The Mail Box

[neville]

it sucks

 

that you are married

 

and yet you offer

 

such sweet promises

 

such tempting thoughts

 

i sure did wish

 

you were free

 

but you are not

 

and though it flatters me

 

bite the apple

 

i must not

 

now i think

 

if resisting

 

was worth it

 

come to think of it

 

the headaches i avoided

 

seemed like they are

 

despite the loss of an admirer

 

after all...

 

i sure do wish

 

the worthy one

 

comes soon

 

wherever he is

 

 

:sadsmiley02:

[angel_by_day]

i'd like you to know that im way past the hatred and bitterness stage. Did you know that i've always thought...that between the two of us, you were the more intelligent one? now dont disagree with me this time....yes i did think of that...and still do, up to now. You obviously made the right decision for us. The more logical decision. Against your own heart, against mine. And i would like to commend you for that....

 

I sincerely wish you and your family the happiness the you so deserve....i can sense that the best things are yet to come. I'll still be your friend. Still free medical advice. And if ever i do leave mtc...well, it will always be for the better....

 

this will be my last message now.....i can see that you're happy where you are now. I am still in pain, but i'll get by...

 

May God grant your wishes in life. :hypocritesmiley:

[pussycatdoll]

Kuya, bakit ka umalis bigla? Iilan na nga lang kayong matino dito, nawala ka pa.

 

Mamimiss kita.

 

:cry:

[Guest bleeding_angel]

dear mga kapitbahay sa likod ng bahay namin,

 

ang saya ng buhay nyo. ung bakanteng lupa sa likod ng bahay namin ang napili nyo pang tayuan ng walang pahintulot sa may ari ng lupa. kung paano kayo napayagan ng homeowners' association eh hindi ko talaga alam... hula ko may koneksyon kayo... ung view mula sa kwarto ko na dati ay tahimik at mapayapa ngayon ay magulo at pangit na sapul ng dumating kayo.

 

aba, isang taon na kayo dyan...

 

ung nanay, sana hindi ka na nagbubunganga sa umaga. kung papagalitan mo mga anak mo, hindi mo naman kailangang murahin dahil wala pa sila sa tamang gulang upang intindihin ang tama at mali. ang ingay mo sobra... hindi ko po naman kailangan ng alarm... at kailanganin ko man... mamarapatin ko pang bumili ng orasan kesa sa napakaingay mong bunganga. kung magyayaya ka ng mga ka-tsismisan na kapit bahay, dun nalang sa malayo sa amin... wag sa likod ng bakod namin sa tapat mismo ng kwarto ko... di ako interesado sa mga pinaguusapan nyo... ung bakla na pinagtsitsismisan nyo... kilala ko... sumbong ko kayo...

 

ung tatay, sana naman ay hindi mo na ituloy yang pagpapalaki ng mga manok, maingay sila sa madaling araw. ung kaisa-isang tandang nyo na nga lang, pinapainit na ung ulo ko eh... ano pa kung madami na sila. ung aso nyo, parang kinakatay sa madaling araw tuwing tumitilaok ung tandang. eh kung huwag nyo na kaya syang itali... kawawa naman. ung mga tinatanim mong puno, kasama na ang manga, saging at malungay... parang ginawa mong hacienda ang kalupaan... ang swerte mo naman... libreng lupa... di mo na kailangan ng lotto... kung mag-iinuman kayo, wag naman sa tapat mismo ng bintana ko...

 

dati, best spot in the house ang aking kwarto... sa second floor... sa corner... may view ako sa bulubundukin ng rizal... maganda and malamig... sana maisipan nyo na maibalik ang dati kong buhay... ang view... ang morning sunshine... ang katahimikan... ang mahabang tulog na may masasayang panaginip...

 

 

umaasa,

 

a

[destron]

I still believe that theres a reason why anybody meets anybody. And I met you because.

[neville]

mr. ex,

 

in a very sleepy early morn, i think of you and wonder if you still carry the torch for me, and i wonder if i still do...yes, even after nine years i still wonder why.

 

why you left, why you suddenly became cold...why you chose a japyuki over me.

 

was it merely lust on your side, or was she a better woman? or was i nothing more than a means to an end?

 

it sucks when there is no closure, isn't it? i wonder how you will react now that i said hi

 

will i finally get the answers i so pined for all these years? i so believe i have moved on...but judging from my life years after we parted ways, maybe i really haven't. maybe you have scarred me so much, that i am so afraid of being with someone again.

 

and if you scarred me, then maybe, you can heal that wound...and finally let me move on...and remove the ghosts of my past.

 

for good.

 

:sadsmiley02:

[Barenaked-NoMre]

I've a few more days to get the program together.

