Grimace Posted August 25, 2004 Share Posted August 25, 2004 i miss you so much...grabeeh..di ka na tumawag natakot ka bigla sa parents mo, takot ka mawal ang inheritance mo..pag sumama ka sa akin..sayang talaga! sana pinaglaban mo ako!!! magaaral ako ng mandarin kung gusto mo,yun pala e! kaso...yung kuya mo..he's really something! minsan parang ayoko na mainvolve sa race ninyo..ayaw ko na!!! grabeeh ang tinidi ng tama ko sayo,bumalik ka na,lets leave here and start back in the US..you and me..promise i'll take care of you! i love you Emmanuel Guttierez Grabeeeh Ka!!!!!! miss mo rin sana ako!! :mtc: Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 25, 2004 Share Posted August 25, 2004 (edited) cmc... alam ko maraming beses ko na sinabingayaw ko na. tama na. tigilan na natin ito.pagod na ako. kay daming beses ko na din dinelete lahat ng text mo lahat ng email mopati nga number mo sa celfone ko dinelete ko eh. pero bakit ganon.bakit parang wala akong magawa.hindi ka matalikuran.hindi ka makalimutan. ikaw ang unang nasa isip ko pagkagising...inaalala kung kumusta ka na.kung nasan ka. kung maayos ang lahat sa iyo. habang dumaraan ang arawnaiisip ko siguro hindi tayo nararapat.siguro hindi na yata ito mangyayari. kung iisipin mo, madami naman talagang hadlang.sa umpisa pa lang -- ang dami nagalit...may nasaktan -- oo naman nasaktan yun.pero ipinilit natin. iniisip ko, hindi kaya malupit na biro na ito sa akindahil...dahil...minahal kita ng alam kong may masasaktan. ayaw ko na magisip.ang magagawa ko na lang ngayon ay hintayinano man ang dalhin ng panahon. mahigit na tayong isang taon magkakilala.sa panahong iyan, lahat ibinigay ko.ikaw din ba? basta eto lang ang masasabi ko.mag ingat ka.isipin mo parati, ikaw ay asa aking puso.mahal pa din kita. -nina Edited August 25, 2004 by WyldChik Quote Link to comment
icewulf Posted August 25, 2004 Share Posted August 25, 2004 (edited) just when i strat falling...just when i start trusting...just when i start breaking up your walls...things get...cOnfusing...eveR so confusing...am i getting played for a fool again?whEn will i learn?or is she...feeling the same way i am...damN this sucks... Edited August 25, 2004 by icewulf Quote Link to comment
icewulf Posted August 25, 2004 Share Posted August 25, 2004 (edited) i try my best to clear things up...i try My best not to forget but to accept...i try my best to do my part...why do you keep haunting me still?what do you wAnt? me? us?is that even possible?stop confusing me!but then again through the pain of confusion you bring...i find happinEss in feeling you once more...damn...this sucks too! Edited August 25, 2004 by icewulf Quote Link to comment
misbyutiful Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 talking to u feels so right..pero pag naririnig ko ung sinasabi ng iba..nawiiwndang ako. alam mo kung ano tyo, and wala akong balak ipilit sayo ung hindi mo kayang ibigay..pero dko lang tlga maiwasan maapektuhan sa mga nalalaman ko bsta ang alam ko, masaya ako na anjan ka. Quote Link to comment
moonflower Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 H, musta ka na? ummm....wag ka makikipag-away ha. i like it na opinionated ka but just take it easy ha. ako okay lang....friends tayo. im here for you. but not everyone can and will understand you. and besides, just wanna tell u na if you are going to express your opinion, focus on the issue and less on the person. this maybe unsolicited but i am a friend and I am here for you. you can count on me. hear from you soon. Quote Link to comment
roxysnonie Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 (edited) ano ba yun! para akong binagyo dun! wala naman akong kamalay malay na ganunin na lang ng basta... kunsabagay... what gives? nothing changes! i remain... Edited August 26, 2004 by roxysnonie Quote Link to comment
Guest the_eight_of_orbs Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 X i seek the universe's light to see through my cloudy eyes. i seek the universe's embrace to rid my spirit of my heavy burden. i seek the universe's warmth to comfort my lonely cold nights. but today i seek the universe's love to fill you with all the love it can give you, its abundance that you may have an ample share of it, its peace that you may have the joy in your heart for the days of this life that we borrowed. i still love you and that love comes from the same universe that blesses you every waking day. missing you madly, still. have a great birthday, even if i'm away. love,D Quote Link to comment
Guest the_eight_of_orbs Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 "Pulse"ani di franco you crawled into my bedlike some sort of giant insectand i found myself spellboundthat night at the sight of you therebeautiful and grotesque and all the rest of that bug stuffbluffing your way into my mouthbehind my teeth, reaching for my scarsthat night we got kicked out of two barsand laughed our way home that night you leaned overand threw up into your hairand i held you there thinkingi would offer you my pulseif i thought it would be usefuli would give you my breathexceptthe problem with death is that you havesome hundred years and then they canbuild building on your only bones100 years and then your grave is not your ownwe lie in out beds, and our gravesunable to save ourselves fromthe quaint tragedies we inventand then undo from the stupid circumstanceswe slomen throughand i realized that night that the hall light which seemed so bright when you turned it on is nothingcompared to the dawnwhich is nothing, compared to the light which seeps from me while you're sleeping beautiful and grotesque resting cocooned in my roomthat night we got kicked out of two barsand laughed our way homeand i held you there thinkingi would offer you my pulsei would give you my breathi would offer you my pulse Quote Link to comment
Ladyrocker Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mindI think about you baby and I dream about you all the timeI’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreamsAnd tonight it’s only you and me Quote Link to comment
a_ngel Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 i am your friend.il listen.you know that. thanks for being there when I need you thanks for listening to my stupid whining thanks for the toinks thanks for the care and concern thanks for being you thanks for being a friend i lab yu gelplen :* Quote Link to comment
