Writings of the Heart

[skykaLabaw]

Once a full-blossomed flower

a seed anew

once again

a rhodora

 

a secret still hidden

will it

be long enough

to lose sight of

 

bittersweet

bittersweet

[JoshWaitzkin]

It was a mistake that we met.

It was a mistake that we knew each other.

It was a mistake that we fell for each other.

It was a mistake that we separated ways.

It was a mistake that you found someone new.

 

But how come it felt so right?

[Itto Ogami]

[jestch]

How can people say that love isn't for someone who suffer pain...

Who can tell that love is right or wrong when you seeing her makes you insane....

What can this world offers for a person who loves his woman but needs to refrain...

When can someone tells you that love should be in the right time if i know that she will never be mine...

What is Love..........if you both know that boundaries lies between the line

I love her, and i know she loves me but someone has already taken her and i was already taken.....

[Itto Ogami]

[Guest biancaanne]

Teach,

 

I appreciate every single thing you are doing for me. It is more than what you think I am sharing with you, really. I appreciate you finding ways for us to be together even if you have tons of things to do. I just have to learn to trust you, to keep in mind that every single day, everything that you do is for our plan to materialize. I should learn not to be selfish, and to screen out my needy tendencies to give way to your goals and dreams. In more ways than one, I know that even if you don't say it...I feel it, I see it.

 

Your faithful student

[skykaLabaw]

Isa

dalawa

tatlo

nasaan ako?

 

apat

lima

nariyan pa siya

 

nauubos na ang mga daliri

hanggang kailan

hanggang saan

 

isang katangahan

walang kapaguran

 

isa

dalawa

iiwan

o lilisan?

[Itto Ogami]

[Itto Ogami]

i have

without you.

[TanglewoodBoy]

to EE,

 

no matter what happens i will never let you go not unless you want me too....

 

you're my true happiness!!

 

DD

[Itto Ogami]

[JoshWaitzkin]

where am i? im here where i should be.

with me.

 

- the one who went away

[Masquerade]

I will always be here for you.

I will always be there for you.

I will always love you.

Edited June 1, 2010 by Masquerade

[DarkChurch]

Where do broken hearts go?

 

A lonely man once asked God, “God why do you allow hearts to be broken?” God simply smiled and answered him “Broken hearts are sent to the furnace to be broken down to pieces and melted, it is then reformed as a clean new heart.”

 

Pleased with the answer, the lonely man left and married a beautiful wife, he was very happy with her. However, the marriage lasted only a few years and the man after departing from his wife became lonely again. He again asked God “Lord! Why did you allow my heart to be broken a new? Has my heart not suffered enough after it was crushed and burned in the furnace?” God looked at him with compassion in his eyes and said “My son, your heart was broken a new to strengthen it, to be purified and formed into a better heart by allowing it to be melted, cleansed from impurities and reformed by the fires of the furnace.” The man thanked God and went on his way.

 

Years have passed and the man avoided love, now wanting himself to experience the pains of a broken heart again. He tried to be happy and everyone saw him glad but deep inside he is lonely and longing for someone. He went to God anew and asked “Lord, I did not love anyone to prevent my heart from being broken, I tried to be happy on the outside yet I am still lonely, Why is this?” God took his hand and led him to the furnace. He saw that each broken heart is not crushed individually but in pairs and after it has been purified and melted; two golden hearts would be formed; each heart having the same trait as the other. Then God said in a loving voice “My son when your heart breaks, it is not only your broken heart that is shattered into pieces. Instead another broken heart is crushed together with yours; and the broken pieces are cleansed, purified and passed under fire like gold being cleansed. The cleansed pieces are then formed into two identical hearts with the same traits and characteristics, there are some minor differences but overall they are the same” then God looked at his eyes and said “The two hearts are then sent back to you and to someone else, and time will eventually bring the two hearts together so that there may be pure love and happiness. Hiding your heart from people would mean that the heart that was made together with yours would also be as lonely as you, unless you would let your hearts find each other.”

 

With a tearful eye the man left opened his heart and time led him to the other pair that was made for him and God blessed their love.

[maldita_overload]

 

http://sweetnostalgia.wordpress.com/2007/04/10/the-meantime-girl/

 

 

The Meantime Girl

April 10, 2007 by imogen

 

http://sweetnostalgia.files.wordpress.com/2007/04/couple.gif?w=205&h=200She`s the one you call when you`re bored because she makes you laugh. She`s the one you talk to when you`re feeling down because she`s willing to lend an ear and be a friend. She`s not the one you call when you need a date to your company`s Christmas party, or to go dancing with on a Saturday night. She`s the one you spend time with between girlfriends, before you find `The One`. You know, the one you keep in the MEANTIME.

 

She`s not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you don`t look at her as a “real” woman, either. She`s not bitchy enough, moody enough, or sexy enough to be seen in the light. She`s too laid-back, too easily amused by the same things your male buddies are amused by. She’s too understanding, too comfortable. Doesn’t make you feel nervous or excited the way a `real` woman does. But she`s cool, nice and funny, and attractive enough that when you`re lonely and need intimate female companionship, she`ll do just fine.

 

You don`t have to wine and dine her because she knows the real you already, and you don`t have any facades to keep up, no pretense to preserve. You`re not trying to get anything of substance out of her. She`s not easy, but you know that she cares about you and is attracted to you. And you know that you don`t have to explain yourself or the situation, that she`ll be able to cope with the fact that this isn`t the beginning of a relationship or that there`s any possiblity that you have any real romantic feelings for her.

 

It won`t bother her that you`ll get up in the morning, put on your pants, say goodbye, and go on a date with the woman you`ve been mooning over for weeks who finally agreed to go out with you. She`ll settle for a goodbye hug and a promise to call her and tell her how the date went. She`s just so cool.. why can`t all women be like that?!

 

But deep down, if you really think about it (which you probably don`t.. because to you, the situation between the two of you isn`t important enough to merit any real thought) you know that it`s really not fair.

 

You know that although she would never say it, it hurts her to know that despite all her good points and all the fun you two have, you don`t think she`s good enough to spend any real time with. Sure, it`s mostly her fault, because she doesn`t have to give in to your needs – she could really play hard-to-get. Bitch like the rest of them do, if she really wanted to. But you and she both know that she probably couldn`t pull it off. Maybe she`s too short, or a little overweight, or has big birthmark on her forehead, or works at Taco Bell, or just really not that type.

 

Whatever the reason, somehow life has given her a lot of really great qualities but has left out the ones that men want (or think they want) in a woman. So she remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast companion, the secret lover, and you go on searching for your goddess who will somehow be everything you ever wanted in a woman.

 

You`ll joke to her that she should be the best man at your wedding, and she`ll laugh and make a joke about a smelly rental tux.

 

She doesn`t captivate you with her beauty, or open doors with her smile.

 

Mainly, she blends in with the crowd. She`s safe. She doesn`t want to be the center of attention and turn the heads of everyone in the room. But she wants to turn someone`s head. She wants to be SPECIAL to someone, too. We all do.

 

She has feelings. She has heart. In fact, she probably has a bigger heart than any woman you`ve ever known because she`s had a front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes you anyway.

 

She obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you because although you`ve given her nothing, absolutely no reason to still be around, she is.