a_ngel Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 i am your friend.il listen.you know that. thanks for being there when I need you thanks for listening to my stupid whining thanks for the toinks thanks for the care and concern thanks for being you thanks for being a friend i lab yu gelplen :* Quote Link to comment
icewulf Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 (edited) voices within my brain it sucks. yeah. emotions have a funny way of playing. it sucks. why do the ones you need to hear not speak, the ones you need to see not show, the ones you need to youch not feel? it sucks. you try to fit in. cool. in their individual lives you're a friend, a confidant, a "brother." yet when all come together you're left in the corner. it sucks. is that all you can say? "it sucks"? well it does suck...big time. hate? nah i can't hate them...love them too much. anger? not an option either...just hug the pain and be pathetic. i hate myself when i think this way. two words: it sucks. shut up! i know already! just wanted to break through. to be treated as each one is. hah! sad thing though is if you try to they'd laugh at you thinking you're just a pathetic jerk asking for attention. it's not even that...i just hate being left out. not being able to understand what goes on while everyone laughs or jives in with a statement someone made. i ask...but no one answers, i try to but in, i go ignored.i give them my all i do all i can...they are good to me individually, they hang out, say hi, treat me as a friend, but when all are together..well back to my little corner i must go since i look like an idiot trying to say something to those who hardly even listen or pay attention to the one who can't get what's going on... you know why? why? you suck...you pathetic, self pitying...%#!@&^ oh... Edited August 26, 2004 by icewulf Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 thanks for being there when I need you thanks for listening to my stupid whining thanks for the toinks thanks for the care and concern thanks for being you thanks for being a friend i lab yu gelplen :* dearest one... so many times i have told you why i feel for you so.just bear in mind that i have embraced you as a friend...a sister. a fellow-warrior-in-love. that will not change. distance and time wont erase that.rather it will make it stronger. stand fast. be strong.find comfort in what you KNOW.take refuge in your heart. i love you friend. :heart: Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 i may have said it Countless times...i know i show it in moRe ways than one...hEck i know i have bugged you to death about it often...Yet... here i am again... just with this plain and simple messaGe ... im here for you. because of.inspite of.regardless. :heart: Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 (edited) the worst feelin in the world is the knowledge you are never enuf to fill a gap. but they say that is human nature. one never appreciates what is around... rather one yearns for what is not there. maybe... just maybe... i should be less ... around. <_< Edited August 26, 2004 by WyldChik Quote Link to comment
icewulf Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 the worst feelin in the world is the knowledge you are never enuf to fill a gap. i can relate to that...on numerous situations, occassions and with numerous poeple. Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 i can relate to that...on numerous situations, occassions and with numerous poeple. ironic huh. Quote Link to comment
a_ngel Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 ironic is... when you find somebody you... feel you want to spend the rest of your life withwanna grow old withyou wanna give your all but you just cant have them and all you do is look from your own little corner with sad longing eyes wishing dreaming hurting. :cry: Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 that is exactly what i mean ... and you know you can be so much more for that personbut that person just looks past you. stares off into the horizonand runs after butterflies. such is the irony of lovin. :cry: Quote Link to comment
a_ngel Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 how 'bout the irony of being in love and not being able to show it off not being able to tell the world to share romantic moments only in your dreams like a clandestine affair that's over once the world finds out. so why does one fall in love with all it's ironies? Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 27, 2004 Share Posted August 27, 2004 how 'bout the irony of being in love and not being able to show it off not being able to tell the world to share romantic moments only in your dreams like a clandestine affair that's over once the world finds out. so why does one fall in love with all it's ironies? one loves because one is human. one loves because the heart finds its other half and the soul finds its mate. one does not need a reason to love. one just... loves. :heart: Quote Link to comment
a_ngel Posted August 27, 2004 Share Posted August 27, 2004 one loves because one is human. one loves because the heart finds its other half and the soul finds its mate. one does not need a reason to love. one just... loves. :heart: yah... love it is good indeed... but it came with a twin heartbreak like yin and yang cant go without the other like laughter and tears... love... a necessity like water, like rain but can cause irreparable damage but like breathing is essential for life. :heart: Quote Link to comment
moonflower Posted August 27, 2004 Share Posted August 27, 2004 ano ba yun! para akong binagyo dun! wala naman akong kamalay malay na ganunin na lang ng basta... kunsabagay... what gives? nothing changes! i remain... the storm subsides...if it doesn't altogether go away. yes, remain steadfast. Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 27, 2004 Share Posted August 27, 2004 heartbreak is not necessarily akin to love... but ... on the one hand, others say that no great love is ever without heartbreak.... i guess... at some point, one has to cry real tears if one really loves. Quote Link to comment
misbyutiful Posted August 27, 2004 Share Posted August 27, 2004 psstt it is so ironic. so irritating and ultimately so depressing when the butterfly you chased all day and caught by twilight loses all the beauty and life it had when was free.between my palms,the tired creature wilted. i had pursued butterflies for years and this one fit my palm just right, and yet i had to let it go. it was not mine...† Quote Link to comment
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