health STD & AIDS

[Kalmado]

May nabasa ako sa reddit posted 6 days ago, another GM tinamaan ng STD. If you are looking for signs to leave baka ito na yun.

I've been thinking of saying goodbye to this hobby for sometime now. Nalessen ko sya throughout the years pero ang hirap i-quit. At least finding this thread gives me more reason hehe

[fontliner]

mukang madami pa din nadadali dito a hahaha just passing by, vacation sa pinas kaya naicip sumilip dito hahaha

ingats mga GMs, mukang may kumakalat pa din dito sa mtc!

[vanderboy]

On 11/28/2024 at 6:03 PM, fontliner said:

mukang madami pa din nadadali dito a hahaha just passing by, vacation sa pinas kaya naicip sumilip dito hahaha

ingats mga GMs, mukang may kumakalat pa din dito sa mtc!

Ayun o, nabuhay ang account ni boss!

Never matatapos ang pagkalat, hanggang bawas lang talaga.

Ingat bossing!

[Mangkanor3]

Mag ingat

[Pervertus Maximus]

On 2/11/2024 at 11:33 AM, John8 said:

Thanks for the comprehensive and informative post! Was just curious, for skin contact does it need to be open wounds or even simple skin contact can also transfer some sickness? 

what the fuck do you care? you're gonna die soon anyway, you 70 year old faggot !    

[Memento Mori]

Hello fellow GMs. I have been in MTC since 2017. But I signed up for a new MTC just to post in this thread/section of the forum.

sorry if medyo malabo or disoriented yung construction ng post na to since medyo di ko parin tanggap yung situation na alam ko naman ding ako din ang at fault.

firstly, may be this is the universe punishing me for being unfaithful to a good marriage.

had been on and off to this hobby of spakol/MPs since 2017 at usually solo gaming lang at wala talagang nakakaalam.

Sabi ko lagi sa sarili ko every after session Last na to last na to.

and then just this week. After an MP session a couple of days went by… Tapos one morning just noticed some “pimple like” lesions sa may pubic area ko. Peri nung una sabi ko baka sa pag kaka shave ko lang kasi madalas talaga ako nag sshave ng pubes. Syempre praning pero sabi ko “hmm nag condom naman ako. Baka nga irritation lang siguro..”

tapos after a day lang napansin ko parang medyo iba na parang may burning sensation na sa area na may pimple hanggang sa ilang days pa nakalipas I felt burning sensation from the area papuntang balls ko. And yung lymph nodes ko sa bandang singit swollen and tender din.
Tapos ayun syempre nag search search muna ako YT, google, etc. Kasi minsan lumalabas baka folliculitis lang pero madalas talaga na same sa nararamdaman ko is Herpes. 

Until today finally,  went to a STI Doctor, para akong nagconfess sa mga kagagaguhan ko and when the Doc examined my genital area ilang segundo palang “Onga, herpetic lesions nga ito. We need to start antiviral meds and some antibiotics, you will need to have shots of HPV vaccine and blood screening for HIV and other STDs.”

Tumigil mundo ko for ilang seconds na parang nabibingi ako. Parang nag flashback lahat ng mga ginawa ko. Kasi even di pa sinasabi ng Doctor alam ko na once na nakakuha ka ng HSV it will stay dormant sa katawan mo… forever.

Sabi ko nalang sa sarili ko “ What the fuck have I done to my life. Paano ko to sasabihin sa asawa ko.”

Now I am devasted. I feel sick to my stomach habang iniinom ko yung first dose ko ng acyclovir at cloxacillin habang nag ttype at binabasa yung brochure ng clinic about STDs.

Di ko alam gagawin Im at lost and kaya ko na post to kasi if ever man may katulad ko na situation.. how did you deal with it?

and sa mga nag babalak na pumasok sa “hobby” na to.. make sure you understand na not all STDs maiiwasan ng just wearing a condom.

Sana may nag advice sakin dati pa… 

 

[vanderboy]

11 hours ago, Memento Mori said:

Hello fellow GMs. I have been in MTC since 2017. But I signed up for a new MTC just to post in this thread/section of the forum.

sorry if medyo malabo or disoriented yung construction ng post na to since medyo di ko parin tanggap yung situation na alam ko naman ding ako din ang at fault.

firstly, may be this is the universe punishing me for being unfaithful to a good marriage.

had been on and off to this hobby of spakol/MPs since 2017 at usually solo gaming lang at wala talagang nakakaalam.

