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[Alexandra®]

:heart: MahaL Ko :heart: (A)

 

 

Baby I Love Your Way

 

Shadows grow so long before my eyes

And they're moving across the page

Suddenly the day turns into night

Far away from the city

Well, don't hesitate, 'cause your love won't wait...

 

Ooo, baby, I love your way, everyday

Gonna tell you I love your way, everyday

Wanna be with you night and day

Moon appears to shine and light the skies

With the help of some firefly

Wonder how they have the power to shine

I can see them under the pine

But don't hesitate, 'cause your love won't wait...

 

 

HoN (M)

[iwalkalone]

nasa rehab ako ngayon...bawal ang load...sana maintindihan mo...naguguluhan na talaga ako...pano ba...pano ba???....mahal kita...ayoko na...mahal kita...gusto na kitang kalimutan...mahal kita...mas mabuti pang iwan mo na ko ng tuluyan...mahal kita ...hayaan mo na ko masaktan ng minsanan...mahal na mahal kita....kaya tama na...

[CodenameV]

S,

When i am sleeping, i can imagine you being there with me. However, since you came from Bulacan, i can't find in you in the dark especially with the lights closed.

A

[Grimace]

 

 

what if you find something unattractive of me would you leave me then? there are so many things i want to share to you and that i'm very fond of you i have this feeling that if i get vulnerable,i get burned easily and that i am trying to hold it up for my own good..Dont worry love, im the last person you'd expect to judge other people especially you. I'm not going to leave you on the gutter, its matter of knowing you and how interested i am seeing you again and all the flaws, small or big are just like this thick, irregular scar caused by excessive tissue growth at the site of an incision or wound her otherwise known as the keloid.it will just stay there,( ooh the humanity!! GROSS! hahahahah) Its part of the whole enchalada love, i accept you as you are and that you're the finest guy i've met and i guess i'm happy being your steady date when Ms. Right is not there yet (or is she? )

 

Can't wait to see you again..I may be naughty but i'm a monogamist when it comes to my affairs, i only like one guy and that guy is YOU chere;..inspite of the relentless dance of seduction i play..its You that i wanted noone else

 

 

Now let me continue this dance of love....

 

 

Edited February 28, 2007 by uchisy

[iwalkalone]

p#tang %na mo! impakto kang hayup ka!!!! ambait bait mo sa kin di mo naman pala ako kayang mahalin sa paraan na gusto ko!!!??? Halimaw ka!!! halimaw ka sa bangaaaaah!!!! hindi kita mapapatawad kahit tumuwad ka pa ulangya kaaah!!!! sayo lang ako bumigay hinayupak ka!!! pakyuuuu pakyuuu to da maxxxx!!!! aaaaahhh!!!! kulang pa tong page natoh sa mga mura na gusto kong ibato sayo!!!!...I hate youuuu!!!! di na kita babayaran sa mga utang ko sayooooh!!! kalah mo hah!!!! haaah!!! bahala ka sa buhay mo!!! manigas ka dyaaan!!!! :grr:

[molina]

Missy,

 

However, whenever. I am looking forward to the opportunity. Thank you. You made my day.

 

 

Molina

[iwalkalone]

Sweet Dreams world.......please kiss and embrace me before i close my eyes....i need some love.......................thank you.

[Alexandra®]

:heart: MaHaL Ko :heart: (A)

 

If I had one wish, boy

I'd wish you next to me

And it could be in summer, fall or spring, boy

'Cause you make my heart sing

I wanna give my heart, my soul, my love to you

Oh baby

'Cause every day I'm not with you

I'm missing you like crazy

I need for you to...

 

I need for you to love me,

hold me, touch me..

Down deep in my soul, and never let it go

Of the love we share, no one compares to you

I'll never let you go 'cause I really love you so

Oh I...

I'll never let you go, oh no

 

If you must know the truth, boy

I'm nothing without you..

 

HoN (M)

Edited March 1, 2007 by Alexandra®

[StoneRhino]

I could hardly believe it

When I heard the news today

I had to come and get it straight from you

They said you were leavin'

Someone swept you heart away

From the look upon your face I see it's true

So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the plans you're makin'

Then tell me one thing more before I go

 

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you

Now that I've been lovin' you so long

How am I supposed to live without you

How am I supposed to carry on

When all that I've been livin' for is gone

 

I didn't come here for cryin'

Didn't come here to breakdown

It's just a dream of mine is coming to an end

An how can I blame you

When I built my world around

The hope that someday we'd be so much more than friends

And I don't wanna know the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming

When even now it's more than I can take

 

And I don't wanna face the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming

Now that your dream has come true

 

See ya when I get there. In about 1 - 2 years, i think. :cry:

[iwalkalone]

Dear shameless,

 

Iba ka talaga...iba ka...ang lakas ng amats mo girl! hahaha! ...nakakahiya ka...tubuan ka naman ng konting hiya...kahit konti lang :upside: ....hahahaha

 

natatawa,

:heart: Iwa

[charmed shannen]

I miss a friend today. But too afraid to make the first move to call... Nakakainis... Nakaka miss

[iwalkalone]

stop telling me what to do...I'm not you!

