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Who, What Made you SAD today???


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I think one of the hardest things I carry is the feeling na parang hindi naman talaga ako yung pipiliin in the end.

Parang nasanay na ako sa idea na eventually, may darating na someone better, easier, or more lovable than me.

Ang dami ko nang beses nakita kung paano unti-unting lumalayo ang mga tao, nag-iiba, o nakakahanap ng ibang mas gusto nila. Kaya siguro nahihirapan akong maniwala kapag may nagsasabing magtatagal, o kapag may nagpaparamdam na safe ako.

Because every time I start believing, something happens that reminds me na puwede pa rin akong maiwan sa gilid habang iba ang nagiging priority.

At doon ako pinaka-natatakot. hindi sa walang magmahal sa akin, kundi sa paulit-ulit na pakiramdam na hindi ako ang unang pipiliin.

Kaya kahit may nagmamahal sa akin ngayon, may part pa rin sa akin na laging naghahanda sa possibility na one day, may makikilala silang mas matatawanan nila, mas makakausap nila, o mas mamahalin nila kaysa sa akin.

And I hate that I think this way.

Pero kapag ilang beses ka nang nasanay mapalitan, mahirap talagang maniwala na this time, someone will stay and choose you fully, consistently, and hanggang dulo.

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