Sabine Posted March 24, 2004 Share Posted March 24, 2004 ... scribbled on a piece of paper I chanced upon while cleaning my clutter. It was the last letter I wrote to the last man I loved ... M, I guess a lot of things can happen in one and a half years. Like you, I also wanted to share everything that's been going on with me. But the distance wasn't good for us. Your silence told me you lead your own life there now. For someone who used to be your priority, I am now just an afterthought, receiving the spare ten seconds of your busy life. I've been trying to move on as well, but you leak through the cracks in my thoughts. I should have known from the very start that in spite of our intimacy, of how I deeply loved you, the fact that you've always held me at arms' breadth gives you so much capacity to hurt me. Thank you though, because I know that at some point in your life, you loved me too. But there was always something missing. This time, I know you've found what you've been looking for, your happiness. Congratulations. May God bless both of you in your new life together. G Quote Link to comment
marilen Posted March 24, 2004 Share Posted March 24, 2004 , if you really want to know where to start then look for faith in a dream in your heart and dare to risk rejection or betrayal for you won't know what success is about until you fail. used hearts have been broken but when they're repaired they can be a lot stronger when no longer scared that's the last step of blooming getting over the fear and understanding used hearts know how to care for if a heart is not used how do you know it is there only used hearts have been there only used hearts are aware you can made lemonade from lemons you can compost from crap life isn't over when your heart is broken it's gotten a bad rap you don't have to heal you don't have to feel you don't have to deal with it you don't have to be real at all it's your call, which way will you fall you can fall face down in the dirt crying like a stuck pig in a pen or you can fall face up with a deep breath and fall in love again your heart has to be used to teach it to care your heart has to be used to teach it to share your heart has to be used to understand the fear so it can learn to overcome it and become aware of the power of love only used hearts have been there only used hearts are aware ... Quote Link to comment
Z Posted March 24, 2004 Share Posted March 24, 2004 Dear God, Thank you! Love, E Quote Link to comment
wjc-934 Posted March 25, 2004 Share Posted March 25, 2004 Oo na, sabihin mo nang nagbibiro ka lang. Sige na, hindi ko dapat sineseryoso ang mga sinasabi mo. Matalino ako at dapat alam ko ‘yon. Pero di ba, ikaw pa nga ang nagpaalala sa ’kin dati sa sinabi ni Christina Applegate sa “The Sweetest Thing”: Do you know that when you tell a joke, 50% of what you’re saying is true. That way, you can say what you really feel without being vulnerable...... I bet mahal mo rin ako. Ayaw mo lang aminin sa sarili mo...... Quote Link to comment
wjc-934 Posted March 26, 2004 Share Posted March 26, 2004 Mahal kita, mahal na mahal kita, sana maintindihan mo ako kung dumating man ang pagkakataon na sabihin ko na ito sa iyo ng harapan. Sana ay huwag kang lumayo ng unti-unti kapag napagtanto mo na matagal na kitang pinapahalagahan. Alam kong hindi tama ito, ayaw kong mapabilang sa mga taong nagbigay sa iyo ng lungkot at sakit. Quote Link to comment
wjc-934 Posted March 28, 2004 Share Posted March 28, 2004 Kahit hindi mo ipinadama sa akin, I bet minahal mo rin ako. Hindi man kasing-tindi ng naramdaman, nararamdaman ko para sa‘yo, palagay ko, mAhal mo rin ako kahit papaano............. Quote Link to comment
wjc-934 Posted March 29, 2004 Share Posted March 29, 2004 jean, bakit ba mahal kita???? palagi ko itong nasasabi sa aking sarili pag naiisip kita.... oo nga at close friend tayo.... pero sapat kayang dahilan ito..basta naramdaman ko na lang nuon na ikaw na yata ang pinapangarap ko sa buhay.. nag kahiwalay nga kami ng GF ko dahil sa pagtatanggol ko sa iyo... mas mahalaga ka pa daw sakin kaysa kanya!!! mas kabisado ko nga ang cellpone number mo kaysa GF ko eh....... wjc-934 Quote Link to comment
wjc-934 Posted March 29, 2004 Share Posted March 29, 2004 ikaw parin ang nasa isipan ko............ Quote Link to comment
Shiro Posted March 30, 2004 Share Posted March 30, 2004 i am confused... now that you seem to no longer be hostile with me... i don't know now how you feel... i know that the chance of ever getting back together with you is probably close to nil right now, but the fact that from time to time, you let me see your smile, you let me hold your hand, the times when you surreptitiously touch my arm... they set within me a tide of confusion. i have to admit that i was more comfortable when I knew exactly how you felt... now i'm confused, hopeful, afraid... i love you... but i guess now, i'll just be left guessing on whether or not you may be starting to love me again... damn... Quote Link to comment
