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A story that

"WE" Started but "HE"

ENDED.

( a letter for my man. )

Uhmm, hi? How's it going? Kamusta kana? Kumaen kana ba? Hm, ang bilis ng panahon no. Parang dati lang ang saya saya pa naten. Parang tayo lang yung tao sa buong universe. Ay, mali. Kase ako lang pala yung tao. Kasi ikaw ang universe ko. Your my world, my life, my breathe, my all and all my everything. Sabi ko nga sa sarili ko non, sguro kaya ako pinanganak sa mundong to para sayo. Ganon kita noon i describe sa buhay ko. Hindi ko kayang mabuhay ng wala ka. O.a yeah i know pero yun kse yung totoo. :)

 

naaalala mo paba mang kung pano tayo nagkakilala? Broken ako non, tas iyak ako ng iyak. Kase akala ko wala nang mag mamahal saken, kse parang ang worthless ko feeling ko non yun na yung tuldok ng buhay ko. Haha ang exage ko non sobra. Tas pumunta ako non sa inuman pero di ako nag inom kase sobrang broken nga ako, haha. Tapos ayun ka sobrang kulit mo. Sobrang papansin mo para kausapin kita. Kase sbe mo wala kang makausap at dahil mapilit ka at broken ako napilitan ako makipag usap sayo. And right at that moment i dind't know na yung makulit na lalaki nayun yung magiging dahilan ng kalungkutan at Luha ko ngayon. :(

 

Ang dami nating napagkwentuhan, di naren masama kase masaya kang kausap, bibo, funny, jolly yung tipo ng tao na dika ma bobored kausap kaht isang taon kayo mag usap. Haha ok Oa nayun. At yun ang pinaka Masayang araw sa buong buhay ko kase nakilala kita, at ang araw na hiniling ko sa Diyos na sana di nalang nangyare :(

 

Naalala mo pa ba kung pano mo ako non patahanin sa twing Umiiyak ako dahil sa katangaan ko non sa Ex ko?

kung pano mo punasan yung mga luha ko sa twing mag aaway kme?

kung gaano ka ka effort patawanin ako sa twing malungkot ako dahil sa ex ko?

kung pano mo ako yakapin noon at sabihan ng " Tahan na, your more than enough. Hindi ka dapat sinasayang at Pinapaiyak. Ikaw kse yung tipo ng babae na iniingatan at Inaalagaan. Wag mo sayangin yang luha mo sa Walang kwentang tao"

 

It's still fresh in my mind, lhy. Lahat ng yun. Malinaw na malinaw pa sa ala-ala ko. Kaya sobrang sakit :(

 

Eh yung Niligawan moko? Tanda mo pa? Haha. Ang cute mo noon. Kse ang kulit kulit mo haha. Syempre dahil effective ang pangungulit mo sinagot kita whithin 3months.

 

November 04. Ang araw na napa Oo ako sa isang Makulit na lalaki na nakilala ko. :) at yun ang Pinaka masaya na Undas sa buong buhay ko. Haha.

 

You've been there thru ups and downs. Konting away tampuhan pero naaayos den agad. Ang saya naten. Sobrang saya naten. Everything is going smooth and perfect. Ok naman lahat diba mang? :( Maayos naman tayo diba? Wala naman tayong problema diba? Nag kulang ba ako? May mali ba? May di paba ako nagagawa? Ha?

 

Tang ina ano pa?! Sabihin mo naman oh. Kase tang ina. Ang SAKIT SAKIT NA! Tang ina! Ayoko na! Tang ina lhy ANO PA! Sabihin mo naman oh. Kase diko matanggap. Diko maintindihan. Ayoko ng ganto, bigyan moko ng rason kahit ako just Please let me know why? Please.

 

parang awa mo na. Mahal na Mahal kita. Sobrang mahal kita.

 

laht binigay ko, laht tinalikuran ko para sayo. I gave my everything in order to make this relationship stronger. Kahit hindi dapt ginawa ko para ibigay sayo yung lahat ng gusto mo kase ganon ako katanga ganon ako Kaboba.

 

kahit hirap na hirap nako, basta masaya ka basta nakangiti ka Kontento nako. That's how much i love you to the point na kahit ako wag na.

sobrang mahal na mahal kita na kaya kong mag bulag bulagan at mag tiis.

 

kahit harap harapan mo nakong ginagago Binabale wala ko kase sbe mo Wala lang yun dba? Kse sbe mo nalasing lang naman sya kaya sya nakitulog non sa bahay naten? Dba? Kaya nung umuwi ako non kayong dalawa yung nasa bahay kase sbe mo naaawa ka kase gabi na umuulan pa tas lasing pa kaya don mo na pinatulog diba yun ang sabi mo?

 

Naniwala ako. Pinaniwalaan kita Ganon ako KATANGA! Pero mang, ang bait mo. Tang ina. Ako nga na Girlfriend mo galing trabaho mag isang uuwe ng Madaling araw dimo inalala. Umuulan wala akong payong dimo inalala. Pero sya? Inalala mo naawa ka kamo diba? Pero ok lang sken yun. Hindi saken big deal yun. Kase MAHAL KITA at lahat ng sinasbe mo Paniniwalaan ko.