Sabi ko lagi sa sarili ko every after session Last na to last na to.

and then just this week. After an MP session a couple of days went by… Tapos one morning just noticed some “pimple like” lesions sa may pubic area ko. Peri nung una sabi ko baka sa pag kaka shave ko lang kasi madalas talaga ako nag sshave ng pubes. Syempre praning pero sabi ko “hmm nag condom naman ako. Baka nga irritation lang siguro..”

tapos after a day lang napansin ko parang medyo iba na parang may burning sensation na sa area na may pimple hanggang sa ilang days pa nakalipas I felt burning sensation from the area papuntang balls ko. And yung lymph nodes ko sa bandang singit swollen and tender din.
Tapos ayun syempre nag search search muna ako YT, google, etc. Kasi minsan lumalabas baka folliculitis lang pero madalas talaga na same sa nararamdaman ko is Herpes. 

Until today finally,  went to a STI Doctor, para akong nagconfess sa mga kagagaguhan ko and when the Doc examined my genital area ilang segundo palang “Onga, herpetic lesions nga ito. We need to start antiviral meds and some antibiotics, you will need to have shots of HPV vaccine and blood screening for HIV and other STDs.”

Tumigil mundo ko for ilang seconds na parang nabibingi ako. Parang nag flashback lahat ng mga ginawa ko. Kasi even di pa sinasabi ng Doctor alam ko na once na nakakuha ka ng HSV it will stay dormant sa katawan mo… forever.

Sabi ko nalang sa sarili ko “ What the fuck have I done to my life. Paano ko to sasabihin sa asawa ko.”

Now I am devasted. I feel sick to my stomach habang iniinom ko yung first dose ko ng acyclovir at cloxacillin habang nag ttype at binabasa yung brochure ng clinic about STDs.

Di ko alam gagawin Im at lost and kaya ko na post to kasi if ever man may katulad ko na situation.. how did you deal with it?

and sa mga nag babalak na pumasok sa “hobby” na to.. make sure you understand na not all STDs maiiwasan ng just wearing a condom.

Sana may nag advice sakin dati pa… 

 

I'm sorry to hear about what happened to you sir.. but you will need to tell your wife.. she will be angry(rightfully so).. but hopefully your marriage will survive..

I truly hope that all goes well for the both of you.. and thank you for sharing this message.

[Memento Mori]

13 hours ago, vanderboy said:

I'm sorry to hear about what happened to you sir.. but you will need to tell your wife.. she will be angry(rightfully so).. but hopefully your marriage will survive..

I truly hope that all goes well for the both of you.. and thank you for sharing this message.

I don’t know how and when I can tell… I think wala din ako sa tamang kaisipan ngayon because of the pain physically and psychologically. I feel like gusto ko nalang muna mapag isa di ko ma process yung pangyayari..

naiiyak na ako kahit katabi yung asawa ko. 
Feeling ko ang dumi dumi kong tao literally and figuratively.

[vanderboy]

2 hours ago, Memento Mori said:

I don’t know how and when I can tell… I think wala din ako sa tamang kaisipan ngayon because of the pain physically and psychologically. I feel like gusto ko nalang muna mapag isa di ko ma process yung pangyayari..

naiiyak na ako kahit katabi yung asawa ko. 
Feeling ko ang dumi dumi kong tao literally and figuratively.

Try to talk to either a close friend or better, a professional(therapist/std experts) which can help you navigate this new reality of yours sir.

It's not yet the end of the world for you.. hsv can be managed.

[Memento Mori]

On 1/10/2025 at 1:18 PM, Memento Mori said:

Hello fellow GMs. I have been in MTC since 2017. But I signed up for a new MTC just to post in this thread/section of the forum.

sorry if medyo malabo or disoriented yung construction ng post na to since medyo di ko parin tanggap yung situation na alam ko naman ding ako din ang at fault.

firstly, may be this is the universe punishing me for being unfaithful to a good marriage.

had been on and off to this hobby of spakol/MPs since 2017 at usually solo gaming lang at wala talagang nakakaalam.

Sabi ko lagi sa sarili ko every after session Last na to last na to.

and then just this week. After an MP session a couple of days went by… Tapos one morning just noticed some “pimple like” lesions sa may pubic area ko. Peri nung una sabi ko baka sa pag kaka shave ko lang kasi madalas talaga ako nag sshave ng pubes. Syempre praning pero sabi ko “hmm nag condom naman ako. Baka nga irritation lang siguro..”

tapos after a day lang napansin ko parang medyo iba na parang may burning sensation na sa area na may pimple hanggang sa ilang days pa nakalipas I felt burning sensation from the area papuntang balls ko. And yung lymph nodes ko sa bandang singit swollen and tender din.
Tapos ayun syempre nag search search muna ako YT, google, etc. Kasi minsan lumalabas baka folliculitis lang pero madalas talaga na same sa nararamdaman ko is Herpes. 

