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to fhm,

 

do you understand what's happening? do you know how to stop this madness? can we stay away when everything we do brings us closer together? we have to stop before things get out of hand... or are things already out of hand...

 

yesterday i was with you. i was in your arms trying to sleep... trying to rest the craziness of the day. you held my hands and didn't say a thing. for a few moments we were perfect. then the call came... it was him.. my love. i said hi and he said hello... how can i hide it from you? when he told me he loves me, i have to tell him i love him too... because that is what he wants to hear and that is the truth.

 

could you understand what's happening? we are too afraid to acknowledge what we have because we are not free... we have to stop. before i hurt the one i love... before you hurt the one you love... before we hurt ourselves.

 

tell me could you bear it if i say goodbye to you now? could i bear it if i say goodbye?

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You stole everything

My love, my trust, my heart

I never thought this could happen

I thought myself safe away from harm

You changed it all

Nothing will be the same

How can you be this cold?

How can you ignore me like this?

You said you loved me

If this is love, I never want to feel hate

Where did I go wrong?

Was it my fault?

Was it something I did?

Did I bring this upon myself?

Was it my fault?

I will never love another

Yet I’ve said these words before

Will it never change?

Will I never meet the one?

Is she out there?

Waiting for me

Have I passed her in the street?

Ignorant of her

Have I met her?

Where is she now

Or is there no such thing as the one

Is it just something we all dream of?

Never to meet or feel

I will never find the one

Or perhaps I already have

And passed my chance

Or didn’t know it was the one

Will I ever know love?

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another story that will for sure catch ur heart for it did mine..

a story which could be paradoxic for this thread...

a story that shows the negative side of this thread...

 

10th grade

 

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She

was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and

wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.

After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had

missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave

me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I

don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I

don't know why.

 

11th grade

 

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears,

mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to

come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I d! id. As I sat next

to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.

After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she

decided to go to sleep. She

looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to

tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I

love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

Senior year

 

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she

said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we

made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together

just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over,

I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at

me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but

she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the

best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell

her, I wan! t her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her

but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

Graduation Day

 

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was

graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up

on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't

notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone

went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged

her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best

friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I

want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but

I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

A Few Years Later

 

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now.

I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to

another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and

I knew it. But! before she drove away, she came to me and said "you

came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her,

I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but

I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

Funeral

 

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my

"best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in

her high school years. This is what it read:

I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that,

and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want

to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know

why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!

I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.

 

i love you

i love you

i love you

 

but its too late now. i wish i have the courage to tell u before.

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sa iyo

mahal na kita. malaman mo lang yun..ok na sa akin kasi i wont go any further than what we are right now...mahirap na, baka mawala ka pa ;)

 

ako

Dear Domeng,

ala lang po curious lang kung sino binabanggit ng aking kapatid sa TA ahihihi :P

mmmmmmmm kapatid din ba natin? hehehe

la lang. alam ko di ako matino ngayon...

 

pero pinapanalangin ko na sana maging masaya kayo kung sino man yang minamahal mo...

hehehe

 

sweetp

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another story that will for sure catch ur heart for it did mine..

a story which could be paradoxic for this thread...

a story that shows the negative side of this thread...

 

10th grade

 

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She

was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and

wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.

After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had

missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave

me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I

don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I

don't know why.

 

11th grade

 

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears,

mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to

come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I d! id. As I sat next

to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.

After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she

decided to go to sleep. She

looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to

tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I

love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

Senior year

 

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she

said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we

made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together

just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over,

I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at

me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but

she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the

best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell

her, I wan! t her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her

but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

Graduation Day

 

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was

graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up

on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't

notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone

went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged

her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best

friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I

want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but

I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

A Few Years Later

 

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now.

I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to

another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and

I knew it. But! before she drove away, she came to me and said "you

came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her,

I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but

I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

 

Funeral

 

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my

"best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in

her high school years. This is what it read:

I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that,

and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want

to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know

why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!

I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.

 

i love you

i love you

i love you

 

but its too late now. i wish i have the courage to tell u before.

:cry: sniff sniff... :cry:

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it's been a year since i last saw you... and for a year i've been trying to k*ll the feelings that i had for you. and then all of a sudden... i catch a glimpse of you... i catch a glimpse of your smile, of your sweet face, or your gentle lips... and it all came back. i still love you.

Dear lord_rochester,

 

thank you for all the letters you are posting here....

i've read all of it.. and i may say u do have the capacity to love someone so deeply.. give everything u can do the one you love... and that is one of the noblest act a person can do.. loving someone with all they can...

and i can truly relate on this last letter of yours.. this incidents often make me wonder and ask... why does this kind of thing happens to people who has so much love to give, why does nature play on people who takes love seriously... why wont it happen or perhaps why does this thing seldom happens to the so-called players of love...

*sighs* oh well...

i dont have the answers either..

 

btw, basing on ur posts i assumed ur a girl.. am i right?

but ur gender indicator is that of a male.. so im confused..

 

anywho, wish to read ur letters more :D

take care and goodluck.

 

sweetp

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