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dear someone,

 

there are a lot of people in this world who have many regrets...the reason being not doing enough....not saying enough....

 

i know for some reasons why this thread has been put out...

 

...all the more it gives us reasons that someday we'll regret....excuses....for keeping thoughts and words all for our selfish selves...

 

"today is the 1st day and maybe the last day of the rest of our lives...."

 

say it....let it be known....

 

so you'll never regret something for...

 

...not doing enough....not saying enough....

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amy,

 

things are not like the same anymore, i maybe busy with something, but that does not mean that i love you less.

 

things that we dont argue starts to enter the line. childish ways i may say. imaturity i presume.

 

things that i don't have an answer right now are becoming ur escape goat. i really dont know what to do now, maybe we have to give ourselves some more time to think things over. I think that we dont know the difference between the one you like and the one you love.

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I never had thought that I would meet someone in the net that eventually would be my friend sooner than I expected. We get along very well… albeit we have lots of differences it had never been a turmoil for us. I was awed by how smart he was, very opinionated, a man of character so to speak… but there was something in him that sounded so sad, lost and scared...

 

Weeks had passed; we elevate our communication.. by other means...it was really cool because we really jived well together…its like our thoughts were linked together…

 

We both knew that time that finally we met a friend… we became so comfortable with each other that opening up ourselves was so easy. A clear indication that we have so much in common and that we were building something REAL. There had been bad times of course, the silly fights over stupid things but through that we have reached new and higher grounds with what we have shared in the past months...

 

We know how important we are to each other… I have learned to care for him… he is my friend...

 

But thinking I was doing the smart way… I lost him. I lose my friend…And yesterday, he said something... he told me that.... nvrmind...

all i know is.... those words that broke my heart into pieces… words that will forever haunt me..

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hey,

 

its been weeks since we last talked, my birthday passed and yet no word from you... should i feel sad? should i feel glad? i dont know...

 

i still remember how it all ended... ive prepared for you the best birthday of your life, one of your happiest... but days after, ive given you pain... the worst youve ever had...

 

i was in pain too... a relationship that couldnt and shouldnt be mended... i have to be cold... i have to be tough... we'll just be ruining our lives if we let this go on...

 

then came the tricks youve played on me, the stalks, the lies... ehehe, then i realized how much you can scare me... i almost forgot the difference between love and hate... but what can i do... my heart weighs more than my head...

 

i had to be tougher... colder...

 

im goin through changes right now... can do things i wasnt able to do... rediscovering myself...

 

but i would be just sh*ttin myself if i deny that i still miss you...

 

im sorry for the pain...

ill get over with mine...

i hope youre OK right now...

ill be doin just fine...

i know that youll be happier, better...

ill try to be...

for the last time ill say to you that i love you...

now its time to be free

 

(holy sh*t, that rhymes :D)

 

bye...

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Dear ...

 

I am in pain ... my angel is sick and i hope he'll get well soon ... baby though we aren't together and u still don't understand my words ... i love you ... i know you are in good hands ... soon when everything is in order ... we're going to sleep together, have fun ... you're my only treasure ... the only thing that keeps me going ... the only person that loves me truly ... :cry:

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Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.

Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart... but if you don't, you might break theirs.

 

Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own.... when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

 

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all.

 

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid.... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie.... the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

 

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had.

 

 

 

note: just wanna share thi sthough it isnt mine for us to think about.. ;)

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it's time for me to go home now.. and sad to say my home is a place where most people would never consider as theirs.. kind of weird ey, but then.. as one of my close friend once told me.. "Home is where our heart is.".. and though most people would disagree.. I would still admit this place is where my heart belongs..

 

.. a place where the appliances aren't TV sets or refrigerators, but rather computers, servers, hubs, switches and mobile phones..

 

.. it's where my friends are named Windows, Linux, HP-Unix, Solaris Nokia,

Ericsson, CMG, Sybase, Oracle, MySQL.. etc..

 

.. a place where my means of transportation can take me around the world in a matter of seconds.. by riding through network packets sent over the wires of the Internet/Intranet..

 

.. a place where the only languages spoken are that of Java, Java Scripts, HTML, WML, XML/XSL, C++, Unix Scripts, VB, Pascal, COBOL, security algorithms.. etc.. and the language that most people don't understand.. 10101010.. these are languages can't be heard but their presence are felt in our everyday lives..

 

.. a place that you don't have to defend from thieves or robbers.. but rather from hackers, phreakers, viruses and data corruption... and your only protection is to be able to think like a cyber criminal does, and to learn how to read information passing through wires which to most people are just garbled combinations of letters and numbers, but to me it's just like reading a book written in plain and simple english..

 

.. where my precious possessions aren't jewelries or money stored in vaults.. but rather sensitive data stored within different computer storage mediums.. and the only thing that could open it are the best encryption/decryption technology known to date..

 

.. this place is no other than my WORK..

 

(call me a geek, a nerd, a person without a life.. call me anything you want.. I understand.. I hope you will too.. )

 

I have been away from home for a while.. and a lot of things had changed while I was gone.. and as I may say.. those changes aren't nice..

 

internet connectivity started slowing down.. viruses penetrated the network.. sensitive data were nearly compromised... programmers got stuck on development problems .. servers became inefficient.. and the worst of all.. important projects got behind delivery schedules..

 

most of these are blamed on my absence.. I can ever hear my friends calling out my name in despair.. it hurts but remorse won't help right now.. the best thing and may be the only thing that's left for me to do is..

 

TO GO HOME.. where my heart belongs..

 

I'll be leaving home once in a while.. but for now.. I need to stay where my heart is.. and try to bring back the balance to the things I left behind..

 

ciao!

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Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the person we love we

fail to

recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so

many

beautiful things and simply because we allow ourselves to be

enslaved by

our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the

man of

words for you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you

love but

the man who loves you more.

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how have u been? i should've asked that, or even bothered to walk up to u the last time we saw each other.

 

i was afraid, that the feelings would return. thank the gods they haven't. nyways enough babbling, here's what i really want to say:

 

i hate you for being my yardstick! because though i have found men who definitely exceed ur assets...i've become a coward in trying again. as they might hurt me the same way u have. i have been very good at pushing them away.

 

but now i'm ready. i'll never push this new guy away. i haven't met him yet but i guarantee that he won't be pushed away.

 

all the best for you...

 

me

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hey...

 

hope someday u will have the courage to explain to me everything...

hope someday u will learn to trust me..

hope someday you will share personal matters with me without being asked nor questioned...

hope someday i will see your world..

hope someday you will let me in..

hope someday you will tell me na...

i hope... this will all come true...

soon...

 

though i know all our dreams and hopes seldom come true..

i will still keep hoping..

 

justme

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