The Mail Box

[Guest globetrotter]

prayers lang ang pwede kong maitulong sa yo ngayon.if there is a need for you to move, sige lang.as long as you are safe.love you.

[Zerreit]

You say you're all that, but you're not. You say you're tough, but you really aren't.

 

You said it yourself, you don't listen to anyone, but why do what others say affect you so much?

 

If I may say so myself, you forced yourself onto him. He never promised you anything. He never was ready for anything serious. He just wanted to have fun.

 

Did he not try to tell you that? Did you even try to listen? Or did you just want to hear what you wanted to hear & feel what you wanted to feel?

Edited September 23, 2005 by Zerreit

[Guest the_eight_of_orbs]

Dear You.

 

You are nothing.

 

Yes. Nothing.

[aleena®]

Thats what you know.

Thats what you think.

Thats what you've been told.

But there are things you do not know...

Forcing myself onto someone aint me... but there were promises, there was something thats why i held on to it.

You werent there when we were talking.

 

Btw, can we just stop this? Im so tired of all of these!

If you dont like me, the feeling is mutual.

So, lets pretend that none of these things ever happened.

 

Whatever that man and I have, its between us.

 

And if you still believe that i force myself onto him, believe with all your might... I know what I believe.

 

Finally, im not nothing. You did mind me so im still something.

If im nothing for you, then what are you to me?

 

--- i rest my case!

[Zerreit]

Soul receives from soul that knowledge, therefore not by book nor from tongue.

 

If knowledge of mysteries come after emptiness of mind, that is illumination of heart.

--Rumi

[Zerreit]

I am part of the load

Not rightly balanced

I drop off in the grass,

like the old Cave-sleepers, to browse

wherever I fall.

 

For hundreds of thousands of years I have been dust-grains

floating and flying in the will of the air,

often forgetting ever being

in that state, but in sleep

I migrate back. I spring loose

from the four-branched, time -and-space cross,

this waiting room.

 

I walk into a huge pasture

I nurse the milk of millennia

 

Everyone does this in different ways.

Knowing that conscious decisions

and personal memory

are much too small a place to live,

every human being streams at night

into the loving nowhere, or during the day,

in some absorbing work.

--Rumi

 

Rumi for you mi amigo...

[aleena®]

thank you for everything!

 

for whatever its worth...

[aleena®]

i dont want to!!!

 

we need to talk about this once and for all...

we need to be like mature human beings...

 

just dont give me crap!

iam not stupid.

 

 

**** is right, deal with it!

 

 

mod note - the person doesnt want her name dragged into this particular issue.

Edited September 24, 2005 by poknat

[gen_g]

im just looming ...gliding my way through this life as best as i can.....at some point nobody will understand me but me anyway right?

[Guest globetrotter]

just want you to know that i miss you terribly.take care.love you.

[KristinLavransdatr]

what the hell...??

[Guest simply_miss]

As I look up at the stars, I make a wish

That forever I may spend with you

Just one lifetime, is all I ask,

Just one forever, if that's okay with you.

 

As I sleep at night, I think of you

And I wish to hold you tight

Just one night, one sweet night with you.

 

As I wake up in the morning, I dream of you

That one day, you'll be right beside me.

And your smile would be brighter than sunshine

And I would touch your face

Just to make sure you're not a dream,

And I would give you a kiss, and hold you close,

Never having to let you go.

 

As I get up to start my day, I talk to you

Secretly, in the depths of my heart

And I tell you how much I miss you,

Longing, yearning to hold you close,

I think, for now, only heaven knows,

How much I love you.

 

 

 

-from the archieve of the former love

 

[smaug]

out of place and out of time... p*ta, in just 2 months, i've been to bicol, cabadbaran and manila. nomad na ako! f**k, i miss my own room. before i hate to go out, social functions suffocate me. this is barely a social call. though this time, it's a luxury, im online! the past 5 months, im in a farm somewhere, planting rice and mangos and other veggies... chrstmas is looming, gotta be fast...now, im officialy a BISACOL, bisayang-bicolano, although im in mindanao, f**k nahhilo nko bay..

[aleena®]

it feels so good...

 

i've never felt any better!!!

 

thanks!

[Batabatuta™]

Tonight at noon

 

Supermarkets will advertise 3p extra on everything

 

Tonight at noon

 

Children from happy families will be sent to live in a home

 

Elephants will tell each other human jokes

 

America will declare peace on Russia

 

World War I generals will sell poppies on the street on November 11th

 

The first daffodils of autumn will appear

 

When the leaves fall upwards to the trees

 

 

 

Tonight at noon

 

Pigeons will hunt cats through city backyards

 

Hitler will tell us to fight on the beaches and on the landing fields

 

A tunnel full of water will be built under Liverpool

 

Pigs will be sighted flying in formation over Woolton

 

And Nelson will not only get his eye back but his arm as well

 

White Americans will demonstrate for equal rights

 

In front of the Black house

 

And the monster has just created Dr. Frankenstein

 

 

 

Girls in bikinis are moonbathing

 

Folksongs are being sung by real folk

 

Art galleries are closed to people over 21

 

Poets get their poems in the Top 20

 

There's jobs for everybody and nobody wants them

 

In back alleys everywhere teenage lovers are kissing in broad daylight

 

In forgotten graveyards everywhere the dead will quietly bury the living

 

and

 

You will tell me you love me

 

Tonight at noon

[misbyutiful]

hey,

thank you for loving me. thank you for making me feel byutiful. thank you for making laugh.

 

ps

 

you're late the movie will start in 10mins.

[horseshit]

I love you all. Love is what makes the world a bearable place.

[Barenaked-NoMre]

C,

 

Missing you ...

 

Thanks for the call ... no matter how far you are, you still CRACK me up! ;-)

 

WET-ing for you.

 

A

[Barenaked-NoMre]

CPO,

 

Obviously, you're no longer interested like you were before.

 

I have to get it in my head ... "you're just NOT that into me".

 

Sad. I yet again have to mourn this ... you.

 

When will I STOP with the crying!

 

A

[aleena®]

you-know-who-you-are,

i was not complaining.

u still make me happy.

i dont need you 24 hrs by my side.

just be there... wherever u have to be...

again, i would not agree!

not like this!!! definitely not like this.

---still me!

[Manticore]

Clever Sleuth,

 

You are as sharp as a tack,

which is why so many think twice

before they 'attack'.

Many men start out meek as mice.

They are taken aback

with ladies they can't keep up with, so it's no surprise

that they let their insecurities get the better of them, and they stop playing nice!

 

I hope you don't mind if I make a suggestion.

Don't rule out the possibility of finding a worthwhile companion,

for a diamond in the rough may escape your attention.

It takes patience in finding one. I'm sure you understand what I've just mentioned.

 

Never say die! I'm sure you have a similar affirmation.

You've reached great heights with the mindset of a champion.

Relationships may require a more delicate approach, because you're not in competition

with the potential object of your affection.

 

Go over your list of respondents.

Try them out one by one, until someone makes a dent.

(or should I say lasting impression? That's probably what I meant.)

I'm sure one will meet or exceed your expectations of a fine gent!

 

I wish you the best of luck in this endeavor.

Pursue it with everything you've got, and don't lose your fervor!

Great rewards you shall soon savor

once you've allowed yourself the luxury of patience in the arena of amor.

 

Respectfully yours,

Manticore

[worshipkc]

i'm am human prone to temptation, i hope the powers that be have mercy on me, i need the thrill sometimes, need feel another woman's touch every now and then but i still love only you. please understand, i know you can't and you won't but if ever the time comes i hope that all is forgiven. i still want to spend the rest of my life with you, but for now let me enjoy these last fleeting years of being single.

[Setsuna]

i have sexual fantasy about you everyday...

[Barenaked-NoMre]

"The One",

 

I am trying to get a grip.

 

Hoping I keep on track so it will lead me to you.

 

The journey's rough but I MUST be determined to trudge forward ... for it will somehow enable for our paths to cross.

 

Be safe, my love.

 

Waiting for you,

 

A

[Guest chunky]

J,

 

Ah, when will the madness end

 

When will the haunting stop

 

Where will I finally lay

 

My over-burndened top?

 

 

It's not easy to forget

 

So I might as well not try

 

The gaping hole you left

 

is enough for me to die...

 

 

=X