 

Peeo p#tang %na! p#tang %na lhy, Tatlo? Apat? Lima? Ilan? Ilang beses ka naawa sa kanya? Nilamig ba sya? Kaya yung katawan mo tinapal mo? MGA p#tang %na! ano body heat? Fan kayo ng The Myth? Jackie chan? Is that you? MGA BABOY!

 

Pero may mas tatanga pa dyan. Hahaha, tang ina eto si ako Paniwala naman na wala lang yun. Hahaha boba no? Zumacum to. Pinakaboba sa lahat ng boba.

 

All these years mahal naatim mong lokohin ako? :( masaya ba? Masarap ba? Masarap ba sa feeling na lokohin yung taong walang ibang ginawa kundi suportahan ka at Mahalin ka? :(

 

Masaya kaba na nakikita akong umiiyak?

masaya kaba na pag katapos mo akong buohin ay

sisirain mo den? Dinurog mo pa? :(

 

Minahal mo ba talga ako Lhy? Sa 7years naten? Totoo ba lahat ng Pinakita mo? O para lang mauto mo at magamit ako? :(

 

To the man that i love. My best bud, my saviour, my bestfriend, my baby, my prince, my king, my man.

 

I love you more than anything in this world. And thank you. Thankyou for the 7 years of staying in my side. For being with me and for loving me. Thankyou for the wonderful memories. Thankyou for fixing me, for making me feel loved and vulnerable.

 

You teach me what is love. Thank you for everything.i

Love you :) i love you to the moon and back. I love you with my all and all.

 

 

Naalala mo? Sabi ko sayo noon. What ever it may takes hindi kita iiwan. Hindi ako bibitaw at mag sasawa.

Sorry. Sorry Mahal kung Sa Puntong to Bibitaw na ako ha? Sorry kung sa Punto nato ako naman ang Mapapagod :( Ayoko na kasi Mang. Masakit na kase talaga Haha. Sobra. Sobrang Sakit na Tang ina.

 

Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganto. Pero wala eh, Sguro totoo nga na lahat ng Umpisa may Ending. Yun nga lang Minalas yung aten. Kase hindi happy ending.

 

Pero thankful paden ako kay Lord kase Pinahiram ka nya Sa akin. Kase kht hindi Ako yung para sayo atleast Naranasan ko sumaya sa piling mo :)

Na kahit hindi ako yung babae na ihaharap mo sa Altar gaya ng plano naten atleast Kasama mo ko nag plano non.

 

Kung sakaling mag kita tayo ulit, Please be happy oright? Ayoko na malungkot ka kse nalulungkot ako. Wag ka mag alala kahit na Sinaktan mo ako ng ganito Boba paden ako kse Mahal na Mahal paden kita. Kaso Pagod na kase ako kaya ako na ang mauunang Sumuko ha? Wag ka mag alala. Kahit naman na ganito mag kaibigan pa den naman tayo eh :) ikaw paden ang baby kulit ko :)

 

Mahaba na. Haha. Theres more words i want to say pero hanggang dto nalang. Mahal na Mahal kita Lhy, Salamat sa Alaala. Salamat sa lahat. Be happy ok? :) dont erase that smile in your face ok? Because im the one who put that.

 

I Love you Baby :) until we meet again.

 

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Sometimes, you just have to dig deep and pick up the pieces of your brokenness. Not to glue them back together with the amalgam of false hopes and empty promises, but to remind you that they can still be a part of a better version of yourself.

 

And if that doesn't work, use the pieces to slice the throat of the motherf*cker who broke you in the first place.

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Be with someone who doesn't make you feel worthless. Someone who will love you despite your imperfections. Someone who's always proud to have you.

 

Be with someone who will love you whole-heartedly. Someone who will give you undivided attention. Someone who respects you for who you are.

 

Be with someone who is responsible enough. Someone who thinks of his future with you. Someone who plans and builds his dreams with you.

 

Be with someone who loves you as much as he loves his family. Someone who sees his future with you. Someone who looks forward to having his own family with you in the future.

 

Be with someone who accepts all your flaws. Someone who can still love you despite your craziness. Someone who has all the patience for you.

 

Be with someone who can resist to temptations. Someone who can stay faithful to you even when you're not around. Someone who is always proud to tell other girls that he's already committed to you.

 

Be with someone who always brags you to other people. Someone who's proud to tell the world that you are his girl. Someone who loves you no matter what other people say.

 

Be with someone who will always fight for you. Someone who stays no matter how rough things might get. Someone who will go with you through thick and thin.

 

Lastly, don't love someone who walks away and leave you hanging everytime you argue. Don't choose someone who comes back, choose the one who never leaves.

 

Submitted by: Christine Taghoy-Tachado

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I have been blessed for I have an unexpected partner and lover.

Thank you for your unconditional love.

For your patience and wantusawang pang unawa. I love you so much.

You made me dream of being married to you when I am really opposed in a long term commitment. Haha.

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