icewulf Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 (edited) voices within my brain it sucks. yeah. emotions have a funny way of playing. it sucks. why do the ones you need to hear not speak, the ones you need to see not show, the ones you need to youch not feel? it sucks. you try to fit in. cool. in their individual lives you're a friend, a confidant, a "brother." yet when all come together you're left in the corner. it sucks. is that all you can say? "it sucks"? well it does suck...big time. hate? nah i can't hate them...love them too much. anger? not an option either...just hug the pain and be pathetic. i hate myself when i think this way. two words: it sucks. shut up! i know already! just wanted to break through. to be treated as each one is. hah! sad thing though is if you try to they'd laugh at you thinking you're just a pathetic jerk asking for attention. it's not even that...i just hate being left out. not being able to understand what goes on while everyone laughs or jives in with a statement someone made. i ask...but no one answers, i try to but in, i go ignored.i give them my all i do all i can...they are good to me individually, they hang out, say hi, treat me as a friend, but when all are together..well back to my little corner i must go since i look like an idiot trying to say something to those who hardly even listen or pay attention to the one who can't get what's going on... you know why? why? you suck...you pathetic, self pitying...%#!@&^ oh... Edited August 26, 2004 by icewulf Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 thanks for being there when I need you thanks for listening to my stupid whining thanks for the toinks thanks for the care and concern thanks for being you thanks for being a friend i lab yu gelplen :* dearest one... so many times i have told you why i feel for you so.just bear in mind that i have embraced you as a friend...a sister. a fellow-warrior-in-love. that will not change. distance and time wont erase that.rather it will make it stronger. stand fast. be strong.find comfort in what you KNOW.take refuge in your heart. i love you friend. :heart: Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 i may have said it Countless times...i know i show it in moRe ways than one...hEck i know i have bugged you to death about it often...Yet... here i am again... just with this plain and simple messaGe ... im here for you. because of.inspite of.regardless. :heart: Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 (edited) the worst feelin in the world is the knowledge you are never enuf to fill a gap. but they say that is human nature. one never appreciates what is around... rather one yearns for what is not there. maybe... just maybe... i should be less ... around. <_< Edited August 26, 2004 by WyldChik Quote Link to comment
icewulf Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 the worst feelin in the world is the knowledge you are never enuf to fill a gap. i can relate to that...on numerous situations, occassions and with numerous poeple. Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 i can relate to that...on numerous situations, occassions and with numerous poeple. ironic huh. Quote Link to comment
a_ngel Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 ironic is... when you find somebody you... feel you want to spend the rest of your life withwanna grow old withyou wanna give your all but you just cant have them and all you do is look from your own little corner with sad longing eyes wishing dreaming hurting. :cry: Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 that is exactly what i mean ... and you know you can be so much more for that personbut that person just looks past you. stares off into the horizonand runs after butterflies. such is the irony of lovin. :cry: Quote Link to comment
a_ngel Posted August 26, 2004 Share Posted August 26, 2004 how 'bout the irony of being in love and not being able to show it off not being able to tell the world to share romantic moments only in your dreams like a clandestine affair that's over once the world finds out. so why does one fall in love with all it's ironies? Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 27, 2004 Share Posted August 27, 2004 how 'bout the irony of being in love and not being able to show it off not being able to tell the world to share romantic moments only in your dreams like a clandestine affair that's over once the world finds out. so why does one fall in love with all it's ironies? one loves because one is human. one loves because the heart finds its other half and the soul finds its mate. one does not need a reason to love. one just... loves. :heart: Quote Link to comment
a_ngel Posted August 27, 2004 Share Posted August 27, 2004 one loves because one is human. one loves because the heart finds its other half and the soul finds its mate. one does not need a reason to love. one just... loves. :heart: yah... love it is good indeed... but it came with a twin heartbreak like yin and yang cant go without the other like laughter and tears... love... a necessity like water, like rain but can cause irreparable damage but like breathing is essential for life. :heart: Quote Link to comment
moonflower Posted August 27, 2004 Share Posted August 27, 2004 ano ba yun! para akong binagyo dun! wala naman akong kamalay malay na ganunin na lang ng basta... kunsabagay... what gives? nothing changes! i remain... the storm subsides...if it doesn't altogether go away. yes, remain steadfast. Quote Link to comment
Wyld Posted August 27, 2004 Share Posted August 27, 2004 heartbreak is not necessarily akin to love... but ... on the one hand, others say that no great love is ever without heartbreak.... i guess... at some point, one has to cry real tears if one really loves. Quote Link to comment
misbyutiful Posted August 27, 2004 Share Posted August 27, 2004 psstt it is so ironic. so irritating and ultimately so depressing when the butterfly you chased all day and caught by twilight loses all the beauty and life it had when was free.between my palms,the tired creature wilted. i had pursued butterflies for years and this one fit my palm just right, and yet i had to let it go. it was not mine...† Quote Link to comment
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