Ephemeral

sluggish, missing someone

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Do not let agony and bitterness reside in you for a long time. You are not a home for heartbreak.

Mtc spa invitations on my personal messenger.

Babae po ako. Not unless may male masseurs kayo

Likewise. Gender is loud and clear.

But thanks. I was able to see a lineup LOL

Boy, aren't they lovely.

Fearless

10:50

6/4/17

I will not be afraid

I want you to know

By the quiver of your lips

Your faltering voice

Your lookaways

That I was there

Just like you

But I have fought fearlessly.

Very few people are brave enough to be vulnerable. If you still go to bed at night wondering if you still matter to someone, maybe that's an answer itself.

I don't have two faces.

I have armed and unarmed.

My dear sweet ladies,

If you happen to meet a man who is equally hot, smart, honest, loyal, doesn't take you for granted, treats you like a princess, listen to your rants while watching you choose an outfit or put on your makeup, educated and financially secure...

Then please be assured that the whatever you're smoking is of excellent quality.

Dear boys,

Grow up.

Hugs and kisses,

E

If you can't reach for that something that is far and distant, grab hold of what's in front of you.

People are like towns. You get so comfortable living in them you forget how beautiful they are until the time that you have to leave to pursue a different direction. You will miss them -- the smell of their air, the taste of their food, the fun in their parks. But you have to grow and learn so that when you get to another place, you'll appreciate it more and the beauty it brings.

This is actually a good read for those who are dating women who are too shy to say what they want or think that men are mind-readers.

Let us assumed that you are.

I think the first step to understanding these kind of women is to LISTEN bold and CAPITALIZED. And no, not in the polite nodding-head-while-looking-at-her-boobs-and-mentally-undressing-her kind of way, which you have been doing since you discovered porn. Listen to everything she says with words and behind the words (aka body language). Non-verbal cues are the universal language of the soul. Understanding what they really mean can determine whether she likes you enough to say yes to a dinner date, a kiss, eventually charm her pants off, or meet her parents.

OK so, here are some personal "wants" that some women aren't telling you (at some point in my life I've been this kind of woman).

We want compliments but don't overdo it. Of course, we take essential care of our physical appearance, we studied for a presentation, we are nice to our family and friends. We don't want you to put us on a pedestal but be sincere and subtle. We want to know that you appreciate what we do.

We want you to look good for us. Don't get me wrong, I support the "be who you are" and "inner beauty lasts longer" banalities. We don't want a Brad Pitt but please, do wear pants on the first date, comb that hair, or trim that beard. Put some effort.

I will consider dating you if you are earning for a living. Yes, its called adulting. i have a job and I spend money for my own or my family. I'm not about to adopt you. Money isn't everything and you don't have to be filthy rich but at least be able pay for your own coffee.

We want you to be sweet on special occasions. Flowers on first date? Not bad. Trying to be a cutie patootie on our first monthsary? Awww, you remembered. Additional makeout points LOL

Chivalry is still not dead. I don't want to be Tits McGee and womansplain things to you. I'm sure you know that women love to be on equal footing with men but opening that door, or making sure I sit first, or asking for my permission if I want to go to a certain place is so endearing! It makes us feel valued as a human being even though we sure hell can do those on our own.

That's it for now.

I was prepping breakfast this morning with all those nostalgic music blaring at the background. Suddenly, I got transported to that time when I was in my 20's with problems ranging from what to wear to work to planning trips with friends and dreaming about a relationship that is springing into existence. I jolted and realized there used to be the comfort of a number that was in my phone, ears that listen endlessly, and arms that weren't for anyone else but me. I felt uncomfortable for a while. But then this is where I drove myself into. A path chosen by no one but me. Coffee is done. Music has stopped. I'm gonna be good. No. I'm gonna have the f#&king time of my life.

Sometimes I feel like an old sock

looking for its lost pair

Inside a broken hamper

Full of dirty underwear.

Argh. Well done, life.

I may have over romanticized relationships when I was younger. My current take on it is that I'm pretty sure at the end of the day, its just two people who know how to treat each other right, respect each other, and are honest to each other. Its not whether or not they can right all your wrongs with a magic wand, save you from all the dramas of life, or paint a thousand pictures with a rainbow breath or some sh1t.

Honestly? I don't really know. I generally find kindness in men attractive. Those who are genuinely caring (not the front type), compassionate, honest, silly or funny, street smart and not out to get attention.

Those are my preference but that always takes the backseat when I find someone I could have a deeper connection with. I guess anyone who clicks with me, who I can share chemistry with, someone who feels right.

Crow's feet that become visible when some men smile or laugh. Like that of Clooney or Grant.

Emoji smiles and flowers?! how millennial can you get. Oldies like me still prefer, uhm, real flowers? and I bet that smile looks good on you.

I'm going to sound like a teeny-bopper here, but a long-time crush just sent me a blushing and a rose emoji. LOL

The Lost Sailor's Words

5/24/2017

10:30AM

I listened

to the way

your thoughts

tiptoed

down your

fingers.

Like bare feet

on the ship's sole

shuffling off

on the dead end sea.

It is

undeniable

my need

to be assailed

by your words

in the softest ways.

you are contemplating on life more as opposed to living carefree

Gorgeous melody

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FoBGAzY0JGQ

Thankful for a new friend that gives a fresh energy to my soul.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5T5rCSmduaY

The old goodbyes shout so loud until it hurts.

Opening a place for the softness of the new hellos.

Hello, would you stay?