losing you is losing myself.

 

Do not think that I will never ever get over this state.

 

My tears are for myself.

[Guest simply_miss]

It's only now that I am entertaining the thought of going out again

But then there are a lot of fears and anxiety

What if this would not work the way I want it to be?

[KristinLavransdatr]

To you, sexy eyes:

 

it doesn't hurt much to wait. it doesn't hurt much to let go of something that could have been so beautiful.

 

the joy of the present for which i have put a stake on in september surpasses the pain of waiting. the pain of letting go.

 

it could have been you. it could have been me. but you believed in my multi-definition rhetorics, never in what lies beneath them.

 

it could have been more. it could have been forever. but your stars are farther off than mine. your path is more defined than mine. your steps moved forward. mine just stayed on.

 

KL

[gen_g]

just when you think everything is fine and everything else over there is but inside its still the same.just calculating and doing what needs to be done........even if u know its going to take time...as usual.......its not exactly a comforting thought..u just have to make it comfortable...oh well.tis is life.... later ppl of the world...