Aey.Sean

Poor Mind - Pandora

Clueless?

Ugly Part 10

Pressured by society and everybody by me

That being pretty is the goal cause in the real world no one will lie to me

Nowadays a girls dream is to be able to drop jaws

Be admired and complimented and leave people staring in awe

Be stunning, not even perfect, but have minimal flaws

Why do insults flow easily and no one thinks it's wrong? - Yours truly

Others enjoy basking on their "fame" but cannot accept the fact that they're a nobody.

Ugly - Part 8

Fighting back tears, it pains me to hear

The word that always lingers throughout my thoughts

The word that makes me cringe in sadness

The reason I don't wear dresses that are strapless

The reason I could never be an actress

My confidence is lacking, the word is attacking and hijacking

My mental and suddenly I'm adapting

To the rage burning in my heart like everlasting matches

It burns me to say it, but I say it all the time

To remind myself of why I will always have to lie

Cause when people ask me questions, I always say I'm fine

Even though I want to lie in the puddle where I cried

And drown myself slowly, but not necessarily die

Just come back alive, more beautiful this time - Yours truly

That it takes one to know one. Eww

Ugly - Part 7

One day hopefully, I'll break out of this mindset

Cause it's kept me from doing things which I now seem to regret

It's kept me from happiness and the feeling of tranquility

And dragged me to the hell where lies depression and hostility

And now I long for a day where it will all happen so suddenly

I will look at my reflection and will say. - Yours truly

Ugly Part 6

It's ugly

That word has broken me down

That I cry anytime there isn't anyone around

And it's amazing to see how many people are self conscious

Over this word which in itself is monstrous and obnoxious

Nowadays I wonder if anyone anymore has a conscience

Cause if they did, why would they continuously spread all this nonsense?

You can't brush it off like its stupid and it isn't constant

And like it doesn't turn people from confident to rotten - Yours truly

IQ cannot be enhanced. Such a pity.

Question applies to you yourself! Tee hee

OnT: Yesterday

How do you live with yourself? (no lies ha)

Teka, mag lalagay ako ng paper bag sa ulo ko

Ugly - Part 5

Why is it that we constantly hear

This word that some might consider their biggest fear

It's embarrassing, degrading, it weakens us deeply

I wear all black and walk through the hallways discreetly

I want no one to notice who I am anymore

I have locked my true self behind bars and steel doors

Cause I have a secret wish that one day maybe I could be adored

But my reflection isn't the reason that I am so destroyed - Yours truly

Stupidity can be passed down through generations. Good luck with le kids.

Ugly - Part 5

The word unflattering itself

And us as insecure, are disgusted with ourselves

And sometimes we break down in the mirror yelling for help

Cause who is truly happy when they wish to be someone else? - Anon

Keep in mind that losers are very primitive and can't comprehend complex tasks. I'll bet my money that he/she won't understand half of this sentence.

Ugly - Part 4

Beautifully Ugly

Once, someone was called beautiful

And from that, ugliness was born

With all its self conscious nature. - Yours truly

Losers in general can't compete and would rather waste their time bickering over trivial matters. Simply put it this way, rope + neck + chair = success

Ugly Part 1

People call me ugly,

lesbo,

stupid,

they tell me I will never get the boy I desire,

they tell me I'm not wanted.

Okay sure.

Time to embrace my non-gorgeousness on the inside and out.

I SERVANT TO NOBODY BUT MYSELF,

I am ugly. - Yours truly

Illusion - kinda nice and familiar right?

Last time that you really made a friend?

Really heart melting that even dull minds are allowed to breathe air. Why not commit suicide to end the misery and pain? The world could surely use the oxygen.

Delusional Part 4 - You should get treatment!

i screamed my name, as loud as i can

hi ! can you hear me

a lot of voices screaming in my head

ordering me to do such things

i don't obey their orders, but !

i suffer ! i suffer a lot from the monster inside of me

or should i say i suffer from my sick thoughts

i wanna k*ll those sick thoughts but

a part of me doesn't allow me to do it

those sick thoughts make it more powerful

everytime silence speaks, that part of me starts torturing me, mentally !

it become more hungry and longing for my sick thoughts

i wanna k*ll that part of me but !

i wonder if it's possible to k*ll that part of me without hurting or maybe killing myself

should i be a friend with that part, or should i k*ll the both of us ? - Yours truly

It's funny that despite how thick the make up, some faces cannot be salvaged. Belo or Calayan can help but it's too severe. Alas no hope

Delusional Part 3

I'm pretending this grape soda is a beer.

Instead of grapes

I taste hops.

Instead of sugar

I taste bitterness.

And when I take a swig

It erases some tension

Til sip by sip

I will become a puddle of relaxation.

Or maybe nonexistence.

It goes well with the tear tracks on my face

And the sad song on my PC. - Anon

Others put on make up to hide facial imperfections. Eww

Delusional part II

I am no where to be found

I do not nor will ever make a sound

Funny how the sun dies everynight for the moon

How I wish i would find someone like that soon

I am not so much of deep words

Just a little risky like the birds

Oh how they fly way up high

To the moon,yes beyond the sky

I wake up to this everyday

Remembering the month of May

Yes I get this

I am delusional in love

Hoping,one day--

Someday---

This day--

I could find my way. - Anon