Writings of the Heart

[Itto Ogami]

i keep having this imaginary conversation inside my head...

 

ME: you know what your problem is? you're looking for love in all the wrong places! :grr:

THE OTHER ME: i know. i can't afford to look for it in the right ones. sigh...

[uaeboy25]

ang totoo nde ka natalo.

[Rasc]

each day pass... it makes me love you more...

Edited February 9, 2010 by Rasc

[monazario]

behold the ... words of the prophet are written on

subway walls and tenament halls...

[Itto Ogami]

"feel the love i've laid hidden through the ages...

forever waiting to be awakened by your acceptance."

 

- itto ogami ©2010

[hilong_talilong]

1. "Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya."

2. "Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba."

3. "Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang."

4. "Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na."

5. "Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo? Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin."

6. "Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din."

7. "Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."

8. "Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa."

9. "Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang."

10. "Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."

11. "Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo. Meron lang talagang mga taong sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa."

12. "Huwag magmadali sa babae o lalaki. Tatlo, lima , sampung taon, mag-iiba ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong hindi pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang maganda o nakakalibog ito. Totoong mas mahalaga ang kalooban ng tao higit sa anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan nagmumukha ding pandesal, maniwala ka."

13. "Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority."

14. "Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya."

15. "Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo."

16. “Mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala.”

17. “Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan.”

18. "Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!"

19. "Ang pag-ibig parang imburnal...nakakatakot mahulog...at kapag nahulog ka, it's either by accident or talagang tanga ka.."

[Guest biancaanne]

"What can a goddess offer to a human? The universe? What would a human do with the universe? He would only be overwhelmed by it.

 

Such is the gift and curse of an immortal..."

 

 

- B

Edited February 6, 2010 by biancaanne

[Guest Riveria]

Today I see you ... you're so different. People tell me that you've gone down the wrong road and you're not doing so well. I think of all the memories we shared and I want to thank you. I wish you the best, like you use to tell me, "Reach for the highest star, follow your dreams and heart and you will get what you want; don't let the haters bring you down." Thank you very much! You left a hole in my heart when you walked out the door, but now I can move on.

[Itto Ogami]

"you may not be her first, her last, or her only. she loved before she may love again.

 

but if she loves you now, what else matters? she's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together.

 

but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can.

 

she may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart.

 

so don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give.

 

smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."

 

- bob marley

[wuts]

you think that you love me more than i do? you think that i ignore all special things you made for me?

im sorry if you think that way.. im just trying to suppress my feelings because IF NOT, ill drive myself crazy.. =)

[sweeethoney]

tandang tanda ko pa

nung una tayong nagkakilala

asar ako sayo

kase sobrang presko mo

ngunit di rin nagtagal

nakuha mo ang kiliti ko

naging magclose tayo

hanggang sa binigay ko

ang matamis kong "oo"

lagi tayong masaya

walang kalungkutang nadarama

ngunit bakit tila yata

lahat ay nagbago ng makuha mo

ang tunay na ginugusto

nawala ang pagkabirhen ko

ng dahil sa pangako mo

kaya ngayon ako

eto at nanlulumo

naniniwala ako

tinali tayo ng tunay na pag-ibig

hindi dahil sa meron nabuo

sa dalas nating pagniniig

tuwing ako ay nag iisa

ako ay nagbabalik tanaw

tinatanong ang sarili

ako ba talaga ang tunay na mahal

pakiramdam ko ngayon

ako ay nag iisa

kahit na kasama ka

tila baga parang wala

masakit sa damdamin ko

na makita ko ang sarili

na ganito ang nangyayari

pinapangarap kong simpleng pagmamahal

nauwi lang na parang lokohan

gusto kong itanong sa puso ko

kung bakit ikaw ang minahal ko

ngunit ano ang magagawa ko

sira na ang pagkababae ko

wala ng dahilan pa

upang ako ay kumalas

magtitiis na lang

hanggang sa wakas.

[Itto Ogami]

"attach, attach, di marunong mag-detach?... IMPOSIBLE!"