[G T]

good night.sweet dreams.i will still plant my kisses at the tip of your nose my dearest.

[iwalkalone]

dear owner of the room i visited thrice today

i'm happy for you...you have so many friends to cheer you up....hats off ako sa mga girls na marunong magmahal....di lang puro ka anuhan....sila nakakasira sa pangalan ng lahi natin eh....keep the faith :flowers:

:heart: Iwa

[chiquezee]

Jigs,

 

You never liked me. For you I was the Snow Queen who robbed your kingdom of all warmth and affection. In all the years of indirect competition, you always made it a point to strive to achieve more than I did. Maybe you did not succeed then, for how can you compete with me when I had everything you wanted at that time? I had the undeniable upper hand. Favor was with me. Honestly though, with your stone-cold heart, you were more ice than I was. Frozen cold. I actually tried melting you with my ---ness that no body can ignore. Nobody but you. You did not just not like me, you hated me. Without even taking the time to get to know me, you despised me. Years later, I understood why.

 

I was very young then, 19?, as you kept pointing out, though I am proud to say, not immature. You told me that so much is ahead of me and that I was ruining my life by braving the situation. I hated that word, situation, and it makes me cringe until now. Not as much, but still. Well, I did brave it and I came out victorious in many aspects, if not all.

 

But years have passed and the triumphs that I may have tried to preserve then are but memories to me now. Lessons learned. Crucibles endured. I emerged strong. Thats the greatest victory I still hold dear now.

 

Today, for some reason, I felt the urge to Google your name. Its been a while since I uttered it, feeling the bitterness of poison even in your name that, curiously, shares the same meaning as mine. I knew I was gonna find a considerable amount of material to give me an idea how you are doing. Not because I cared, with affection, for I doubt if I can ever like you either, but only to quell the curiosity as I face the crossroads I am facing now. I was wondering if you have reached the pinnacle of your career.

 

I heard, from a very reliable source, that once again, for reasons I dared not ask, your misfortune in love and happiness struck again. He left you, like every other guy who couldn't stand your alpha-female syndrome. And I said to myself, I wouldn't want to be in your shoes. Me, and my alpha-female syndrome... I have had my own share of holy mess, and I am proud to say I have come out of them still whole. Broken, maybe, but whole. I wonder about you.

 

Google did you justice. You may be delighted to know that reading through the list bruised me. If you should know, that didn't bring you a step ahead, for I shall use that to further my cause. I shall use you, albeit for a fraction of a second, to catapult me to where I want to be.

 

Damn, I do hate you just as much as everybody else. For a different reason.

 

I knew I was gonna find the title on the international release. I knew I was gonna find the title for the national release. What I didn't expect was to find the material you edited for an organization that I wanted so much to join but never had the chance because I am f*cking tied to multiple projects at one time, where I am. That was what bruised me.

 

And once again, you became a fixture in my life, even for just that brief moment. You are again one to contend with. If I won before, by a mile, I have to make sure I win now, by ten thousand... But as I see it, you had a head start. If only for that, I congratulate you.

 

It is uncanny that we are never in the one country at the same time. We miss each other by a couple of days. So much so that I feel like I am in the Amazing Race competing with you, though you, of course, have a different agenda, always. Although there was one time, when your part of the world merged with my part of the world and we found ourselves in one room, serving different masters who were scratching each others' backs... I saw how you thirsted for my blood...

 

I don't think you'll ever get to like me. Especially if you find out that I have actually edged over you in some unforgivable aspects. And I will never like you, no matter what. After all, we weren't commanded to LIKE each other... But even if it makes me shiver inside to even think about the things you have done before to secure my downfall, I will think of them, and my latest find, and use them to push me to achieve what even you have not.

 

I want to be that strong gust of wind that hits your face when you step out into the snow. Yes, I am Snow Queen to you. I will make sure you know.

 

For now, gratitude are in order. You are making me a stronger woman, once again, but this time, without you knowing it. Or maybe you do... I actually felt you sneering at me with every letter of the discourse...

 

Tactics. Strategy. Mission. Vision. Guts. Glory.

 

For now, you are ahead. In a couple of years, I shall look behind me and find you somewhere, like a speck of dust I can faintly recognize... It can be done. It will be done. I will do it.

 

 

 

 

C.