Until today finally,  went to a STI Doctor, para akong nagconfess sa mga kagagaguhan ko and when the Doc examined my genital area ilang segundo palang “Onga, herpetic lesions nga ito. We need to start antiviral meds and some antibiotics, you will need to have shots of HPV vaccine and blood screening for HIV and other STDs.”

Tumigil mundo ko for ilang seconds na parang nabibingi ako. Parang nag flashback lahat ng mga ginawa ko. Kasi even di pa sinasabi ng Doctor alam ko na once na nakakuha ka ng HSV it will stay dormant sa katawan mo… forever.

Sabi ko nalang sa sarili ko “ What the fuck have I done to my life. Paano ko to sasabihin sa asawa ko.”

Now I am devasted. I feel sick to my stomach habang iniinom ko yung first dose ko ng acyclovir at cloxacillin habang nag ttype at binabasa yung brochure ng clinic about STDs.

Di ko alam gagawin Im at lost and kaya ko na post to kasi if ever man may katulad ko na situation.. how did you deal with it?

and sa mga nag babalak na pumasok sa “hobby” na to.. make sure you understand na not all STDs maiiwasan ng just wearing a condom.

Sana may nag advice sakin dati pa… 

 

To anyone who’s going to ask kung saang MP.. I think sa context ng HSV/Herpes, irrelevant kung saan. Kasi naka condom ako and yet still got infected… hard lesson learned: the condom only protect where it covers.

[plug]

3 hours ago, Memento Mori said:

… hard lesson learned: the condom only protect where it covers.

Bali ganoon nga kasi minsan yung cd na provided ni mpa parang kapos dahil baka mumurahin or low quality. Kaya dapat may sarili kang dala. Either yung sa iyo ang gamitin mo to have some confidence or ipalit mo kung hindi ka comfortable sa provided ni mpa.

[Memento Mori]

5 hours ago, plug said:

Bali ganoon nga kasi minsan yung cd na provided ni mpa parang kapos dahil baka mumurahin or low quality. Kaya dapat may sarili kang dala. Either yung sa iyo ang gamitin mo to have some confidence or ipalit mo kung hindi ka comfortable sa provided ni mpa.

I think hindi sa quality ng cd.. it’s just pwede siya makuha ng skin to skin contact or bj.

yun nga din akala ko. Safe na ako kahit balot ng cd.. yet here I am. Sana mas informed ako dati pa na hindi 100% ang cd from all STIs especially sa HSV.

[courtesanhunter]

17 hours ago, Memento Mori said:

To anyone who’s going to ask kung saang MP.. I think sa context ng HSV/Herpes, irrelevant kung saan. Kasi naka condom ako and yet still got infected… hard lesson learned: the condom only protect where it covers.

nagshave ka ba sir bago ka nag avail? baka sa small cuts dahil sa pagseshave kaya ka nagkaroon ng skin opening.

anyway. sa opinyon ko relevant naman na tanong kung saang establishment yun. kasi makakatulong na malaman kung saan may suspected na active carrier. or at least kindly ask their management na ipacheck up yung therapist nila.

[plug]

12 hours ago, Memento Mori said:

I think hindi sa quality ng cd.. it’s just pwede siya makuha ng skin to skin contact or bj.

yun nga din akala ko. Safe na ako kahit balot ng cd.. yet here I am. Sana mas informed ako dati pa na hindi 100% ang cd from all STIs especially sa HSV.

 

4 hours ago, courtesanhunter said:

nagshave ka ba sir bago ka nag avail? baka sa small cuts dahil sa pagseshave kaya ka nagkaroon ng skin opening.

Kung sabagay mabuti hindi umabot ang sa akin sa ganyan.

Natuto tuloy akong hwag isagad para hindi umabot sa skin to skin contact in few months while building confidence para balik bisyo. Lalo na pag basang basa si girl na dama mo nababasa ang paligid ng puno ng ari so with the hair.

Minsan may supladang mpa pagsabihan ka pag nagpapahid ka ng maraming alcohol after shower makatapos ang deed. Offended ata dahil malinis naman daw siya.

As a practice I make sure I am shaved a few days bago encounter para tuyo at magaling na yung shaved area. Kita naman na namumula at minsan may gasgas. After which apply alcohol mahapdi nga lang.

Kanya kanya lang talagang pagiingat or avoid mga providers.

[roxascity12345]

Scary naman yan...makes me rethink sa bisyo na to. Kakabalik ko lang.haha. Though may regular retired thera ako na kinukuha, pero minsan kumukuha ako sa spa kasi nandyan lang, accessible ba. Yun pla pati mga sakit accessible din.haha