irshes Posted March 30, 2004 Share Posted March 30, 2004 M, I'm sorry if I hurt you. I haven't seen him in almost a year. You have an idea just how close we were before. Hugging each other seemed like the most natural thing to do. I didn't know you would react that way, seeing us together.ML told me you felt threatened. Why? Although the attraction is mutual, you know very well we don't and can't have a relationship. It's not even an option. Add that to the fact that you can have anyone you want. Despite your reasons, I still ask myself over and over, why me?Resisting you is so hard as it is. You turn me on. I am addicted to your scent. The feel of your hand in mine gives me shivers. Looking at you, that sweet, angelic face, satisfies me. I care about you a lot. Having you close makes me happy. Baby, I've told you this before. I want you here, but please.. please don't love me. It would only complicate things as we know it. T. Quote Link to comment
de hunter Posted March 30, 2004 Share Posted March 30, 2004 cee ei bro ayan post ko all over the place ulit sabi mo nga... so ibig mong sabihin ngayun aburido na naman ako at walang pera? dh Quote Link to comment
Chito Posted March 31, 2004 Share Posted March 31, 2004 Congratulations, I'm sure you are just so happy that everything's over and done with. But it doesn't matter anymore to me. Quote Link to comment
Shiro Posted April 1, 2004 Share Posted April 1, 2004 There are no words that can describe my wrath... I have discovered proof of your infidelity... and although it seems to me that this is an issue that has past, the fact remains, it was my friend, that bastard, the one who i welcomed as my own brother was the one who would stab me in the back... I do not know how to take this news... i am currently seething with anger right now. This is not the last of this. Quote Link to comment
Shiro Posted April 1, 2004 Share Posted April 1, 2004 I'm tiredI'm hurtAnd betrayed. Quote Link to comment
wjc-934 Posted April 1, 2004 Share Posted April 1, 2004 'di ko na kaya pang ilihim nasasaktan lang ako sa aking pag-iisa hinahanap ka Quote Link to comment
misbyutiful Posted April 1, 2004 Share Posted April 1, 2004 cley, sometimes will power alone cannot make things happen me Quote Link to comment
misbyutiful Posted April 1, 2004 Share Posted April 1, 2004 this place is wearing me down..i find it harder and harder to get up in the morning.i never used to be like this. i was always disgustingly bright as soon as my eyes opened.my days are barren but my nights are heady without you.. Quote Link to comment
misbyutiful Posted April 1, 2004 Share Posted April 1, 2004 i ned to hold your hand. im getting numb Quote Link to comment
misbyutiful Posted April 1, 2004 Share Posted April 1, 2004 dad.. i still cant believe hes gone hope to see u later..really need to talk to you..im in so much pain right now..you know ur the only one i can talk to about this.. uwi akong cavite later.. me Quote Link to comment
misbyutiful Posted April 1, 2004 Share Posted April 1, 2004 i had a dream the other daythat you'd driven me to madnessobviously i couldnt tell it was a dreami dreamt that in frustration and despairi pulled the broken heart from my chesthalf of it i sauteed with mushroomsgarnished with asparagusand partook of my own last supperthe other half, UPSed to youits former owner.. i admit (you always know when im lying anyway)a small piece i savedto appease the sniveling, sentimental moron inside meWHO STILL HOPES YOU'LL COME BACK Quote Link to comment
colette Posted April 3, 2004 Share Posted April 3, 2004 mahal kong nanay, bakit ka may favoritism? why am i always the one washing the dishes at night? hindi mo pinaghugas pinggan si ate. why??? pag si ate late dumating sa bahay, you always have food in the oven for her. pero ako, nothing. nanay, kung hindi ka magbabago, lalayas na ako sa bahay. i'll marry my black penpal. at hindi kita padadalhan ng dollars. sana maisip mo din akong ipagtabi ng ulam. nagmamahal mong anak na malapit nang hindi ka mahalin, colette Quote Link to comment
colette Posted April 3, 2004 Share Posted April 3, 2004 dear ambong, i dunno why you could not wait for me and married marina in obando. were you too horny that waiting for me was torture? i told you i'd only be ocw for 2 years. 2 years! so we can build our dream home in paombong. i heard marina is pregnant. here's wishing the manananggal visits her at night. and don't you dare hang garlic by the window. she is garlic-proof! ambong, i'm so lonely without you. i still remember the times you would call me collect. i was always so happy. not like dolores who would curse because of astronomical phone bills. you see, i love you so much. i don't really care if we are poor, as long as we are together. why, ambong? tell me why you couldn't wait! crying all the time, colette Quote Link to comment
Wolf Posted April 3, 2004 Share Posted April 3, 2004 hi.i'm really sorry if i screwed up the other night.would love to see you again and make up things with you.before you leave. Quote Link to comment
Shiro Posted April 3, 2004 Share Posted April 3, 2004 Apparently, I can no longer make mistakesApparently, there is no one important in your life except yourself.Apparently, you are a spoiled brat who does not know how to listen.Apparently, you say you do not love me.Apparently, you've been playing the world for a fool.Apparently, you thought we'd never notice.Apparently, not. Goodbye. Grow up. Quote Link to comment
wjc-934 Posted April 3, 2004 Share Posted April 3, 2004 jean, sa piling mo, ang oras ay parang lumilipad...diko maipaliwanag ang aking nararamdamang itomasaya ako pag kasama ka...ikaw ang minimithi gabi at araw...na ang magmamahal sa akin ay ikaw... kit Quote Link to comment
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