 

I thought with the new officers working with me ... the load off my shoulders will be lessened.

 

Was I wrong!

 

I am once again ... President, VP-Education, VP-Membership, VP-PR, Secretary and Tresurer.

 

Not easy to work alone ... you text. Yet, no one replies!

 

Grrrr!

 

If they only knew HOW much I spend on the club ... with my own personal funds. And I dont even have regular, solid income!

 

Super GRRRR! :thumbsdownsmiley: <_< :grr:

[destron]

We're you worth skipping two important jobs today?

Uhuh. :upside:

[little_devil]

dear you,

 

a toast to everything beautiful.

 

 

love always,

me

[destron]

I blurted out something that shouldve been kept untold.

Nakakahiya naman, sa iba mo pa malalaman.

[angel_by_day]

my dearest angel....

 

I wish you peace....or rather, well, I need not wish you that....I can hand it to you in the easiest way I can....it's up to your heart, though, if you will accept it....or ponder first on it....or whatever.....I have always given you the freedom to decide.....

 

Just a word dear: never wish anyone ill. Never speak words at the height of your emotions...at the height of anger, at the height of pain. Breathe in and out a thousand times, if you have to. Think a thousand times, if you have to.....before blurting any word, before venting out your feelings....simply because words can hurt people, as much as they can bless them....and as an angel, you have always been tasked to bless....am I right? or am I.....right?

 

You may have judged my people in a the wrong manner, and I forgive you for that. You may have hurt them just the same. Be sorry for that, my angel. Too many blessings have been showered upon your humble being, including the special powers that I have bestowed upon your kind.....and likewise, much is expected of you...

 

I am just a step away. You need not pray, to reach me. No busy lines, no message sending failed. Take care of yourself while on earth.

 

Watching you,

 

God

Edited August 1, 2007 by angel_by_day

[mwah]

may gusto ipahiwatig ang buwan sa akin kagabi

nguti ito'y nagtago sa likod ng mga ulap

hay, hanggang sa susunod na lang ng pagbilog ng buwan.

 

kaya lang total lunar eclipse 'yon.

 

 

 

 

OMG. I'm rambling... darn lunar thingy.

[darkcyko]

THE MAILBOX IS FOR LETTERS THAT MTC MEMBERS HAVE WRITTEN BUT NEVER SENT TO THE INTENDED RECIPIENTS.

 

I DOUBT IF WHAT YOU POSTED WAS SOMETHING YOU WROTE AS THAT LETTER HAS MADE THE EMAIL ROUNDS SEVERAL TIMES OVER.

 

I SUGGEST YOU READ AND UNDERSTAND THE PREMISE OF THE THREAD BEFORE YOU POST ANYTHING.

Edited August 2, 2007 by Wyld

[chiquezee]

AC,

 

I didn't even know you were there. Truth be told, I was looking for you through the crowd, in the midst of the blinding light and thunderous applauses, not hoping to find you, but wishing I'd get a glimpse of you anyway. When I caught sight of you, I felt a lightness that I recognized... a calm stillness enveloped me, drowning the cheers to a far-away-neptune-distance. I paused to relish my response to your presence, not even bothering to question, nor rationalize it. But in an instant, you were gone. And yet, no over-powering heaviness weighed me down. Like a flight of fancy, you came, and went. When I searched for you again, I didn't see you, and it was fine with me. All at once, I let you go.

 

It was a beautiful, peaceful five minutes. If I do not see you again, which is most likely, I will remember the heart-felt smile that I had, but I will rarely remember you. It was a gift of a moment, when I was shown a glimpse of what else is out there; that I have nothing to fear. That there were people like you who I can depend on when necessary.

 

A glimpse. Yes, that was what you were. I quick flash of what it meant to hope. Like day-visions given to prophets of old.

 

It came to my mind that someday soon, I'll have that somebody who will be there to share my victories. Somebody who would smile at me proudly. Somebody who I'd look at and feel at peace with. Somebody who will hush my chaos even for a while and sincerely take me for my worth.

 

That is the purpose of our crossing paths. In all these 18 months of back-breaking work, and interactions with you which I can count with my hands, I now see.

 

I am elated by your one-line commendation. Sincere. Not lip service. But tomorrow, I will forget about it. Life goes on. But in those simple five minutes, I felt the sun come out in the middle of 10 degrees chill.

 

I feel nothing for you, I know nothing about you, yet you embody the essence of my hope. You were instrumental to my awakening.

 

You are like a bridge between nowhere and there.

 

I now bid you adieu.

 

Thank you.

[destron]

Mami-miss ka namin. :cry: