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[misbyutiful]

kung totoo ung mga sinasabi mo..bakit parang sa iba ko nakikita?

[gen_g]

bahala na by next2 week............kay kya o nde?...hmmmmm.... gud luck to me kung baga....

[Wyld]

i just hope that with recent events you have come to wonder about the people you decided to trust...

 

its the same story over again...

 

think and feel...

 

DISCERN...

 

[misbyutiful]

labshu! twas nice talkin to u kanina :*

Edited August 13, 2004 by misbehavin

[wjc-934]

j,

 

Sa iyong mga mata

nagtatago ang iyong pagmamahal

para sa kanya.

di mo man sabihin

na siya'y iyong iniibig... nakikita ko naman.

mga ngiti mong hindi mapakali

sa tuwing siya ay nariyan

mga nakaw mong tingin

binabaon mo hanggang sa pag-idlip

Kailan ka magigising?

Kailan mo ako mapapansin?

Sa iyong mga mata

sumisilip ang bawat pangarap

na siya'y iyong makapiling sa bawat sandali

ang paghabol mo sa mga ulap,

ang pag-abot mo sa kalangitan

... alam mo namang di mo ito magagawa

ngunit ipinipilit mo pa rin.

ang tamis ng bawat pangako

para lamang siya'y iyong mahagkan

iyo nang isinamo

ngunit di ka pa rin niya minahal.

Kailan ka magigising?

Kailan mo ako mapapansin?

 

 

Ngayong ika'y lumuluha,

nananaghoy sa kanyang paglisan

umaasa sa aking pagtatahan,

sa aking pag-awit upang ika'y mahimbing.

Datapwat

Sa iyong mga mata

nakikita ko

na ang tulad niya'y kay hirap limutin

kay hirap nang ganun-ganun na lang

Kailan ka ba magigising?

Kailan mo ako mapapansin?

 

Kailan...

 

kits

Edited August 13, 2004 by wjc-934

[Mayella]

sweetie,

 

tomorrow night is the night. we have waited for this moment for the longest time and i can't believe that the time is almost near. the sparks will definitely be there. just don't put yourself up for too many expectations. i'm sure we'll be fine.

 

you have a safe trip, okay? can't wait to see you in a few hours. until then, i'll be missing you.

 

L

[irshes]

You make me laugh. You really thought I'd take you?

And what's all this crap about missing me? Since when were you capable of having emotions? Haven't I made myself clear enough? I have nothing more to say to you except "up your ass." You are so over.

Never darken my doorstep again.

[a_ngel]

If there was something I could do

to bridge the distance between us to

I'd cross the ocean, if that's what it takes

just to get a glimpse of your face

and relish the glory of your embrace.

[Leslie Garcia]

Honey,

 

Peace of mind you say? i ain't getting any .. you are mad me that's a fact... please don't be nice if you don't feel you are up to it ... i'd rather be lonely kesa naman pilit ang pakikitungo mo sa akin ... i'd rather cry at night thinking you don't love me anymore ... i'll move on don't worry ...when? i don't know ... but i'll spring back as always ... i am a survivor ... ingat na lang

 

M

[Wyld]

ive so many questions in my mind right now...and the weird thing is there are really no answers forthcoming. not in the near future at least... i guess the only important thing is to try and keep it real... and remember that dreams and fantasies ... are just that. dreams and fantasies. it is best to keep on living ...

 

again i only have myself to rely on. and only myself to make sure i come out of this alive. and in one piece.

 

darn. i so hate having my fixed up little world messed up this way.

 

but i still dont regret any of this. if anything, i cherish the the lessons im learning along the way.

Edited August 16, 2004 by WyldChik

[Wyld]

this just about sums it up for me tonyt.

 

 

I Love You, Goodbye

 

Wish I could be the one

The one who could give you love

The kind of love you really need

Wish I could say to you

That I'll always stay with you

But baby that's not me

You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you

Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do

Oh I could say that I'll be all you need

But that would be a lie

I know I'd only hurt you

I know I'd only make you cry

I'm not the one you're needing

I love you, goodbye

 

I hope someday you can

Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you

I don't really wanna go

But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do

You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be

Who'll give you something better

Than the love you'll find with me

Oh I could say that I'll be all you need

But that would be a crime

I know I'd only hurt you

I know I'd only make you cry

I'm not the one you're needing

I love you, goodbye

 

Leaving someone when you love someone

Is the hardest thing to do

When you love someone as much as I love you

 

Oh I don't wanna leave you

Baby it tears me up inside

But I'll never be the one you're needing

I love you, goodbye

 

Baby, its never ganna work out

I love you, goodbye

[sweetequila]

RLF

 

just wanna tell you..i'll always be here for you...no matter what..

 

love you,

 

MAP

[naked_angel]

I couldn't breathe. I saw his name here. After such a long time, I didn't know he could still (literally) take my breath away. He was the guy in between now and my ex boyfriend. The reason why I couldn’t say yes to my ex… The guy who broke my heart. The one person who made me feel extreme emotions. He made me realize my worth. Yet he made me feel worthless. He told me things, which turned my world upside down. But broke my heart into pieces. He dried my tears yet he made me cry…

 

And I have never imagined feeling this way for someone.

 

And until now, I’m still hoping he comes back. I know deep down it’s not going to happen and it’s killing me. I was the one who said goodbye. Yet here I am now pining for him.

 

He still makes me feel giddy inside. And he is probably the only person who can make me cry at the sight of him. Weird but such is how I feel for him…And seeing his name after weeks brought back all the weird feelings. All the good memories and all the painful thoughts.

 

It’s such a difficult world. There’s one who’s safe and strong, my comfort zone. The other is far, withdrawn and is not even within my reach. Why would I want someone who will shatter me? Who will ultimately cause my very death?

 

Maybe because I know he is a good man.

 

Maybe because he makes me feel special

 

Maybe because he makes me feel I’m his princess and there can be no one else

 

Maybe because he makes me feel complete

 

And maybe, just maybe for him, I might completely forget the promises I made to myself. I might completely lose myself and give in.

 

Even for a moment to be with him

 

Just to know how it would feel…

 

Even with tears…

 

Even for one moment…

 

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new… but for him, maybe I will.

[Leslie Garcia]

Honey,

 

Im in turmoil right now ... losing my job ... you being distant ... i don't know how to deal with it .. . but i know in every door that closes ... there will open a window to see the sun shining through ... take care .. i might not be around when you woke up and realize you still care for me ...

 

M

Edited August 31, 2004 by Leslie Garcia

[Zerreit]

Stay the hell away from me! I am not kidding this time. I don't want anything to do with you. It's not funny anymore!