Writings of the Heart

[sweeethoney]

tandang tanda ko pa

nung una tayong nagkakilala

asar ako sayo

kase sobrang presko mo

ngunit di rin nagtagal

nakuha mo ang kiliti ko

naging magclose tayo

hanggang sa binigay ko

ang matamis kong "oo"

lagi tayong masaya

walang kalungkutang nadarama

ngunit bakit tila yata

lahat ay nagbago ng makuha mo

ang tunay na ginugusto

nawala ang pagkabirhen ko

ng dahil sa pangako mo

kaya ngayon ako

eto at nanlulumo

naniniwala ako

tinali tayo ng tunay na pag-ibig

hindi dahil sa meron nabuo

sa dalas nating pagniniig

tuwing ako ay nag iisa

ako ay nagbabalik tanaw

tinatanong ang sarili

ako ba talaga ang tunay na mahal

pakiramdam ko ngayon

ako ay nag iisa

kahit na kasama ka

tila baga parang wala

masakit sa damdamin ko

na makita ko ang sarili

na ganito ang nangyayari

pinapangarap kong simpleng pagmamahal

nauwi lang na parang lokohan

gusto kong itanong sa puso ko

kung bakit ikaw ang minahal ko

ngunit ano ang magagawa ko

sira na ang pagkababae ko

wala ng dahilan pa

upang ako ay kumalas

magtitiis na lang

hanggang sa wakas.

[Itto Ogami]

"attach, attach, di marunong mag-detach?... IMPOSIBLE!"

 

- IMurANGEL

[Itto Ogami]

LOVE cannot endure INDIFFERENCE; it needs to be wanted.

Like a lamp, it needs to be fed out of the oil of another's heart, or its flame burns low.

-Anon.

[Itto Ogami]

"There comes a point in your life when you realize:

...Who matters,

...Who never did,

...Who won't anymore,

...And who always will.

 

So, don't worry about people from your past,

there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future."

 

-Anon.

[Guest biancaanne]

"She retreats into a blanket of stars, hoping to hide her tears from the world below. They expect her to guide them, amidst the darkness, but she cannot shine her light in this state. Silently, she sobs from behind her twinkling guardians. Until Helios arrives, the stars will take her place...just for tonight."

 

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AAA

Edited February 12, 2010 by biancaanne

[Rasc]

GOODBYES hurt you more than anything... Especially deep down you know...

 

You will never say HELLO AGAIN...

[sweeethoney]

some flowers grow best in the sun, others do well in the shade.

God plants us where we grow best and gives us loved ones to grow with.

[Itto Ogami]

To me, you are perfect.

And my wasted heart will love you

even when you're wrinkly and old.

 

-itto ogami ©2010,

as inspired by Love Actually (2003)

[Guest biancaanne]

"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down." Woody Allen, Love and Death

[Itto Ogami]

i'm never as good as when you're with me.

 

-itto ogami ©2010,

as inspired by Almost Famous (2000)

[monazario]

you wasted your chance...

it has passed you by..

[SevenZeroFive]

This isn't fiction. This was an actual conversation thru Facebook, and this is how I spent my Valentine's.

 

7:

I had so much planned for this year, pero I was too tired I fell asleep. Next thing I know, midnight na.

 

I can never justify what I did, that's true. I just need one last shot at making things right. I've never screwed up my second chances, and this is the most important second chance that I can possibly get.

 

One last shot, C.

 

Please.

 

C:

In all honesty, im surprised that despite every bad thing you're still sticking around and standing up for the kid. I really appreciate that very much. But there's still so much to learn and a lot to see. You deserve a second chance but right now that second chance is not with me. What i want For both of us now is to be friends. Enough with the cold war, its been going on for a year now and its not good for the kid.

 

I know this is probably not the answer you were looking for but right now its the best i can hope for someone who gave me my son. Its ok to date other women. Its ok to meet other people. I just hope that it doesn't go on top of your role as being a father. I want you to be happy and right now happy is not with me. Im sorry but im praying that you will understand and be mature about it.

 

7:

I never expected it to be easy, but I never knew that it would hurt this much. I'm trying to fight it off, and I'm still tearing up every time i glance at your message, so forgive me for being emotional.

 

If you really can't find happiness with me anymore, it's gonna haunt me for the rest of my life but I'll have to live with it. I really can't blame you. No matter how hard I try to twist things and remain optimistic, the bottom line is I hurt you, and I'll never forgive myself for letting my happiness slip away.

 

Thank you for your friendship, though. I'd rather have you as a friend than not at all.

 

I'll never abandon you and the kid; you guys are the only reason I'm running a steady ship as far as my life's concerned. As far as my happiness is concerned though, I'll leave that part unanswered. One foolish mistake made my happiness go away, and immature as it sounds, but I'm not sure if I'll find my happiness with someone else - if I ever find my happiness at all.

 

I'm still hoping, against all hope, for that one last shot. But for now, you're the other half of the greatest thing that's ever happened to the both of us.

 

See you later. Me & the kid will wait for you at home.

 

Happy Valentine's Day, indeed.

[uaeboy25]

happy valentines sau. i know maganda ang araw mo, its been 1 month na dba. ang bilis.

[Guest biancaanne]

Dealing with you is like dancing. If you take a step forward, I take a step back. I follow your lead, you pull away. Too much of this waltzing can get tiring, you know?

 

...Especially if you dance with other women...

[Itto Ogami]

what i want is for you to want me as much as - and in the same way - i want you.

 

- ®³