 

- IMurANGEL

[Itto Ogami]

LOVE cannot endure INDIFFERENCE; it needs to be wanted.

Like a lamp, it needs to be fed out of the oil of another's heart, or its flame burns low.

-Anon.

[Itto Ogami]

"There comes a point in your life when you realize:

...Who matters,

...Who never did,

...Who won't anymore,

...And who always will.

 

So, don't worry about people from your past,

there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future."

 

-Anon.

[Guest biancaanne]

"She retreats into a blanket of stars, hoping to hide her tears from the world below. They expect her to guide them, amidst the darkness, but she cannot shine her light in this state. Silently, she sobs from behind her twinkling guardians. Until Helios arrives, the stars will take her place...just for tonight."

 

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AAA

Edited February 12, 2010 by biancaanne

[Rasc]

GOODBYES hurt you more than anything... Especially deep down you know...

 

You will never say HELLO AGAIN...

[sweeethoney]

some flowers grow best in the sun, others do well in the shade.

God plants us where we grow best and gives us loved ones to grow with.

[Itto Ogami]

To me, you are perfect.

And my wasted heart will love you

even when you're wrinkly and old.

 

-itto ogami ©2010,

as inspired by Love Actually (2003)

[Guest biancaanne]

"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down." Woody Allen, Love and Death

[Itto Ogami]

i'm never as good as when you're with me.

 

-itto ogami ©2010,

as inspired by Almost Famous (2000)

[monazario]

you wasted your chance...

it has passed you by..

[SevenZeroFive]

This isn't fiction. This was an actual conversation thru Facebook, and this is how I spent my Valentine's.

 

7:

I had so much planned for this year, pero I was too tired I fell asleep. Next thing I know, midnight na.

 

I can never justify what I did, that's true. I just need one last shot at making things right. I've never screwed up my second chances, and this is the most important second chance that I can possibly get.

 

One last shot, C.

 

Please.

 

C:

In all honesty, im surprised that despite every bad thing you're still sticking around and standing up for the kid. I really appreciate that very much. But there's still so much to learn and a lot to see. You deserve a second chance but right now that second chance is not with me. What i want For both of us now is to be friends. Enough with the cold war, its been going on for a year now and its not good for the kid.

 

I know this is probably not the answer you were looking for but right now its the best i can hope for someone who gave me my son. Its ok to date other women. Its ok to meet other people. I just hope that it doesn't go on top of your role as being a father. I want you to be happy and right now happy is not with me. Im sorry but im praying that you will understand and be mature about it.

 

7:

I never expected it to be easy, but I never knew that it would hurt this much. I'm trying to fight it off, and I'm still tearing up every time i glance at your message, so forgive me for being emotional.

 

If you really can't find happiness with me anymore, it's gonna haunt me for the rest of my life but I'll have to live with it. I really can't blame you. No matter how hard I try to twist things and remain optimistic, the bottom line is I hurt you, and I'll never forgive myself for letting my happiness slip away.

 

Thank you for your friendship, though. I'd rather have you as a friend than not at all.

 

I'll never abandon you and the kid; you guys are the only reason I'm running a steady ship as far as my life's concerned. As far as my happiness is concerned though, I'll leave that part unanswered. One foolish mistake made my happiness go away, and immature as it sounds, but I'm not sure if I'll find my happiness with someone else - if I ever find my happiness at all.

 

I'm still hoping, against all hope, for that one last shot. But for now, you're the other half of the greatest thing that's ever happened to the both of us.

 

See you later. Me & the kid will wait for you at home.

 

Happy Valentine's Day, indeed.

[uaeboy25]

happy valentines sau. i know maganda ang araw mo, its been 1 month na dba. ang bilis.

[Guest biancaanne]

Dealing with you is like dancing. If you take a step forward, I take a step back. I follow your lead, you pull away. Too much of this waltzing can get tiring, you know?

 

...Especially if you dance with other women...

[Itto Ogami]

what i want is for you to want me as much as - and in the same way - i want you.

 

- ®³