The Mail Box

[KristinLavransdatr]

i am sorry to hear the news. i hope you do find the courage to believe that you did not lose him at all. that he has only been taken back to his Father's arms.

 

i pray to God that He give you the strength to face today and the coming days as this loss has been great.

 

have the heart to believe that now you have an angel to look after you wherever you are.

 

your friend,

 

Y

Edited February 25, 2006 by KristinLavransdatr

[bubuy]

Dear You,

 

Yes, yes i know i missed the bus! I don't know if staying on IT was worth it. Don't think that I didn't treasure the times. I DO. It was one of those instances that I wish I could ride two at the same time. But that would have been unfair to you, me and her.

 

Fear really makes us do the safest thing and parry us away from the unknown and untested.

 

But alas, I never regret having been on the ride with you. I believe someone else is riding with you on your journey now. Best wishes. I'm still a friend. Always and forever.

 

 

Sincerely,

 

Me

[LadyMariko]

dear you,

 

you used to like songs. here is one for you.

i hope i got the words right.

 

i believe we shouldn't let the moment pass us by

life's too short

we shouldn't wait for the water to run dry

 

think about it

cause we only have one shot at destiny

all i'm asking

could it possibly be you and me

 

so if you'd still go i'll understand

would you give me something just to hold on to

and if you'd stay i'll hold your hand

cause i'm truly madly crazily in love with you

 

time has come for us to go our separate ways

God forbid but my mind is going crazy today

i feel so cold feel so numb i'm having nightmares but i'm awake

help me Lord fight this loneliness take this pain away

 

so if you'd still go i'll understand

would you give me something just to hold on to

and if you'd stay i'll hold your hand

cause i'm truly madly crazily in love with you

 

so if you'd still go i'll understand

would you give me something just to hold on to

and if you'd stay i'll hold your hand

cause i'm truly madly crazily in love with you

 

now that you're gone i'm all alone

still hoping that you would come back home

don't care how long but i'm willing to wait

cause i'm truly madly crazily in love with you.

[LadyMariko]

with just one post,

 

i don't know if i could trust you or if i should trust you still.

now i'm confused.

 

you were the only person i trusted here. i don't know why but i trusted you.

 

somehow, with one post, i don't know if i could trust you still.

[Icee_1]

I miss you. Maybe what I did was wrong; maybe not. Who's to say? The only thing I know for sure is that I miss you terribly. It hurts so bad, yet I can't do anything to stop the pain.

 

I can't ask you back; I don't want to ask you back. Not yet, not until we've learned what we have to do to solve all the problems we've encountered these past few months. I don't want to have to go through what I've been through before; it hurts too much, and I don't think anyone deserves that.

 

Hopefully, by the time we learn what's wrong, learn what are the solutions to our problems, we could start anew. Maybe you'd still be free and I'd be too. Maybe... or maybe not.

 

Just remember that I love you, and what has happened is hurting me too.

[smaug]

finally... she shot you... straight up to your heart. let her go man, let her go and continue with your life. she's got her own world now and you cant fit in. fast cars, caviar and the 3g? WTF? for God's sake, let her go... and you go die in a farm somewhere... that's where you belong

[Wyld]

pst. ikaw! oo ikaw nga.

 

ambabaw ko ba? para ipagtampo ng ganon na lang ang nangyari?

 

parang oo eh.

 

sori ha. siguro ganon nga ang nagmamahal.

 

ambaduy ko noh?

 

pero love kta.

 

:*

Edited February 27, 2006 by Wyld

[LB]

dear friend,

 

unsure if it is for me.

 

thank you though. it means a lot.

 

:*

 

a

[KristinLavransdatr]

it is so wonderful of you to be thinking of our "future." a lot of girls would have been elated to hear what you have told me last night. my friend wants to hit my head with a baseball bat for being so indifferent about it. you are one of the only two men who have included me in the plans of their future. the rest of the pack just wanted to live the present with me. but you, you look beyond today with me and for me.

 

i hope to be worthy of you. and each day everything i do and every decision i make are all towards making you proud of me.

 

faithfully,

[LadyMariko]

ei,

 

why is it that whenever i decide to do something, you do something else that would make me back out?

 

it's a mistake. big mistake if you ask me.

[switlips_25]

Dear Diary,

 

It's another gloomy day today.

It's raining most of the time

Sun is peeking just for 5min and it's gone.

[Sequenenre Tao]

ano tukmol? ano ba talaga balak mo? manlulumo ka nalang ba jan, mag paka bangag at mamuhay sa pantasya na babalik pa sya? ulol! anadami mo dapat gawin, ni isa wala kapa nasimulan. bakit mo ibabase sa kanya ang takbo ng buhay mo? iaasa mo ba sa kanya ang kinabukasan?

 

ano tukmol? san ka pupunta?

[OpunHeimen]

I have been staring at this blank page for I don't know how long, trying to figure out what to say. I have been trying to form sentences in my head, but I can't think of anything smart or witty to say.

 

So I start with nothing.

 

No, I am not stumped. I wasn't shocked at the revelation. You saying yes isn't really far from the horizon, and nothing I say will change that. I have accepted that possibility since the last time we were together. That was the reason why I was so desperate to get you back that night, if only to be able to hold you, and hold on.

 

But it seems, I didn't have to. We both know it.

 

I will love you from a distance. I have been used to loving someone like this, albeit unrequited, with no chance of reciprocation. And I know somewhat, you will do the same as well.

 

Despite the things I've said, despite my anger, despite you being you, we never really let go, and we never really lost each other. We never stopped loving each other.

 

The last is never the last, not when the bond we thought broken became stronger still, despite the distance. And this has to pass, for you to realize who I really am in your life.

[teio]

you said... "letting go is sacrificing what was yours... and giving up is forgetting what was never yours since the beginning..."

 

i replied... "i gave up"... with a smiling face... "Ü"... at the end...

 

hoping that you will read between the lines...

 

you answered back... with a frown... telling me that it is not anymore nice to be a martyr... asking if i'm currently wooing someone... that i can get over it... to spend my energy through work...

 

you thought that i was talking about someone else...

 

but the truth is... i was talking about...

 

you...

[LadyMariko]

i'm an adult you know.

i can think.

stop patronizing me.

 

go away if you want.

disappear.

when you come back, hopefully i'm still here.